lintelsoups

keepin my past alive

I don't believe in leagues as some people suggest. I think there are some people that can't date because they're too different on some subjects or they have the same faults so it would be a bad idea... but there is no such thing as "they're too beautiful for you". I think that's a cruel way to think about it and I think it abolishes hope, which is bad.

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THANK YOU blaq I LUV YOU BB.
Even though I haven't even done that much here lately. I actually thought about deleting, but no, I'm sure maybe one day I'll return. Or I'll just keep using this to rant about stupid vague stuff. It doesn't matter, right? It's just stupid livejournal.

I am just so, so paranoid lately. This is going to be like when I was younger and I would worry myself until I was actually physically sick.

Fuck that. I've decided I'm angry. I'm going to be angry about this, because I think that's what I do best.

You guys. I've become addicted to watching old ass music videos.
What has my life become?

Having to put on pants and actually deal with things?
No thanks.

I had a hell of a fucking weekend.

I love how the weather just decides to change dramatically one day. There is no gradual movement towards one direction or the other. One day it's cold and wet and the next day it's hot and dry.

Did I cure my block? I don't know. I don't think so. I finished something that I should have finished forever ago. And that's how I feel about everything. It's not even really finished, you know? I just finished a part of something.

I actually think to myself, I'm gonna finish writing this - then I'll rewrite it. At the pace I'm going, by the time I start rewriting it, I'll be in my 40's.

WHAT THE FUCK AM I DOING?