Narrator of my life

Lately I feel like I’m a character to a book and the narrator is saying something along the lines of “Lori listened to the pitter patter of the rain, and thought deeply about her one true love whom she believes she will never see again, little does she know…”

 

Do you get my drift that’s just an example do you ever feel like your life is in a story and its is slowly being unfolded by a narrator?

 

Lets get on with it!

I think everyone around me has secretly been thinking "seriously Lori lets get a move on" and I’m guessing you have no clue as to what I’m busy raving on about   *strokes your hand in sympathy* ok, ok, I’m just kidding I’ll fill you in. its been 3 weeks since my ex and myself broke up not because we wanted to. I know how random that sounds but I’ve come to an understanding why we've broken up. Now don’t get me wrong I’m still hurt that the relationships over, and honestly I can complain about very little because he was close to perfect…not saying that he was or is but he definitely had the qualities I’m looking for (this is not news to him or anyone we're both in agreement about how we feel about each other) I don’t doubt that this is the last I’ll be seeing or hearing of him. A lot of the break up had to do with timing. Now I know a lot of people are saying that is an excuse, afraid that in my case it isn’t really, I mean I was the one in the relationship and we started to have a long distance relationship which is not what we want.

 

So I plan on getting on with it…life I mean and if there are any changes concerning “the ex.”  I’ll most certainly write about. What I am finding interesting though with “getting on with it” is the best friend of the ex as my grandmother would put it, is grabbing this break up as an opportunity to “dive right in”. Honestly I believe this to be true, since he’s been calling me…often. As if my life wasn’t filled with enough drama…my one friend who I’ve known since I was five wants to take me out… I don’t doubt that these next months will be drama- free I believe the level of interest will increase (I just have this feeling it will) and as it increases I’ll definitely blog about it…

 

XXX

Watch this space…

Just when you think your life is falling into place you finish school (ok, I finished school) you and your boyfriend break up for no reason in particular and it wasn’t because he lost interest but he continues to praise you calling you close to perfect, but it just ended, the end, full stop.( Are you confused yet because I’ll let you in on a little secret, I am also confused and this is my life I’m talking about?)
 
As if that wasn’t enough torture, not only does his mother text you to see how you are (and I have a feeling she had something to do with the whole thing, I think the messages are because she’s feeling guilty) he does to he calls the day after you break up to see how your day went and he calls your brother and invites him to play tennis with his dad, think that’s where it all ends? Nope, his aunt is studying at the same college you are! It’s enough to give you a head ache isn’t it? Well I’ll tell you what added to the torment of the whole situation. You bump into each other after breaking up 3 weeks ago and he just so happens to see you with one of your closest male friends. Does he IM you on Monday? Of course and then once he’s asked who you were with he promises he wasn’t implying anything.
 
Something tells me this is not the last of these random moments. In fact something tells me there’s more to come and the possibility of getting back into a relationship later on is on a 70% chance.  Watch this space. I promise to let you know of anything else unusual that takes place in my life (I thought it was dull until I thought about this strange situation I’m in)

once upon a website obessed

 

I made these a while ago when I was website obsessed and loved the idea of owning one. I’m not sure that its top quality but I guess if I spent more time on this they would improve. I would aprreciate it if you'd leave comments and tell me what you think? 
     
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Chapter Wow!!

YEs wow is all i can say at this point with the celine dion concert. she was absolutely fantastic!!!! and what blew me away was the "Pour que tu m'aimes encore" when she sang that song the tears started rolling. IT was a moment thing. See I learned this song in my French lessons and it blew me away to think that some one could love a person so much that they would search the world for their soul just so that this person would love them. That is unbelieveable (its also obsessive) but so romantic which is why i have a slight attachment to this song because i believe there can be that type of love where one person would do absolutely anything for the one that they love. 

Pour Que Tu M'aimes Encore

J'ai compris tous les mots, j'ai bien compris, merci
Raisonnable et nouveau, c'est ainsi par ici
Que les choses ont changé, que les fleurs ont fané
Que le temps d'avant, c'était le temps d'avant
Que si tout zappe et lasse, les amours aussi passent
Il faut que tu saches

J'irai chercher ton coeur si tu l'emportes ailleurs
Même si dans tes danses d'autres dansent tes heures
J'irai chercher ton âme dans les froids dans les flammes
Je te jetterai des sorts pour que tu m'aimes encore

Fallait pas commencer m'attirer me toucher
Fallait pas tant donner moi je sais pas jouer
On me dit qu'aujourd'hui, on me dit que les autres font ainsi
Je ne suis pas les autres
Avant que l'on s'attache, avant que l'on se gâche

Je veux que tu saches

J'irai chercher ton coeur si tu l'emportes ailleurs
Même si dans tes danses d'autres dansent tes heures
J'irai chercher ton âme dans les froids dans les flammes
Je te jetterai des sorts pour que tu m'aimes encore

Je trouverai des langages pour chanter tes louanges
Je ferai nos bagages pour d'infinies vendanges
Les formules magiques des marabouts d'Afrique
J'les dirai sans remords pour que tu m'aimes encore

Je m'inventerai reine pour que tu me retiennes
Je me ferai nouvelle pour que le feu reprenne
Je deviendrai ces autres qui te donnent du plaisir
Vos jeux seront les nôtres si tel est ton désir
Plus brillante plus belle pour une autre étincelle
Je me changerai en or pour que tu m'aimes encore

 

Chapter Celine Dion!!!

YES you read right~!! I’m so so looking forward to today! Tonight I’m helping at the Celine Dion fund raiser.  I will take photos of as much as I can!! It’s going to be Fantastic!! And just knowing ill be so busy until about one tomorrow morning means that I wont have time to think about other people and things going on in my life which you already know about.  Just one more thing before i fly... ive voted for livejournal and i think it would be great if you could to i know im still a baby with this site but i think it deserves to win :)

Au revior! *waves*
i hope you all have a fantastic day today!!!