ᴇʀɪᴄ ɴᴏʀᴛʜᴍᴀɴ (
bythenorthsea) wrote in
lastvoyageslogs2024-07-25 01:59 pm
Entry tags:
boredom: the desire for desires
Who: Eric + OTA
When: Over three-four days, post breach
What: Processing shit and being moody
Where: Various
Warnings: Will update
Eric might have been doing okay if his first time breach experience was less like having his memory wiped again by the witch, Marnie. It was the same overall experience, with the exception, of course, of being a snake and an older brother to three siblings. Quite odd, to say the least and hopefully an experience that doesn't have memories that linger.
He notices when he comes to that he's a bit more ... irritated. There was something rattling him the moment he headed out to do something other than sit in Godric's cabin and drink the bottled blood of his Maker's lover. Truth be told, he's getting bored of the taste and how easy it is to access.
Then there's the lack of sex in his life, which is the biggest reason for his agitation.
So, he walks the Barge the same way he always does night after night. The deck, lounge, greenhouse, Enclosure (if someone is there), dining hall, wardrobe, and the library. In that order, arriving and leaving at the same time because every evening is the same. fucking. evening.
When: Over three-four days, post breach
What: Processing shit and being moody
Where: Various
Warnings: Will update
Eric might have been doing okay if his first time breach experience was less like having his memory wiped again by the witch, Marnie. It was the same overall experience, with the exception, of course, of being a snake and an older brother to three siblings. Quite odd, to say the least and hopefully an experience that doesn't have memories that linger.
He notices when he comes to that he's a bit more ... irritated. There was something rattling him the moment he headed out to do something other than sit in Godric's cabin and drink the bottled blood of his Maker's lover. Truth be told, he's getting bored of the taste and how easy it is to access.
Then there's the lack of sex in his life, which is the biggest reason for his agitation.
So, he walks the Barge the same way he always does night after night. The deck, lounge, greenhouse, Enclosure (if someone is there), dining hall, wardrobe, and the library. In that order, arriving and leaving at the same time because every evening is the same. fucking. evening.

The Library
He knows he will get lost in something here, whether that is the books, the stacks, or trying to analyze the workings of any of the magic or tech here. He knows he has to pick one or he's liable never to come up for air.
This is what he tells himself, and yet in the span of several hours, he could be found all over the place, trying each feature he came across, glancing books he has never seen before and even ones he knew -- titles he had perhaps always intended to glance, and scarcely able to believe they just happen to be here.
When seen, he is testing the magnifying glasses near the front desk. Clearly testing and not using, as he slips reading under them long enough to take in what they were doing, and trying to suss out how before moving on to the next. With not as heavy a trickle of people, he figured it would be late enough not to disturb anyone else or take up things that needed to be used and not just tested and analyzed.
He appears to have gathered a small pile of books either to read here or take away with him when he leaves.
But for now: strange devices. Must examine.
He does have the presence of mind to know when he is no longer alone, however, and might be in the way. "Pardon -- please let me know if I am in the way."
Re: The Library
So, yes, he has noticed the new arrival and him taking in the wonderment and variety of modern literature and invention. And he's content to let the man have his fun until he's entering his personal space.
"You are in my way," Eric replies, his tone matter of fact, but not quite in a way that's irritated about it. He's been looking for something interesting to catch his eye and has been thumbing through a book on Russia when the other man reached past him. "Is there something specific you're looking for?"
Re: The Library
It's really only in the moment that he even realized he had crossed into someone else's personal space. Not something he tends to do without reason, largely because -- well, if you do not have one, they will usually find one, and that can get rather tiresome.
There is a lot to take in at once that is new, whether it is the wealth of new and alien technology, magic, and information, or even the make and dress of new people from different worlds. Of course, he's a man who has grown outwardly shrewd as much as inwardly, and he is hardly going to stare. But there is no hiding the movement of one's eyes even when the rest of you is still. A quick inventory, taking in curiosities to be worried about later.
"Having something specific in mind would certainly attend to all manner of sins," he admits. "Merely acclimating myself, I suppose."
Re: The Library
"I did the same once I stopped being so reactive about.. all this." Eric means the Barge and the diverse population of people who inhabit it. "Good news is, there's not much you won't find here."
Trust him, he's been through the library from top to bottom, twice over now.
