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Cho Hakkai ([personal profile] reformedsinner) wrote in [community profile] lastvoyageslogs2025-02-26 08:58 pm
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Who: Hakkai, his flood!selves, and you
When: During the Shoes flood
Where: All around the Barge
What: Choose your poison: Hakkai the space torturer/indoctrinator & Hakkai, member of the cult of Bane and rising star in the underworld of Baldur's Gate.

Vidona Hakkai (cw: torture, religious-ish fanaticism)

Hakkai's face is the same; green-eyed, high-cheekboned, human in appearance. His hair, though, is cut short and sleeked back in precise regulation manner, hiding nothing about his face, and his right eye almost perfectly matches the organic left. At certain angles, glimmers of red sensor lights are visible within his right pupil.

The clothes, neatly cut muted green regulation jacket and slacks with bronze piping, are a more obvious clue to the changes. He moves through the hallways of the Barge with quiet purpose, observing without approaching, learning the layout of the land and guessing at the culture and meaning behind its extravagant strangeness. He is no Shuos and he knows it, despite the non-regulation shoes he's wearing. He isn't an infiltrator or a analyst. He has some advantages, but as a single man in a ship overrun by heretics, his duty must be first to learn all he can and second to bring the information home so that these wild heresies can be dealt with by a proper strike force.

The times of things -- the times that things should be -- are an anxious fibrillation in his veins, the utter certainty of remembrance and schedule unmoored from reality and flapping wild in the air. He'd found a small knife in his room on waking, and has secreted it in a pocket, but there are so few remembrances he could even come close to achieving with a single small blade, despite his training. And, more vitally and terribly, he doesn't know what day it is.

Altogether, Vidona Hakkai is balancing on a razor's edge of calm among seas of vertiginous panic. He's good at keeping his balance, but if anyone challenges him--

Well, he probably won't try to see if he can death-touch away from the security of proper Calendrical terrain. But only because he's fairly sure it won't work.

Bane's Chosen

Cho isn't new on the Barge. He knows how to lay low here, as bitter as he may be about his imprisonment, and he's quick with an easy smile and inclination of his head as he passes by familiar -- and less familiar -- faces. He's dressed plainly, in a black waistcoat with only a little embroidery and a plain dark green canvas jacket, hair tied back into a loose queue and his old black eyepatch securely in place. His gently pointed ears, not as sharp as a fullblooded elf's, are in plain view.

He's been playing very nice, and so it's no surprise to him that he has access to his spells, the thrum of his cleric's magic comfortable behind his breastbone where it belongs. He intends to keep playing nice until the perfect moment. After all, a once-Chosen who returns a failure is unlikely to be welcomed by his God. This place, though infuriating, is a refuge from Bane's wrath.

Before he graduates, he supposes he'll have to decide whether he wants to return with appeasement or run in the other direction as fast as he can.

"Careful!" he calls, looking up from his thoughts to see someone stepping dangerously close to another pair of shoes. "Here, I've a handkerchief. Let's get those out of the way, shall we?"

Cho Hakkai

When he's himself, Hakkai is no less on edge. He stays out and about, filling in on any kitchen shifts whose usual workers happen to be currently someone else, trying to prod shoes into less dangerous areas of the ship with a broom, and looking frantically for his friends, whether they're themselves or -- more importantly -- whether they're not.
deuceoftears: (snips)

[personal profile] deuceoftears 2025-02-27 05:18 am (UTC)(link)
Jedao sees him on the room's surveillance grid - the poor assessor he wrote to check for flood changes is overclocked but still flags it. He's gone by the time Jedao gets back, and he thinks for a while about whether to hunt - or wait.

It's the better choice, even if it feels a little like being eaten alive by small angry wasps, just - letting him run around with no idea what he's up to. He knows Hakkai, though. Becoming Vidona won't have made him suddenly reckless.

He's lying on the floor when Hakkai comes back, staring at the ceiling and trying to meditate, obscured by the table. Once the door closes behind Hakkai, Jedao sits up.

"Welcome home, dear."
deuceoftears: (YEP)

[personal profile] deuceoftears 2025-02-28 03:27 am (UTC)(link)
"Well, not yet."

He smiles, but it's a small, wan, weary smile, not a too-sweet smile or a sharp, dangerous fox smile. He also doesn't have a signifier. Not the Ninefox Crowned with Eyes, not any faction shadow at all.

"I don't suppose I could talk you into a game."
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[personal profile] deuceoftears 2025-02-28 03:56 am (UTC)(link)
It's a much less vehement denial than he expected to get, which is interesting.

