Pamela Isley | Poison Ivy (
chlorophylliac) wrote in
lastvoyageslogs2012-11-20 09:49 pm
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I can't get these memories out of my mind
Who: Ivy & Bruce Banner
Where: Their room at the Overlook
When: Wednesday
What: See below, pretty much.
Warnings: Violence, murder, suicide, references to domestic abuse
The hotel is laughing.
It's everywhere: whispering through the halls, echoing across the ballroom, chasing her out into the snow. Sometimes it's the shrieking, gleeful madness of the Joker; more often it's Harley's crazed giggle, and it follows her. Like she can't bear to be apart from her, but Ivy knows that isn't true (it was never true).
Banner checks up on her occasionally and she sends him increasingly terse messages reassuring her that she is absolutely fine. Like he gives a damn. She's not inclined to give him detailed updates on the status of his meal ticket.
She goes outside and watches her poor children - the dead, hunted Robinson Park orphans - on the playground's slide and swings. They don't look at her once. When frost starts to bloom on her skin, she goes back inside.
Someone with Jason Woodrue's voice offers her a blanket and she prides herself on ignoring the blatant provocation. That's when the laughing starts again.
Eventually it's a feeling of being unclean that takes her to the room she's been laughably expected to share with Banner. She pushes lightly at the door; it's unlocked. Hopefully he just forgot to shut the damn thing, or he's dead, maybe. She crosses the threshold.
Where: Their room at the Overlook
When: Wednesday
What: See below, pretty much.
Warnings: Violence, murder, suicide, references to domestic abuse
The hotel is laughing.
It's everywhere: whispering through the halls, echoing across the ballroom, chasing her out into the snow. Sometimes it's the shrieking, gleeful madness of the Joker; more often it's Harley's crazed giggle, and it follows her. Like she can't bear to be apart from her, but Ivy knows that isn't true (it was never true).
Banner checks up on her occasionally and she sends him increasingly terse messages reassuring her that she is absolutely fine. Like he gives a damn. She's not inclined to give him detailed updates on the status of his meal ticket.
She goes outside and watches her poor children - the dead, hunted Robinson Park orphans - on the playground's slide and swings. They don't look at her once. When frost starts to bloom on her skin, she goes back inside.
Someone with Jason Woodrue's voice offers her a blanket and she prides herself on ignoring the blatant provocation. That's when the laughing starts again.
Eventually it's a feeling of being unclean that takes her to the room she's been laughably expected to share with Banner. She pushes lightly at the door; it's unlocked. Hopefully he just forgot to shut the damn thing, or he's dead, maybe. She crosses the threshold.

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When he woke to her voice, her old sing-song, Rise and shine, Bruce, or you'll be late for breakfast! and the drapes had pulled open under ephemeral hands, he had realized that the hotel was as mad as wonderland and he was losing his grip. He messaged Ivy, then, trying to keep it at bay-- trying to find out if this was hotelwide of it it was just his mind again, bowing under the pressure.
She didn't answer. Ungrateful bitch, his father said. Just like your mother. They're all alike, women. They'll suck you dry, Bruce. They'll take you for everything while you work your fingers to the bone. Then they'll shit out an abomination and tell you it's your son.
That was when he found the gun.
He tried for his father first. One bullet-- through the man, into the wall; thankfully, nobody was in the adjacent room (or if they were, they died soundlessly and without protest).
Brian laughed at him, and strode out; Rebecca, where's the scotch? He sat alone for the better part of the day, then, with a gun in his hand. He wondered what it would be like, if he could finally simply die, but-- no. No, he couldn't. He couldn't silence then this way. But if one woman was just like all the others... Surely, surely, his father would not care which one he abused, would he?
He slept on it. Woke early, in the predawn light, and saw a Christmas tree out of the corner of his eyes. There was the crack of knuckles over cheekbone.
You'll spoil him!
No, no, Brian, I'm sorry, I'm sorry! I just wanted to encourage him!
