laurbarlow3

dropping Lauren

There's just too much going on for me to try and keep this muse alive in a comm where hardly anyone seems to care that she's alive.

It's been almost two years, and this is really tough on me.

Caddlecott was my first real comm, and it's sad to say goodbye to it. ):

I'll miss it and the people I met here. I may keep Lauren's sn for a while, but my personal aim is ibbigt

feel free to get at me there if you'd like :]

It's been fun, Caddlecot. Really.

I'm putting Lauren on hiatus.

I love this comm and the people I've met here and the characters you guys have. But. I just. I dunno. With everything going on I don't know if I want to play her right now.

I just need to take some time and refresh my muse for her I guess. Maybe even make some changes to her. I dunno.

She'll still be signed in when I am because if I take her sn off of my linked stuff I'll never take her off.

Later Cats.

I promise

Taylor

I miss everyone.

And everything.

I really think I'm leaving this time.

August 1. Jason is helping me pack. I'm gonna follow him and Chloe and keep on going. To wherever the car takes me.

Curtis and Sam, come and find me.

That is all.

Again.

This isn't fair.

He promised me.

And now he's gone. Imagine that.

I'm just not meant to be happy.

Is this attack of the Exes?

I'm pretty sure I'm on the Twilight Zone or something

I just don't know anymore.

Yeah..so I'm posting like, two weeks after I actually came back. But it's whatever.

Ed didn't come back with me.

I feel like a jackass.

I need friends.

Yes, Curty and Sam are still fuckin' awesome.

That's all.

Oh. My sn's different.

u need more pink

use it.

I'm bringing Lauren back.

Her Ed? I dunno if he'll ever be back, so I'm just gonna bring her back.

This means it won't be a happy homecoming for the girl.

Also. I've changed sn's for her.

u need more pink

That is all :] You guys can start playing when you see me online :D

--taylor

Ed and I are going away for a bit. To deal, basically. We need some time to ourselves and just. Heal, deal, all that fun stuff.

IM me if you need to. Can't guarantee I'll reply, though. I'm not being a jerk. I just dunno if I'll be there.

Love you all. Be back soon.

[[hiatus for Lauren as well]]

I quit.

I can't ever do anything right. Try to be nice to people, they eventually stab you in the back. Forgive said person for stabbing you in the back? They do it again. And again. And again. And then some more. Then, you decide to stand up for yourself after a long process of multiple people treating you like shit and then you get it even worse.

I'll never claim that I'm not emotional, or even dramatic sometimes, but I just. Ugh. It doesn't happen often, and usually if it does, it's for a decent reason. I know I'm not perfect. I'm far from it.

But I'd like for someone to be on my side for once.

If you need me I'll be at Ed's.

Oh, by the way. Ed and Seacucumber. Not about you. <3 I dunno what I'd do without you guys. Really.