The lost children...

October 30th
Bloomfeild Ave Cafe
12:30pm
$11 at the door ($10 if you by a ticket)

Bedlight for BlueEyes
No Easy Answer
The Rookie
Perfuma (cd release show)
The Farewell
While You Were Sleeping


it should be tons of fun.....bring your friends!


if you have any questions im me badkittyemily788

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I just finished cutting...
I was never a cutter before. I just started about a year ago. When I do it, it's like everything else will go away. I cut in to my skin to see if I still blees, to know that I still feel. As soon as I cut the tears are gone. Watching the blood drip off my arm is such a painful yet calming feeling. It stings now and I still feel depressed but the tears have stopped... I'd rather have this numb,blank stinging than be crying. I don't want my cutting to get out of hand and usually it only happens every so often. But I'm worried because with summer all I have is time to think and that's what kills me. I just need distractions

Hey, I'm Brittany...I'm 16, a cheerleader and I guess I can be considered "lost" I have struggled with Ana for about 3 years, as well as cutting for about 2...Anyways I love to talk and I am a good listener, so comment on my journal or IM me...:)
Britt

just joined. thought i should say hello to everyone. so... hello!





oh + i <3 robyn because shes so cool ;D









x . k r i s t i n . o

Things are going better now surprisingly. I didn't get kicked out obviously so that is a good thing. Well I don't know just I guess things are gonnna get better. Well blah!

Well so much for not cutting i cut seven times in the last two days... It wouldn't stop bleeding I wanted it to bleed more though. Well my mother is giving custody of me to the state. First my dad gives up on me when I'm two months old now my mom gives me up when I'm 15 1/2 guess I've just had bad luck. You know what is wierd though I don't feel like cutting, burning, drinking, smoking, or doing drugs odd but good I guesss.

Well how have all of you been? I know been a while since I've posted but seems like no one else has been posting anyhow. Well I have a girlfriend new one broke up with other this one is oh so much more shes fun, loving, caring, sexy, multi-talentend, and dessert was great...

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is this how it is to be?
lost with no recollection of the way it should have been?
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is this our life now?
doomed to be bound and broken?
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can you fix it?
ten
lets start over again

I've lost two of my best guy friends and it hurts a lot.
I miss them. It was just a falling out and it's all happened
before but I still want them around. It's a shame and
ultra depressing.

No more hang outs
NO more late night phone calls
No more good times
oh it's horrible


I have work in about an hour then a game RIGHT after then homework after that

luckily tomorrow is Friday...but I still have to work then too
I hate this all