Stuck at home for the long weekend
I feel like I should probably write daily. Even if it is to say that my day sucked or was boring and nothign happened. Supposedly this is good for writers. My writing sucks.
I messed up my knee at the gym on Wed in a spinning class. I thought cycling was easy on the knees, but my doctor practically laughed at me when I told her that. She thought I was an idiot. Apparently, I have bursitis which is caused by repetitive movement (such as cycling). She said if it doesnt get better it may be a torn meniscus. Can it be that the same clumsy injury that plagued my father, Jonathan and Dave may now be haunting me? I hope not. I dont wanna go thru surgery.
So Tracy has been leaving me these 10min messages on my voicemail. Monologues. It's really wierd when my phone rings and I dont pick up and 10mins later it vibrates bc she finally finished leaving her message. I feel really bad for her bc she seems lonely. I almost feel like this whole Rick relationship she speaks of is a figment of her imagination. Could it be? Could she be so lonely and desparate that she has imagined a very detailed relationship with an old boyfriend of hers? Or worse, did she never have a boyfriend in Rick??? I feel bad for her and dont want her to be lonely but at the same time she is very demanding and I fear she may one day lose it on me.
Additionally, this whole Rick thing is fishy bc she keeps talking about how she doesnt want to see him until his divorce is final and that sometimes he doesnt call since he's dealing with the divorce and his kids take up a lot of time. Does she really want a relationship with a man who has all those priorities over her? I sympathize and empathize with her in that she feels like she cant be that picky especially at her age. People that age always come with baggage. Heck, Im almost 20 yrs younger than her and I have my fair amount of baggage, which Dave deals with quite fairly, I might add.
I messed up my knee at the gym on Wed in a spinning class. I thought cycling was easy on the knees, but my doctor practically laughed at me when I told her that. She thought I was an idiot. Apparently, I have bursitis which is caused by repetitive movement (such as cycling). She said if it doesnt get better it may be a torn meniscus. Can it be that the same clumsy injury that plagued my father, Jonathan and Dave may now be haunting me? I hope not. I dont wanna go thru surgery.
So Tracy has been leaving me these 10min messages on my voicemail. Monologues. It's really wierd when my phone rings and I dont pick up and 10mins later it vibrates bc she finally finished leaving her message. I feel really bad for her bc she seems lonely. I almost feel like this whole Rick relationship she speaks of is a figment of her imagination. Could it be? Could she be so lonely and desparate that she has imagined a very detailed relationship with an old boyfriend of hers? Or worse, did she never have a boyfriend in Rick??? I feel bad for her and dont want her to be lonely but at the same time she is very demanding and I fear she may one day lose it on me.
Additionally, this whole Rick thing is fishy bc she keeps talking about how she doesnt want to see him until his divorce is final and that sometimes he doesnt call since he's dealing with the divorce and his kids take up a lot of time. Does she really want a relationship with a man who has all those priorities over her? I sympathize and empathize with her in that she feels like she cant be that picky especially at her age. People that age always come with baggage. Heck, Im almost 20 yrs younger than her and I have my fair amount of baggage, which Dave deals with quite fairly, I might add.
melancholy