Cho Hakkai (
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Who: Hakkai, his flood!selves, and you
When: During the Shoes flood
Where: All around the Barge
What: Choose your poison: Hakkai the space torturer/indoctrinator & Hakkai, member of the cult of Bane and rising star in the underworld of Baldur's Gate.
Vidona Hakkai (cw: torture, religious-ish fanaticism)
Hakkai's face is the same; green-eyed, high-cheekboned, human in appearance. His hair, though, is cut short and sleeked back in precise regulation manner, hiding nothing about his face, and his right eye almost perfectly matches the organic left. At certain angles, glimmers of red sensor lights are visible within his right pupil.
The clothes, neatly cut muted green regulation jacket and slacks with bronze piping, are a more obvious clue to the changes. He moves through the hallways of the Barge with quiet purpose, observing without approaching, learning the layout of the land and guessing at the culture and meaning behind its extravagant strangeness. He is no Shuos and he knows it, despite the non-regulation shoes he's wearing. He isn't an infiltrator or a analyst. He has some advantages, but as a single man in a ship overrun by heretics, his duty must be first to learn all he can and second to bring the information home so that these wild heresies can be dealt with by a proper strike force.
The times of things -- the times that things should be -- are an anxious fibrillation in his veins, the utter certainty of remembrance and schedule unmoored from reality and flapping wild in the air. He'd found a small knife in his room on waking, and has secreted it in a pocket, but there are so few remembrances he could even come close to achieving with a single small blade, despite his training. And, more vitally and terribly, he doesn't know what day it is.
Altogether, Vidona Hakkai is balancing on a razor's edge of calm among seas of vertiginous panic. He's good at keeping his balance, but if anyone challenges him--
Well, he probably won't try to see if he can death-touch away from the security of proper Calendrical terrain. But only because he's fairly sure it won't work.
Bane's Chosen
Cho isn't new on the Barge. He knows how to lay low here, as bitter as he may be about his imprisonment, and he's quick with an easy smile and inclination of his head as he passes by familiar -- and less familiar -- faces. He's dressed plainly, in a black waistcoat with only a little embroidery and a plain dark green canvas jacket, hair tied back into a loose queue and his old black eyepatch securely in place. His gently pointed ears, not as sharp as a fullblooded elf's, are in plain view.
He's been playing very nice, and so it's no surprise to him that he has access to his spells, the thrum of his cleric's magic comfortable behind his breastbone where it belongs. He intends to keep playing nice until the perfect moment. After all, a once-Chosen who returns a failure is unlikely to be welcomed by his God. This place, though infuriating, is a refuge from Bane's wrath.
Before he graduates, he supposes he'll have to decide whether he wants to return with appeasement or run in the other direction as fast as he can.
"Careful!" he calls, looking up from his thoughts to see someone stepping dangerously close to another pair of shoes. "Here, I've a handkerchief. Let's get those out of the way, shall we?"
Cho Hakkai
When he's himself, Hakkai is no less on edge. He stays out and about, filling in on any kitchen shifts whose usual workers happen to be currently someone else, trying to prod shoes into less dangerous areas of the ship with a broom, and looking frantically for his friends, whether they're themselves or -- more importantly -- whether they're not.
When: During the Shoes flood
Where: All around the Barge
What: Choose your poison: Hakkai the space torturer/indoctrinator & Hakkai, member of the cult of Bane and rising star in the underworld of Baldur's Gate.
Vidona Hakkai (cw: torture, religious-ish fanaticism)
Hakkai's face is the same; green-eyed, high-cheekboned, human in appearance. His hair, though, is cut short and sleeked back in precise regulation manner, hiding nothing about his face, and his right eye almost perfectly matches the organic left. At certain angles, glimmers of red sensor lights are visible within his right pupil.
The clothes, neatly cut muted green regulation jacket and slacks with bronze piping, are a more obvious clue to the changes. He moves through the hallways of the Barge with quiet purpose, observing without approaching, learning the layout of the land and guessing at the culture and meaning behind its extravagant strangeness. He is no Shuos and he knows it, despite the non-regulation shoes he's wearing. He isn't an infiltrator or a analyst. He has some advantages, but as a single man in a ship overrun by heretics, his duty must be first to learn all he can and second to bring the information home so that these wild heresies can be dealt with by a proper strike force.
The times of things -- the times that things should be -- are an anxious fibrillation in his veins, the utter certainty of remembrance and schedule unmoored from reality and flapping wild in the air. He'd found a small knife in his room on waking, and has secreted it in a pocket, but there are so few remembrances he could even come close to achieving with a single small blade, despite his training. And, more vitally and terribly, he doesn't know what day it is.
Altogether, Vidona Hakkai is balancing on a razor's edge of calm among seas of vertiginous panic. He's good at keeping his balance, but if anyone challenges him--
Well, he probably won't try to see if he can death-touch away from the security of proper Calendrical terrain. But only because he's fairly sure it won't work.
