Ug Great due to hotlinking someone broke my layout now I have to find the dang image map again This entry is public and sry for anyone who has to stare at that ugly thing
who thinks i should upgrade to a paid account i am on lj enough anyway and it is pretty cheap and i have a job now tht pays ok so it isn't to bad thoughs and comments yes i know i am making wierd posts to get comments p.s this is public it helps to get a better responce
idk how to tell them them being two of the three people i work with sometimes my supervisort is right about things (even though she handles things in an inappropriate way) and other times she is wrong about things and so when she handles them the same way she handles everything else it hurts allot more because she is wrong and it hurts allot more when she is proved wrong and i don't get an appology for the behaviour. I get why i don't and stuff so usually i just ignore it. But the last few weeks there has just been allot of that one thing right after the other and it got to me really bad today and i lashed out in little ways and "disrespected" my supervisor (like she had done to me more then once) which she told me I didn't go into the reason i did it yet with her and i am not sure how to. Also she pointed out i disrespected Jess my manager ok fine that one i will give her even though i didn't mean it that way i guess it came off as such and such as life. But Jess is cool she seems to get it, I enjoy she company and i can tell she really likes what she does.
so to recap just the disrespecting thing, being on my butt about sales (which i get but annoys me and it isn't like i can say hey i am an empath and i know certain people just don't want to be bothered, so i am trying to just ask people that i know will still say no but it will make then here happy), and just the combo of it all in the last like month that made me upset.
I am making this publice because i am considering e-mailing a journal link to Jess. However if I do and i think i will and you read this PLEASE PLEASE don't do anything about it I understand that this is just how parts of the job are and who she (my supervisor) is. I just can't take all the crap happening so close together.
now tommorow will be the challenge appoligizing to my supervissor and try to explain the resoning.
i am thinking about changing to a new journal mostly for a new name so two things a) should i do it b)if i should what name should i pick also for those that have done this b4 how much of a pain will it be ?
groggy