Dom Made Me

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I tried calling her today. A little voice picked up and I asked if she was there. The little voice said "No... She doesn't live here anymore". I asked if she had the number to where she was, the little voice said "No, my mom isn't home". I said thanks and hung up.

I suppose that is what I get for waiting so long to call her. But why the fuck hasn't she called me?

I guess that's the end of Allie for me :-(

So uhm... Lets hang out? Yes? Yes... Please.

Again I have distanced myself from people and it's lonely and quite saddening.

So... Lets hang out. Please? If you have any care for me you would make plans with me :-\

Woot... There may be a new piercing to come soon. I'm excited :-)

So I either have:
A) Measles
or
B) Hives

And Mello and Devon were making fun of me saying I have skin herpes WHICH I DONT HAVE BECAUSE THATS GROSS

But whatever it is, it itches like fucking crazy and is on both my forearms, my inner thighs, my neck, my shoulders a little and my stomach... It's disgusting. I feel like a leper and I have had it for like a week or so and I just refused to tell my mom, then when I did she was like "Oh yeah, thats the measles. Go mix some baking soda and water and make a paste and put that on it". So I put it on and it starts to burn and shit. Then I am like oh fuck it and I take a shower and they were all red and swollen and irritated.

This is retarded. I am a leper. Gross.

I haven't been able to hold food in my stomach for 4 days

Soooo, last night kicked ass. I thought about a lot of stuff and figured haha I hate this area... A lot. Actually, I just came to that conclusion this very minute but anyways. Between a fucking AMAZING show, my feet going numb, driving home 2 1/2 hours with 5 people crammed into the back of a jeep, going to Denny's at 2 and then passing out at Mellos parents house... My day was made.

I can't even begin to explain how happy I am at this very moment. And I think I finally understand where I feel comfortable, welcome and happy.

This journal is kinda depressing. oh well haha, its not as bad as my deadjournal, dear god that thing was depressing haha.

Anywayysss, it's snowing. Mello is on his way home and he is getting me a milkshake, which is nice of him because I am sickly and it will make my throat feel better :-)

Kaida just sneezed. aww haha. i love him. he's my baby

So uhm yeah. This is way too random. oh yeah and I got my shoes in the mail which is awesome because i have wanted them forever and I just never got them but now I have them and they kick ass.

Woot woot, chinchillas soon.

It depresses me that I am never invited anywhere... But maybe that is my own fault, who knows.


Tomorrow is going to be boring. I know it.


tired. but i cant sleep. this sucks.






Time to play with my cannon digital rebel I suppose.

So I wake up, eat, procrastinate some and then start to get ready slowly. Now at this time I am disappointed that there is no snow. My mom says "No school, go back to bed" and I'm like "what the hell, there is nothing on the ground." So I walk downstairs and about 30 mins later there is fucking 3 inches on the ground.

Snow... You know what that means though... Pretty snow pictures if it continues till dark. Woot woot.