I've been bigger my entire life. As early as I can remember, (somewhere during my time in early elementary school) I can recall being mocked at or used as the butt of a joke. I've never really experienced a day in my life where I haven't been gawked at. I've always received dirty looks. It never really affected me, emotionally, (because I simply did not have the mental capacity to understand what was happening at the time) until high school.…