"Well, I have both cards and alcohol." He puts a deck on the table - he's still sitting on the floor - and slides them across it. "Dealer's choice?"
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[personal profile] deuceoftears 2025-02-28 04:20 am (UTC)(link)
"Hello, Vidona Hakkai. I'm Cho Jedao," he murmurs, his voice soft and uninflected in a way that suggests he actually feels something quite strongly about the name that he isn't showing.

He wonders if he'll regret the honesty. He wonders if his civilian name was also Cho, before he graduated Vidona Academy. But it doesn't really matter; he's locked the door thoroughly now. This Hakkai can't hurt anyone but him until the clock runs out.

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Vidona, meet a cultivator

[personal profile] skybeyondsky 2025-02-27 06:32 am (UTC)(link)
Wen Wuxin found the whole situation with the shoes horribly ridiculous and amusing, but still wisely avoided touching any more pairs while he travelled through the halls. What if he touched a pair and turned back into that sorry excuse of a pushover rabbit that the other guy described his alternate version as. Except these shoes were annoyingly everywhere and he was missing his sword to help clear his path of them.

Which was the reason why the bald youth in his black and red robes had to keep his head down to watch for them as he walked. And with his hood pulled on over his head, a habit from his insecurity at the baldness, he really couldn't be faulted for not seeing the person in front of him or nearly walking into him, stopping only because he wore shoes too and Wen Wuxin was avoiding shoes.

"Watch where you're going," he shot, faulting the other automatically.
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Re: Vidona, meet a cultivator

[personal profile] skybeyondsky 2025-02-28 10:17 am (UTC)(link)
Wen Wuxin instantly scowled at being called out, but held back from immediately taking it further. He was still missing his sword after all.

He took a step back since the other didn't. "Wen Wuxin. What's your great name?"

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Re: Vidona, meet a cultivator

[personal profile] skybeyondsky 2025-03-02 06:42 am (UTC)(link)
Not even close. Wen Wuxin's expression remained blank after the other said it.

"Sects from different worlds have such weird names," he eventually commented, figuring that this man must not be from his own because of the weird... everything. From the haircut to clothes, it didn't surprise him the name would be weird too.

"Don't know you."
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Re: Vidona, meet a cultivator

[personal profile] skybeyondsky 2025-03-03 04:54 am (UTC)(link)
"The Wen clan of Qishan," he said with a certain degree of pride in his voice. It clearly meant something where he was from.

But a second later, that dropped. Like how Vidona meant nothing to him, he could see this meant nothing to the other man. "Where I'm from, we're the leaders of the cultivating world," he explained so he other would have context of just how awesome he is.
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pre-youkai Jedao

[personal profile] deuceoftears 2025-02-27 03:18 pm (UTC)(link)
The second day - or maybe the third, he realizes - he wakes up as himself, in his own bed. This time, he looks over the edge carefully to see who's boots are actually waiting there.

It's Hakkai's.

"Darlin'," Jedao murmurs, stroking Hakkai's shoulder gently, as a powerful wave of temptation rolls through him.
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Re: pre-youkai Jedao

[personal profile] deuceoftears 2025-02-28 03:59 am (UTC)(link)
Jedao kisses him deep and slow, greedily, leisurely, cradles his cheek after, face still close.

"You're so beautiful when you smile."
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[personal profile] deuceoftears 2025-02-28 04:22 am (UTC)(link)
"I'd have been affectionate yesterday, too, if you'd let me," Jedao points out, giggling.
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Re: pre-youkai Jedao

[personal profile] deuceoftears 2025-02-28 04:39 am (UTC)(link)
"He could have been," Jedao murmurs, slightly distant, pensive. "In a lot of ways. He had a plan I'd be proud of."

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Bane's Chosen

[personal profile] withintenfeet 2025-03-02 04:51 pm (UTC)(link)
He's relieved, at first, to hear Hakkai's voice. Zerxus heeds the warning without even thinking about it, going stock still save an upturn of his gaze.

"Thanks, I only just - " Came back from being a god again dies on his lips. It's clear that this isn't quite the Hakkai he knows, but he can't pinpoint the change just yet.
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Re: Bane's Chosen

[personal profile] withintenfeet 2025-03-02 11:40 pm (UTC)(link)
The recognition is...less reassuring than it could be, but he nods back all the same. "I thought I did, but at least one of us has changed."

He believes that he's the Zerxus meant to be onboard, but that's always true when he remembers the Barge.

"How long do you remember being here?"