Avalon (
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14. Insane Dream
Who: Avalon and OTA (one closed prompt for Malcolm)
What: Dream-sharing weirdness and some therapy
When: The duration of the Flood
Where: Various
Warnings: TBA in individual threads
At first, nothing seems amiss. Avalon feels naked without their bracelet, but other than that, everything is normal.
On their way to work, Avalon notices a few spots in the hallway that feel … off for some reason. Sections of the hallway seem to reach for them, strange energy brushing against their skin. Sometimes, they pass the spots without trouble. A they continue walking, the aura fades and the air returns to normal.
Sometimes, as they draw nearer to an energy pocket, the world around them shifts. Everything goes black for a moment, and then they find themself somewhere else entirely.
II. Library
By the time Avalon gets to work, they have some idea of what this Flood does, how it works. They go about their job as usual, wandering through the stacks to shelve books when the library seems to be less busy, staying alert for any places that give off the same energy as the spots they found in the hallway. They may appear more preoccupied than usual, moving as if driven by a motor, their attention on their surroundings rather than what they are doing.
III. Counseling offices—Closed to Malcolm
After they finish their shift, Avalon goes to therapy. They sit in the waiting room with a book about PTSD, thumbing through it to see if it has information about other effects of trauma or the effects of isolation. They wear the emotion bracelet that they got from the flood in which words had taken physical form, but the one that they had used to keep track of their kills is gone.
What: Dream-sharing weirdness and some therapy
When: The duration of the Flood
Where: Various
Warnings: TBA in individual threads
Tell me what you want me to believe
I. Hallways/anywhereAt first, nothing seems amiss. Avalon feels naked without their bracelet, but other than that, everything is normal.
On their way to work, Avalon notices a few spots in the hallway that feel … off for some reason. Sections of the hallway seem to reach for them, strange energy brushing against their skin. Sometimes, they pass the spots without trouble. A they continue walking, the aura fades and the air returns to normal.
Sometimes, as they draw nearer to an energy pocket, the world around them shifts. Everything goes black for a moment, and then they find themself somewhere else entirely.
II. Library
By the time Avalon gets to work, they have some idea of what this Flood does, how it works. They go about their job as usual, wandering through the stacks to shelve books when the library seems to be less busy, staying alert for any places that give off the same energy as the spots they found in the hallway. They may appear more preoccupied than usual, moving as if driven by a motor, their attention on their surroundings rather than what they are doing.
III. Counseling offices—Closed to Malcolm
After they finish their shift, Avalon goes to therapy. They sit in the waiting room with a book about PTSD, thumbing through it to see if it has information about other effects of trauma or the effects of isolation. They wear the emotion bracelet that they got from the flood in which words had taken physical form, but the one that they had used to keep track of their kills is gone.

dreamscape!
The sand blends imperceptibly into the deep darkness of shadows that press in upon him and the other figure that stands on the sand. Hakkai stands a few paces away, looking around with a distant expression, one hand flexing as if he's readying himself to strike.
He blinks as Avalon comes into view.
"Watch for the shadows," he says softly, and points at an undistinguished patch of darkness.
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This place feels empty, lifeless. The pressing darkness is familiar, but nothing else is.
As Avalon steps closer to Hakkai, they can see that his body seems to glow in the darkness, light both emanating from him and reflecting off of him. Their foot brushes against and through a skeleton lying on the ground.
They look where Hakkai points, unsure of what they should be looking for. “Where is this?”
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Hakkai brings his hands together, light beginning to glow between them.
"There," he says, now unnecessarily. There's a part of his mind that's picking at the images he's seeing, remembering a small boy and a gourd full of corpses, but the dream has him in its grip. He doesn't question as he steps forward and flings the attack.
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Part of them thinks that the shadow looks … stronger than it should, or more corporeal. It feels more real than they do.
All they can do is watch as the energy blast penetrates the shadows. With their body intangible, their shapeshifting is useless.
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As the creature’s arm whips towards them, Avalon reaches out to touch it. Then Hakkai is in front of them, and their hands pass through his torso for a moment.
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I
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Their surroundings fade away, pulled into darkness that stretches out endlessly in all directions. The energy that they had felt seems to lift away, detaching from them.
“The Rift,” they answer. They can see Rawne easily enough. Just like Avalon’s silhouette normally does, both of their bodies seem to glow as if simultaneously producing and reflecting light.
It feels strange to be here after using the Enclosure’s imitation for so long. They had gotten used to being in a place that looked like the Rift without feeling like they were barely existing. The detachment stands out to them now that they have lived without it.
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“Yes.” Avalon stares into the darkness, wondering if something will emerge. This place feels foreign for some reason. “There were a few other spots around the ship that felt strange, but I never got close enough for this to happen.”
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In the darkness, it is impossible to see the walls, but Avalon can almost feel them. They can tell that this place is not as endless as it usually is. “Do you recognize any of this?”
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He's clearly trying to act less nervous and unsettled than he feels, though the reason for those feelings is standing right behind his shoulder. A tall, older man with an unruly mane of salt and pepper curls and a beard. He's wearing scrubs with a number on the breast pocket and a cozy cardigan that looks like something a professor might wear.
"Please come into my office," he offers, opening the door and heading around the desk to his own chair.
The man following him doesn't sit anywhere. He lingers on Malcolm's side of the desk and watches Avalon with interest.
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Avalon places the PTSD book on the shelf as they pass it. They enter Malcolm’s office and close the door behind them. When they get closer to him, the room seems to darken slightly, the edges of their surroundings blurring and fading.
“I try to keep doing what I usually do when things like this happen. It seems like a better idea than letting them get in the way.” At least, it has been so far.
They sit down across from Malcolm, studying the other man. Their hand wanders over the skin where their beads used to be. “I got my shapeshifting back.”
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The man near his shoulder perks up. "Murder bracelet?" he purrs with interest. "Tell me more."
Malcolm closes his eyes for a moment and then looks at Avalon apologetically. "You can ignore him, if you want. I encourage it, actually."
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“I did.” Their skin feels bare without it, but they feel lighter. Erasing that record gave them physical proof that whoever they are now, a murderer is not part of their identity.
They watch their surroundings, waiting for the room to disappear around them. Instead, it grows darker, and a figure develops behind them like a shadow taking human form.
“I was thinking about trauma.” They realize that they have never had this kind of conversation with more than one person at once, and their eyes flick to the man hovering over Malcolm. “Why does isolation fall into that category?”
The strange man already knows where this conversation is coming from — he is an extension of Malcolm, nothing more. When this dream fades, he will cease to exist and remember nothing.
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They are still unsure if they have been damaged or not. “Does that usually apply to non-humans as well?”
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Their surroundings vanish, bleeding into another world. Avalon glances around, looking for the person whose mind they have been pulled into this time.
Despite the trees around them, something about this place feels dead and empty, as if everything is waiting to dissolve into shadows at a moment’s notice.
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He takes a needless breath.
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They decide not to try shaking his hand. As they step closer, their feet pass through the grass rather than trampling it. In time, Godric may find that he is also insubstantial.
“Where are we?”
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"My hunting grounds."
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"The target's two blocks up," she says. "Old abandoned building, Soviet era. Great place for high-level gang members to hang out."
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“I see it.”
Avalon stays close to Shaw as they walk, careful not to get separated. They watch their surroundings carefully. Ahead of Avalon, a shadowy, faceless figure walks through one of the tourists, then disappears around a corner.
Avalon keeps walking, their only reaction being to check that their gun is still in its holster. They must be seeing things. The tourist seemed to think that was normal, if he even noticed. The day is warm; they could just be tired. They need to focus.