he thought melancholy sounded cooler than nostalgia.

and suddenly i knew exactly what kind of film this was going to be

okay i’m gonna be more careful with what i manifest

Just keep your secrets to yourself. Everyone is a little crazy  but you don’t need to know in what way they’re crazy because it might seem not normal to you, just like your normal might seem not normal to them.

And fuck i thought about this in eighth grade too and honestly believed it would be really cool  I just didn’t have a gun, so…

How I imagined my life when I turned 18