not quite sure how to put it into words, but I felt something I rarely feel when watching films. normally the aesthetics of the stuff I watch calm me down. looking at something pleasant has a somewhat soothing effect, you just want to keep observing, listening, feeling, but here it was more demanding and almost anxiety-inducing. maybe, it was this sublime quality that opened up a space with the cosmic air of everything is interrelated and deep time connects usโฆ