Well, I don't know what to do with myself anymore. I am unhappy with many things i used to do, many things i used to like. Apparently this is a sign of my depression. Several people would like to contact me now, I am sure. Too bad. If i have talked to you and you havent noticed, you certainly dont deserve any filters for my frustration. Anyways... Off to school with me.
American History can suck it. The U.S.A. can suck it. The Thirteen Colonies can suck it. George Washington can suck it. The British can suck it. The Red-coats can suck it. Muskets can suck it. That's good. Muskets can suck it. Cannons can suck it. Benjamin Franklin can suck it. Roanoke can suck it. Jamestown can suck it. The Quakers, the Pilgrims, and the Indians can suck it. Early American trading posts can suck it. Bro. Flanagan and his bald liver spots can suck it. His bald liver spots can suck it separately, also. Bro. Flanagan's overhead projections can suck it. His timelines can suck it. Billy Lowerly in the front of the room who has to ask fifteen million fucking questions can suck it. Jim Gallagher behind me, jabbing me in the back of my neck with his pen can SUCK IT! These walls can suck it. These desks can suck it. These books can suck it. The ceiling can also suck it. The other jags in this classroom can suck it. This whole school can suck it. From top to bottom, they can suck it. The teachers can suck it. The Holy fucking Brothers can suck it. The Sportos and jocks can suck it. The football players, baseball players, soccer players, wrestlers, runners, the meatheads and their varsity letters can suck it. The student wanna-be fag politicians can suck it for being on student council and being fag politician wanna-bes. The rich, suburban kids with their brand-new cars can suck it. The stoners, the burnouts, the metalheads, the druggies, the gangster black kids, the gangster hispanic kids, the whiggers, the nerds, the geeks, the fags, the dweebs, the dorks, the wusses, the pusses, the flamers, the jag-offs, the chronic masturbators, the freaks, ALL of them can all suck it.
The Whole Fucking school can just fucking suck it.
Shitty. Always shitty. That's right. My life. Sometimes joyful? Thought so! NOT. Shitty. Always shitty. That's right. My mom. Sometimes NOT bitchy? NO. Hell NO. Fuck off whore. Fucking whore. If she fucking puts me through this shit again, I swere to anything that means anything to anyone I WILL LEAVE. No joke. Whatever. Random pissedoffness this is NOT.
Finished raging to the computer. Got to do it to my pillow and sleep. Might as well, being as thats what im going to be doing for the fucking rest of my years in High school. Fuck off skank.
Forget powerpoint! WTF Theres this guy right beside me and hes being completely and UTTERLY ignorant I have been sitting in the same place for about the WHOLE year and this FUCKING tard IS sitting right beside me telling me that I moved beside him! WTF! He sits left of me!
Okay.. Yeah. Weird dream, and if you didn't know, I am the OTC(COLLEGE) For bct! Still waiting impatiently for my classes to beggin for C++ and Flash!
Okay, so anyways, everyone knows that I am obsessed with Charmed. And everyone knows that Chris is the sexiest beast on that show. xD. Yeah! That's the way we like it! =P!
Anyways, I really can't remember the first part of the dream.. Because this dream in general is a pointless one. I was just amazed that I made a ryhme up on the spot that did a spell!
Yeah! Well! I think that I was my character that I have been roleplaying with.. Ervic Devitt!
Well, the begining is really fuzzy... But I Believe that Me, the Charmed ones, Leo, and of course we were (apparently) fighting Wyatt!!(future)
Well, guess who wasn't there?! CHRIS! Apparently, one of Wyatt's major minons put an Anti-orbing spell on the building(which was a submarine in the middle of lake Ponchatrain???)
Yeah, eventually "I" ran out of the room when we were fighting wyatt, I was looking for a place Chris could get in... And of course I was in a room Alone with this Major Minion of his that had put the Anti orbing spell...
And we walking around eachother, talking. You know what people do when they like to do when one GvE are in the same room.
Well! Let's see... we were talking about Chris and I was asking him what he did with him... and how did they do that Anti-orbing spell..(for some reason?)
Well... I was trying to leave but he held my feet with his powers.... He was about to throw one of their "famed" "fireballs" But Then... OUT OF NOWHERE! I Push him back with my Telekenesis! He was on the ground and like...I was half awake and I started doing a ryhme I think It went a little like.. "Whipe this place, through time and place To return this to ways both left and right and make it accessible through another place"
And like.. I screamed Chris's name a few seconds later and .. GUES WHAT?! He orbed in and talked to me for a few seconds until the bitch woke up again and he KEELED HIM WITH ~HIS~ TELEKENESIS!
And then out of nowhere... A bunch of people and I were on a dock and It was storming like shit, and it was flooding. We were getting on a big hugemungous vehicle and we were driving down the street that was sorta flooding down in the....French..Quarter..?(WTF?)
And out of nowhere It floods like shit and kasjdkasjkdjaskdjasdkajsdkajkdjaskjdaksd we were on it waiting to be rescued And now I can't remember shit!
Hehe I am about to do some PowerPoint! I will be back later! =P
Am I really that headstrong for my own good? Maybe I should calm down and stop being SO knowledgable... Sorry everyone, I just want everyone to be happy like I am and the decisions I have made.. Trust me my life isn't perfect, but it is better than other people's....
Seems to me that my computer life is taking a great beggining to flight. I am going to be taking intro to Java Scripting and C++, Paid for by the OTC, and the MGCCC college I am taking a highschool class at. I have been trying to learn some SQL from people I have associated myself with from the RedmoonRevival server. Wish me luck with my power-knowledge getting spree.
Yeah... Not having a very nice time having dreams that make me cry O-o and then I can't remember them.
Yeah, I am going def in my left ear... Has been getting worse since I got my Poodle. Toodles.
A protecter. A fighter. A defender. You will do anything to protect the ones you care about. You wll even self sacrafice yourself for them. You think they deserve more than you, and you think its your duty to protect them, in anyway you can.
A guardian, will help, physically and also emotionaly, But they will also protect themselves. Weapon:Sword "I will die to protect, to know that.. i have done this for those i care about"
You are Sexy Silk underwear. Your only purpose is to be hot and sexy, and you love that you are. Your owner usually also love that you make them feel special. They wear you to show off for other people. Mainly for that guy/girl they met at the club yesterday. Other underwear are often jealous of you. It's good to be confident in yourself, but your pride can sometimes be too much for others to take.