http://yousethimfree.livejournal.com/ ([identity profile] yousethimfree.livejournal.com) wrote in [community profile] lastvoyageslogs2010-05-24 06:21 pm
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WHO: Ruby and Libby.
WHERE: The infirmary.
WHEN: Monday afternoon.
WHAT: Graduation!
WARNING: Crying women.

The last few days had been painful for Ruby, and not just physically. She'd had a lot of time to think, about what he did to her and everything she'd been forced to deal with since Libby became her warden. It all hurt so much, but after facing him, somehow it was easier to face the rest. Not much easier, but enough.

As she opened her eyes and saw the woman beside her, it was like opening them for the first time.

[identity profile] thatlibbychick.livejournal.com 2010-05-24 10:28 pm (UTC)(link)
Libby had been mostly sitting beside Ruby since she'd been brought in. Aside from breaks to get food or have a shower, and her one conversation with Desmond, that chair she sat in at that very moment in time had been her home. She'd even slept in it for the first night, which had killed her back so much that she'd snatched the empty bed beside Ruby afterward.

When Ruby opened her eyes, Libby couldn't quite believe it. She'd been seated beside what might as well have been a long-term coma patient for days, and it just seemed foreign. After a moment, however, the fact that her inmate was awake registered with her, and she gave Ruby a smile.

"Hey, hon. I'm glad you're awake. How are you feeling?"

[identity profile] thatlibbychick.livejournal.com 2010-05-24 10:58 pm (UTC)(link)
"Don't strain yourself," Libby cautioned. She reached out, to tuck some stray hair behind Ruby's ear.

"I'm so sorry. There was nothing I could do for you..."
Edited 2010-05-24 22:58 (UTC)

[identity profile] thatlibbychick.livejournal.com 2010-05-24 11:07 pm (UTC)(link)
"Oh, no, Ruby." The look on her face was some mixture of horrified and ashamed--of herself, for not realizing it on her own. "Why? Why did you want that, even after asking for me to monitor your communication with him?"

[identity profile] thatlibbychick.livejournal.com 2010-05-24 11:31 pm (UTC)(link)
"I'm supposed to be your warden...I should have figured it out somehow and kept you safe..."

But when Ruby touched her arm and said that, she was mildly confused. "I'm not sure what you mean."

[identity profile] thatlibbychick.livejournal.com 2010-05-25 12:18 am (UTC)(link)
Libby managed to keep composed for a few moments, but quickly found the mounting flood of tears to be too much for her to hold back. She bowed her head for a moment, lips quivering and tears slipping over her eyelashes, and took Ruby's hand off her arm to enfold it in both of hers.

She wasn't sure what to say, or how to say it; this was monumental, for the both of them. Ruby had finally seen the worth in who she was; it was as if the daughter Libby could never have was finally leaving the nest. She loved Ruby, she really did, and actually wondered if her body could take the strain of everything she felt for her at that moment. Finally, she decided there was something she needed to say before anything else, and looked her now-former inmate in the eyes with a smile.

"Congratulations, Ruby. You've just graduated."
Edited 2010-05-25 00:19 (UTC)

[identity profile] thatlibbychick.livejournal.com 2010-05-25 12:34 am (UTC)(link)
Libby nodded, continuing to smile through the tears. "You've been so close for so long--the only step you had left to take was accepting yourself as a good person. And now you're free. I'm so, so proud of you, hon. You've come so far."

She leaned in close and placed a kiss on Ruby's cheek.

"And I'm glad you think of me like family...because as far as I'm concerned, you've been mine since we started together."

[identity profile] thatlibbychick.livejournal.com 2010-05-25 01:06 am (UTC)(link)
Libby hugged her back, careful not to add to whatever death-toll pains she might be feeling.

"You've more than earned your ticket out of here...but I am still going to miss you like crazy," she admitted with a little laugh.
Edited 2010-05-25 01:06 (UTC)

[identity profile] thatlibbychick.livejournal.com 2010-05-25 01:42 am (UTC)(link)
Libby pulled back from the hug and smiled at her. She was glad Ruby would be trying her hand as a warden, as so many had suggested.

"I'll be honored to have you as my peer when that time comes."

[identity profile] thatlibbychick.livejournal.com 2010-05-25 01:55 am (UTC)(link)
She placed her hands on Ruby's shoulders.

"You are going to make someone a fantastic warden, sweetheart. When you get back, I'll help to get you oriented as best I can. And until then...do whatever will help you find the peace you deserve."

[identity profile] thatlibbychick.livejournal.com 2010-05-25 02:11 am (UTC)(link)
"Of course. Do you need any help walking, or--?"

[identity profile] thatlibbychick.livejournal.com 2010-05-25 02:14 am (UTC)(link)
"Okay. I'll see you later, Ruby. Congratulations--I love you, hon."

She hugged her once more before leaving the infirmary, giving Ruby a little time alone to compose herself, should she need it.
Edited 2010-05-25 02:15 (UTC)