The room is cold now, and despite that there is no tree, red and green lights flicker over every surface, and in the distance, a woman lies sobbing, unseen. Bruce looks up from his seat at the foot of the bed, rumpled and haggard. He looks up, as his reverie is interrupted, and his eyes are dark and brown, shadowed by sleeplessness.
"How nice of you to drop by," he says, so very mild.
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(Poison Ivy doesn't let any man hurt her. Men are privleged to survive the experience of even touching her. Pamela Isley wasn't so discriminating.)
"Banner."
(Her first 'boyfriend': a professor in another department, an ugly shadow of things to come. He was charming and handsome and at first it had been exciting. Forbidden fruit. He lashed out; she told herself it was her fault. Who was she, after all, to be able to please someone so much older and wiser - )
"I'm leaving."
She shifts her weight but she doesn't have time to move; the door slams shut behind her, untouched.
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His eyes cut to the door, which closed-- locked-- of it's own accord. He focuses then on her-- seeing the flicker of Christmas lights dapple her skin, bright and merry and twinkling.
He hates Christmas.
"Have you figured it out yet? It's offering everything you want. You can be a martyr. Die for a cause. So another may live. It simply won't be an orchid." His eyes drop, and he says, "That must disappoint you. I'd say I'm sorry, but I'm not. I wonder why I didn't think of it before. That the Admiral could do that for me...
"But this place will. He can have you and you two can deserve each other, and she can stop crying."
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She can't fight him. She doesn't even have to let the idea cross her mind: it's a base truth, a law of physics. Cause and effect. If she provokes him, he tears her in half and then demolishes the building. If she runs - she can last out in the cold longer than any human could. Could she outlast him? She isn't sure.
He can have you and you two can deserve each other.
(Pamela spent her undergraduate degree accumulating a reputation for being clumsy. She'd do labs one-handed with a broken wrist and laugh and say she'd caught her hand in a door; she'd use aloe to treat her burns and say she'd caught a frying pan handle while cooking.
If she flinched when someone touched her unexpectedly she'd just shrug and say she was easily spooked. And her friends would believe her, because she was a scientific genius, and why would a genius give the time of day to a man who hurt her?
And because she stayed, and hoped, and shifted blame, she deserved it.)
Running isn't on her mind any more.
"Deserve each other? How dare you."
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It doesn't matter if this has a note of truth, or if it's just the ravings of a half-mad warden.
"He quit trying to be a good husband, never tried to be a father at all. You can be a pair of quitters together, and she can be free of him. She can get away. All the wanted was to get us away, I-- Pamela."
He's on his feet; his hands in his pocket. The gun is an easy weight. He's never really used one, not before now. Oh, he picked one up because they were useful for intimidation and keeping people away-- but rarely had he kept his loaded... except when he thought about turning it on himself.
"Your death can at least serve a purpose. It can set her free."
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She's so fucking helpless.
You see? It's okay. Harley whispers in her ear, and before she's been mocking and harsh but now she's sweet and soothing and it's worse, it's agony. It'll all be okay. You could never do it for me. You knew I'd always choose Mister J over you, right? But you can do it for her.
He's right, of course. She will never know real love. She's been burnt, time and time again, and the final insult was the 'love' of a man who abused her body, her trust, and her mind. Who turned her into a monster.
Why the fuck wouldn't she give up?
She squares her shoulders. She won't fight, she won't beg, she won't let him see her flinch. Nothing is going to get her out of this room alive.
"Then do it, you pathetic, delusional little Mommy's boy. Embrace your father's legacy, kill a woman who can't defend herself from your strength, do it."
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Bruce gave a pathetic laugh even as he lifted the gun, leveled it. His hand was not steady; so he made sure it was at center of mass; it was not going to be quick. No headshots; he'll knows he'll miss.
"I guess we all do, in the end, don't we? Become what we hate." The shot is almost a surprise-- careless and and strangely thoughtless-- another prompt from the hotel, or perhaps a misfire, helping Bruce along. But the next two are more purposeful.
The fourth is to his temple; he doesn't even check to see if Ivy is dead or bleeding out -- to die in slow misery. Green blossoms from the wound and a moment later, a wall is ripped out as Bruce gives over to the beast, rather than face what he's done.