Re: The Library
"I'm told that's not an unusual reaction." But here he is, not setting fire to anything.
Most excellent of promises.
"And I take it I'm very fortunate to have met you today and not then, yes?"
While he has been careful since his arrival, he has allowed a few caveats: He cannot die permanently while here, and he hasn't decided if that has taken the edge off of potential threats, or if his desire to see the system at work is just making him a touch masochistic.
"...Though I'm beginning to think that coming by invitation is more uncommon than was first impressed upon me."
Re: The Library
It's a little hard to tell.
Re: The Library
This seems pointless to answer any other way. Even if he thought he could gain some advantage by posing as one, by now he knew enough to know it would be short-lived.
Though now he has to wonder how it would go: bringing Wardens here the same way so many Inmates are.
"I'm afraid I am here until someone sees fit to release me."
Lounge
"I do prefer seeing customers arrive without blood on their shirts," he remarks, getting to his feet and walking over to lean elbows on the bar itself as he looks over Eric with a jaundiced eye. "What is it you're here for this time?"
Re: Lounge
Both hands go up to show he's not there to cause trouble. He gestures over to the pool table.
"I am just looking to work on my game, but since you're here, I believe I owe you an apology for glamouring you."
Re: Lounge
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Nor will he use his fangs to feed or hurt anyone or the speed and strength that come with his vampirism.
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But he's staying careful regardless.
"So what was the point of all the bloodshed when you got here?"
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He steps closer, but opts for the bar stool a good few feet away from where the other man is standing. "Grief, death on top of already being dead. Hungry. I didn't choose to be here either."
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"Most of us don't choose to be here. Most of us don't kill folks about it, but I suppose an upset vampire is a different sort of thing. Do you drink liquor?"
He casts a glance at the shelves behind the bar, deliberately breaking his wary stare at Eric in a silent offer to lower the tension.
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"There is a reason why we aren't seen as humans anymore," he points out, shaking his head to answer the question portion of all that. "And no, blood. Only blood."
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Which isn't the worst food he's ever had by a long shot, but he suspects that solid blood in a casing wouldn't be something a vampire could eat, either.
He shrugs, deliberately dialing down his visible wariness another notch as he leans an elbow on the counter.
"You're welcome to enjoy the games regardless. Billiards, you said?"
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"Hi, Eric! Oh, you're from boat times, right?"
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He's not sure what programs are running in the Enclosure, but he's been hoping for a place similar to Paris or his homeland of Sweden.
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"Sure," he says, moving past the Enclosure door. "It's been awhile. Is there a vessel type you're more interested in learning over another?"
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"My first inmate was from Earth's 1700s, and he showed me a little bit of how to raise and lower sails on his ship, but it wasn't really a two person job so mostly we just talked about stuff on the beach."
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He glances back. "Is that something you can program into here?"
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"It'll be better if you ask for it. You're the one who knows how it's supposed to be."
Deck
"You've been here the same time, these last few nights."
Astarion hasn't, exactly, but he's been around the greenhouse or gazebo and he's observant. He settles himself at the railing, a couple of feet away from Eric.
"Falling into a routine, darling?"
Re: Deck
"Doesn't seem to be much else to do here," he replies, tossing one shoulder up in vague irritation. "And at this point, I'm starting to place bets on how long it will take before idle hands take over."
Re: Deck
"A little peaceful monotony can be a pleasant change of pace, if you've lived an eventful life. Not that it ever remains peaceful for that long, as you so aptly demonstrated."
Astarion casts him a quick, sidelong smile. He's not judging the introductory murder spree.
Re: Deck
Eric absently shakes his head. "I hear I'm not the first, nor believed to be the last. I've more or less made my amends."
Re: Deck
He twitches another little smile.
"Not many people hold grudges here," he concedes. "I'm Astarion, by the way. Godric is a...'friend' might be a little strong, but we're acquainted."
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That works very well for someone who looks for opportunities to flex their manipulation skills.
"And good to meet you, I'm Eric," he greets back, an eye lifting curiously. "Why's that?"
Eric can guess. After all, moral vampires aren't often heard of.
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Astarion shrugs.
"He's a warden, I'm not. We have rather different standards about what we find acceptable."
Deck
When he notices someone else, he nods a greeting. "Hello."
Re: Deck
He glances over and gives a small nod in greeting. "You must be new here. I don't think I've seen you before."
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