lindsay's sexcellent life

Hello. I updated last week about my first week of school. It was intense. It actually went by pretty fast. Except for Wednesday morning... lighting sucks. Monday I found out that I am Assistant Stage Manager for the mainstage show Top Girls. I've read a little bit of that play and it seems really really good so everybody has to see it. But rehearsals for that are intense. They're 3 times a week so on Tuesdays I have to stay at school from 8:30 am to 10:00 pm every week =D lol yay. 14 hours, score! whatever, its a really good learning experience. So Tuesdays and Wednesday are my long days and thursdays too because after class at 430 I'll probably end up seeing a play every week rawr. I think I can handle it all though. maybe. I'm so tired. 

I had a good weekend though. Friday I worked 4-8 and then me, Melissa, Lori and Kelly went and saw the Black Dahlia. Do. Not. See. That. Movie. It was so so so bad. I cannot stress enough how terrible it was. So don't waste your money. But we had a lot of fun after at Tim Hortons tearing it apart and arguing whether or not it happened in that room or if it was during the porno movie... haha. After that I went to Rob's house with Rob, Corey, Katie, Naylor and Corey's step brother Brian. I think that's his name. Anyway, Katie was hammered, she bit me. Naylor cut his dreads off and now his hair looks SO much better. He says hes gonna grow out a beard... I'm interested to see how that turns out. We hung out and watched that movie hoodwinked. I only watched a bit because I fell asleep. and so did katie, rob, naylor and nic. Me and Corey left at like 330 and everyone was sleeping it was really funny. Yesterday I worked 2-10. It was intense. I ran for drive thru during dinner!!! It was really fun, I like it better than cash and orders and presenting. That means nothing to you, but whatev lol. After work Jayde wouldn't let me walk so I took a cab and then kt picked me up. We went and got Corey and Naylor and went to this guy Darnell's house. He has a big movie room with a huge ass projection tv. There was this guy there who used to go to THSS who is really hot. He was talking to me Kat and Maggie and I was just like :O you're so pretty. lol. I had to leave early though =(   anywho. that was a detailed account of my yesterday. 

Today I have the house to myself till 5 because my mom and tyler are golfing and melissas at work. I gotta do homework. Grr. homework sucks. 

ps. melissa bought me the James Dean collection for grad and stuff!!! yay!!!! I'm so happy!!! soon I'm gonna have a James Dean marathon, when I have the time.   I also bought V for Vendetta, thats a sweet movie its so good. 

OK bye!

hello all. I'm posting some lyrics to the song Twenty Years Late by Aaron Lines. Its all about mommies. The first time I heard it I cried. It's one of my new favourite songs. If you love your mommy you should go and download it RIGHT NOW. no joke. I'm watching you...

Hey mom I know that it's late, hope I didn't wake you
Yeah, everything is O.K., just needed to talk to you
Today I had one of those days
But I didn't call to complain
Just to say everything that I didn't for all of those years
You were a taxicab driver, a nurse and a maid
A waitress, a cook and a shoulder to lay
My head on to cry on, when nothing was going my way
You knew every answer without cracking a book
And I took for granted that I had it so good
And I'm sorry it's taken me so long to say
Thank you I love you
Twenty years late

It's funny how time passing by can change your perspective
A little while out on your own can sure make you think
I don't know how you did it
No I can't find one spare minute
The days run together but I don't remember you
Ever letting us down

You were the judge and the jury when I did wrong
Been my biggest fan from my very first song
The gas in the engine that always kept me moving on
A seamstress a counselor and the one referee
That could cold stop a fight between my brother and me
And I'm sorry it's taken me so long to say
Thank you I love you
Twenty years late

I'll let you go now
But I hope that you know now how I feel
Thank you for making me the man I've become
I love you and I will always be your son
Mom that's all I called to say

(Click here to post your own answers for this meme.)

× I miss somebody right now.	× I don't watch much TV these days.  (lol yeah right...)	× I own lots of books.  (not lots, just books about movies)
× I wear glasses or contact lenses.	✓ I love to play video games.  (grand theft auto rules)	× I've tried marijuana.
✓ I've watched porn movies.  (only once...)	× I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.	✓ I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
✓ I curse sometimes.  (more like all the time)	✓ I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.  (I'm lots more mature)	× I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.

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When I Get Where I'm Going by Brad Paisley ft Dolly Parton

One of my new favourite songs, I love it so very much :D

When I get where I'm going
On the far side of the sky
The first thing that I'm gonna do
Is spread my wings and fly

I'm gonna land beside a lion
And run my fingers through his mane
Or I might find out what it's like
To ride a drop of rain

Yeah when I get where I'm goin
There'll be only happy tears
I will shed the sins and struggles
I have carried all these years
And I'll leave my heart wide open
I will love and have no fear
Yeah when I get where I'm going
Don't cry for me down here

I'm gonna walk with my grand daddy
And he'll match me step for step
And I'll tell him how I missed him
Every minute since he left
Then I'll hug his neck

Yeah when I get where I'm goin
There'll be only happy tears
I will shed the sins and struggles
I have carried all these years
And I'll leave my heart wide open
I will love and have no fear
Yeah when I get where I'm going
Don't cry for me down here

So much pain and so much darkness
In this world we stumble through
All these questions I can't answer
So much work to do

But when I get where I'm going
And I see my maker's face
I'll stand forever in the light
Of his amazing grace
Yeah when I get where I'm goin
Oh When I get where I'm goin
There'll be only happy tears
Hallelujah
I will love and have no fear
When I get where I'm going
Yeah when I get where I'm going

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Repost this if you think Homophobia is wrong.

I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.

I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.

I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.

I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn't have to always deal with society hating me.

I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love

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