linusmoriarty, posts by tag: personal: family - LiveJournal

My dog's dead. :(

My dog's gotten worse. We rushed him to the vet. We don't think he is going to make it.

FUCK!

My dog's surgery went fine. It lasted four hours, of which I watched half, not mentioning an hour of preparation. He came home yesterday, he is wearing a collar and it's really hard for him to walk. There were tumors on his 'elbows' so it probably hurts a lot. Thanks everyone for sending good vibes for us, all we need now is time so he can heal.

I'm feeling a bit weird, like sad. I didn't even feel like playing The Sims 2. I figured I could play Lost: Via Domus, but the disk is with my friend and I'm waiting til he drops it later. I've made some icons, watched some TV, studied a bit. But I'm easily distracted.

Also, those of you who have played The Sims 3, how did you like it? How different is it from The Sims 2?

Anyone would like to request some icons? A link to some pictures I could icon? Suggestions? Please?

Tuesday, I took my dog for prep exams, ecg and glucosis. Both came back normal. His surgery is tomorrow. I'm really anxious, probably more than he is. LOL. Today we made a 'bed' for him, it turned out really cute. I'll show pictures sometime.

I'm just really really hoping I'll have good news tomorrow. Please think of us.

My dog is probably going on surgery. We're are actually going to talk to the vet in about half an hour to decide. I shouldn't be posting RN but once I arrive, when I'll have more info, but there is a reason:

My name is Allison and I have a German Shepard dog. Just like my icon.

Icon!irony, I guess. (And hopefully, reason to believe we will both survive surgery)

*le sigh*

Think of us.

My dog's skin is filled with tumors.

I'm fucking devastated.

We noticed something wrong for many times and the vet would say it was normal or it was because of age. Today we go to a REAL vet and find out the truth.

I'm lost and confused. My head is not thinking straight. I think once I heard cancer, half of the vet's words were in a different language cause I don't remember them, just trying not to cry.

Today's my mom's birthday, we're spending the day in Birmingham. :) I'll post pictures of what I got her when I am back.

Love doesn't have to end
I want and I know I will stay
Until the end I will love you
Until life in me decides to fade away

Love is like a Rose in the garden
We take care of it, we watch over it
We let the sun shine over it
So it grows, it grows

The Rose of love always has to grow
The Rose of love won't lose its petals
For those who take care of the Rose
For those who knows how to cultivate it

Love doesn't have to end
Until the end of my life I'll love you
I know love doesn't have, doesn't have to end
Until the end of my life
I will...

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I should post this on the 28th, when it's the actual anniversary, but I'm already breaking down. I miss her so much, I can't stop crying. I need her, I FUCKING NEED HER.

Can anyone explain how I'm doing Pre-med exams this weekend again in such state?

I WANT MY ROSE BACK!

Years: 0
Months: 9
Weeks: 43
Days: 301

or

Hours: 7224
Minutes: 433440
Seconds: 26006400

I suddenly miss my (step)mom. :(

☆ Happy Lost day everyone!

☆☆ I'm having my other two wisdom teeth surgery in two hours. ZOMG. No pain please.

☆ I'll be high and not being able to ROFL or be shocked during today's Lost episode. LOL.

☆☆ Thursday around 2am my cousin and her boyfriend are coming here. BTW, she's my good cousin as in the good side of the family (mom's). I hate that I won't be able to do much and my cheek will be too huge to take pictures. LOL.

☆ Yesterday I had planned iconing, writing and making my new ringtone but ZOMG blackout. The lights only came back when we were all in bed. Blah.