Bane's Chosen
Cho isn't new on the Barge. He knows how to lay low here, as bitter as he may be about his imprisonment, and he's quick with an easy smile and inclination of his head as he passes by familiar -- and less familiar -- faces. He's dressed plainly, in a black waistcoat with only a little embroidery and a plain dark green canvas jacket, hair tied back into a loose queue and his old black eyepatch securely in place. His gently pointed ears, not as sharp as a fullblooded elf's, are in plain view.
He's been playing very nice, and so it's no surprise to him that he has access to his spells, the thrum of his cleric's magic comfortable behind his breastbone where it belongs. He intends to keep playing nice until the perfect moment. After all, a once-Chosen who returns a failure is unlikely to be welcomed by his God. This place, though infuriating, is a refuge from Bane's wrath.
Before he graduates, he supposes he'll have to decide whether he wants to return with appeasement or run in the other direction as fast as he can.
"Careful!" he calls, looking up from his thoughts to see someone stepping dangerously close to another pair of shoes. "Here, I've a handkerchief. Let's get those out of the way, shall we?"
Cho Hakkai
When he's himself, Hakkai is no less on edge. He stays out and about, filling in on any kitchen shifts whose usual workers happen to be currently someone else, trying to prod shoes into less dangerous areas of the ship with a broom, and looking frantically for his friends, whether they're themselves or -- more importantly -- whether they're not.

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It's the better choice, even if it feels a little like being eaten alive by small angry wasps, just - letting him run around with no idea what he's up to. He knows Hakkai, though. Becoming Vidona won't have made him suddenly reckless.
He's lying on the floor when Hakkai comes back, staring at the ceiling and trying to meditate, obscured by the table. Once the door closes behind Hakkai, Jedao sits up.
"Welcome home, dear."
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Someone who has his face reshaped into the Academy-age version of the Hexarchate's most famous traitor is either perverse and heretical beyond belief or a tool of someone else fitting that description. Hakkai takes a deep breath, chin lifting.
"I don't believe we've met," he says crisply.
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He smiles, but it's a small, wan, weary smile, not a too-sweet smile or a sharp, dangerous fox smile. He also doesn't have a signifier. Not the Ninefox Crowned with Eyes, not any faction shadow at all.
"I don't suppose I could talk you into a game."
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His own shadow flickers with the triangular fins of the Stingray Deep Diving, rippling in towards his feet as he considers.
"That depends," he says at last, "on what game."
He does have a fondness for jeng-zai that's somewhat excessive for his faction, after all.
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"Well, I have both cards and alcohol." He puts a deck on the table - he's still sitting on the floor - and slides them across it. "Dealer's choice?"
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He watches the not-Shuos-Jedao for a long moment: there's still a coldly thoughtful element in his expression. He will, inevitably, reveal things about himself. It's a gamble.
"I enjoy jeng-zai," he says at last. "Cards. Forgive the rudeness, but I don't drink with anyone I haven't been introduced to."
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He wonders if he'll regret the honesty. He wonders if his civilian name was also Cho, before he graduated Vidona Academy. But it doesn't really matter; he's locked the door thoroughly now. This Hakkai can't hurt anyone but him until the clock runs out.
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Vidona, meet a cultivator
Which was the reason why the bald youth in his black and red robes had to keep his head down to watch for them as he walked. And with his hood pulled on over his head, a habit from his insecurity at the baldness, he really couldn't be faulted for not seeing the person in front of him or nearly walking into him, stopping only because he wore shoes too and Wen Wuxin was avoiding shoes.
"Watch where you're going," he shot, faulting the other automatically.
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"I was," he points out crisply. "You weren't. Who are you?"
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He took a step back since the other didn't. "Wen Wuxin. What's your great name?"
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Few here seem to.
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"Sects from different worlds have such weird names," he eventually commented, figuring that this man must not be from his own because of the weird... everything. From the haircut to clothes, it didn't surprise him the name would be weird too.
"Don't know you."
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Fascinating, really. He wonders idly how much the man would resist reeducation. He does seem stubborn, but a few seconds' acquaintance are hardly enough.
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But a second later, that dropped. Like how Vidona meant nothing to him, he could see this meant nothing to the other man. "Where I'm from, we're the leaders of the cultivating world," he explained so he other would have context of just how awesome he is.
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pre-youkai Jedao
It's Hakkai's.
"Darlin'," Jedao murmurs, stroking Hakkai's shoulder gently, as a powerful wave of temptation rolls through him.
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"Good morning," he murmurs, and leans up for a kiss.
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"You're so beautiful when you smile."
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"It's good to see you yourself again."
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And he's an extremely picky man.
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Bane's Chosen
"Thanks, I only just - " Came back from being a god again dies on his lips. It's clear that this isn't quite the Hakkai he knows, but he can't pinpoint the change just yet.
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"You just got back... to yourself?" The scanning glance he sweeps from Zerxus's horns to his feet is checking for discrepancies. No, that looks like the paladin he knows and has been mostly dodging. "I'm the same. Or, at least, I don't exactly remember how I got to the hallway I was in."
Floods.
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He believes that he's the Zerxus meant to be onboard, but that's always true when he remembers the Barge.
"How long do you remember being here?"
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Not that he's been counting, or anything. He smiles in his best friendly manner at Zerxus. "So I don't think I'm the one who's changed, although... well, you do look like yourself to me."