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lua klein ([personal profile] deadcalm) wrote in [community profile] lastvoyageslogs2016-02-09 10:10 pm
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and I know you have a heavy heart - insert Bright Eyes lyrics here

Who: Lua Klein - memory folk also present
Where: Barge-wide catch-all for Be Mine February memories
When: February 1-29
Warnings: Blanket warnings on Lua's memories for suicidal ideation, violence/gore, and super unsafe romantic relationships; further warnings on each memory


She only took the candy when Shiro unwittingly offered her to be polite, but as the month passes she secrets handfuls in a pocket or a bag when she passes bowls of it. She wants to see everyone here, know them better, so she can understand where she is, who she has to deal with.

After a time it's addictive, living inside someone else for a moment or two. Even when she can't put a name to the set of eyes she's behind, she doesn't know if she should treat it as another fantasy or another kind of real. Her own mind seems as if she's seen everything with a sheer curtain over her eyes compared to these others, and while she's a little afraid she still has to look.

She doesn't know who has seen what about her, but she can answer questions, tell some truths (some lies) if someone learns more about her.
toadthejanitor: (tonguelessons)

Re: it is one way to live - receive a memory

[personal profile] toadthejanitor 2016-02-11 09:03 pm (UTC)(link)
Mort keeps nibbling on hearts throughout the month, at one time he was bound to stumble on one of Lua's.
toadthejanitor: (ick)

Re: lmk if you want more later

[personal profile] toadthejanitor 2016-02-22 06:57 pm (UTC)(link)
Mort blinks, coming to himself.

What the hell was that? He understands genocidal maniacs, terrorists, but killing everyone in the world seems a little much. Helping someone kill everyone in the world seems a little much. So does dying.
witness_this: (Default)

[personal profile] witness_this 2016-02-11 10:34 pm (UTC)(link)
Furiosa doesn't mean to, but does end up idly popping sugar into her mouth now and again.
witness_this: (everyday)

[personal profile] witness_this 2016-02-21 08:39 pm (UTC)(link)
Furiosa shivers for a full hour after she makes the mistake of eating that one, and needs to take a day or two before she finds Lua.

She sidles up, casually, when she does, and clears her throat.

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toadthejanitor: (concern)

CW: violence, blood, injury

[personal profile] toadthejanitor 2016-02-11 09:00 pm (UTC)(link)
The green heart that tastes like sour apples gives Lua this.

If she goes hunting for any more, they're here.
toadthejanitor: (run)

[personal profile] toadthejanitor 2016-02-22 06:54 pm (UTC)(link)
He follows her.

"Are you alright?" He looks back over his shoulder to see if anyone is listening.

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witness_this: (trouble on the horizon)

cw: violence, misogyny

[personal profile] witness_this 2016-02-11 10:36 pm (UTC)(link)
"A breeder can't-"

The Warboy starts to sneer, and Furiosa whips around and plants her fist in his jaw; the metal one, too, so he crumples to the floor in an astonished heap.

She kicks him once in the gut for good measure, and then kicks his shoulder, to flip him groaning, onto his back.

"Can't what?" She prompts, as blood burbles up between his lips.
recinerate: (let's exchange the experience)

[personal profile] recinerate 2016-02-12 03:07 am (UTC)(link)
A red heart that tastes like strawberry jam brings a bright flash of memory - warm sand underneath your toes, the glint of sunlight reflecting off the water a short distance away, the firm grip of another, larger hand around yours. You look up at the smiling woman at your side and find yourself smiling back at her.

She speaks to you in Japanese, asking what you want to do first, search for shells or wade into the water or construct a castle made of sand. Your reply also comes in Japanese, and you say it doesn't matter to you; you like all of those offered activities equally well, as long as she's there with you. She nods, and suggests finding shells first, so you can decorate the castle with them, and you say that's fine, that makes perfect logical sense, and she laughs, high and tinkly, because it's such an oddly wise answer for a child so young.

You like when she laughs, though; it's a beautiful sound. You smile up at her again, and you think, as you see her name written in kanji and a string of numbers hanging over her head, that you're glad she still has a long life ahead of her, with you.
bleak_midwinter: (Haunted house)

cw: violence, suffocation, racist language

[personal profile] bleak_midwinter 2016-02-15 09:45 am (UTC)(link)
His hearts are amber and taste of whiskey, and the violence in the memory is at odds with the calm conversation they'd had before.

The weight of the glass in your hand is heavier than ever, and you can hear the echo of your own voice, still, ringing in the silence of the pub: to barmaids who don't count.

And then the shot comes. The bullet flies just past your head and into the chest of the smug Paddy fuck to your left, giving him just enough time to look surprised before his heart stops. You're not sure what happens after- the other IRA man jumps forward to attack you, and you can hear Grace come up behind you while you struggle. The gun- the bar-- he strikes Grace and you can feel your rage strike up higher, high enough to choke you until he starts doing it for you.

It's only five seconds, ten perhaps, that he has your coat pulled tight over your face. You can't breathe- it's dark, and you can't breathe, and you're going to die here on wood and sawdust while the woman you love (
you love) is a few feet away from you, up for the same fate, and you struggle through the bile in your throat and the memories of the war and you hit him, and you hit him, and you hit him--

You don't start breathing again until the man's face is an ugly, beaten-in mess, the spittoon in your hand dented and bloody.
bleak_midwinter: (And away it goes)

[personal profile] bleak_midwinter 2016-02-24 12:29 pm (UTC)(link)
He's on deck, like he so often is, sitting on one of the chairs and smoking quietly. He acknowledges her arrival with a nod, but doesn't exactly expect her to say something to him.

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[personal profile] tucky 2016-02-10 03:37 am (UTC)(link)
Tiffany has seen several of Lua's memories, always by accident - the candy bowls are impossible to avoid completely. She'd been surprised by them, but not put off, and it doesn't stop her from approaching the girl in the dining hall one day.

"This seat taken?" she asks, her hand on the back of the chair across from Lua.
tucky: (I need to borrow the butt of your gun)

[personal profile] tucky 2016-02-10 04:05 am (UTC)(link)
Tiffany flashes her a quick grin and sits down.

"How you doing with all this?" She won't bother explaining what she's talking about; she figures it's obvious. "I know it ain't your first flood, but it's your first one that's like this." Her first one that's truly invasive.

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[personal profile] golden_eyes 2016-02-10 04:32 am (UTC)(link)
Erskine catches sight of her in the common room and wanders over. He looks perfectly relaxed, hands stuck in pockets and wearing a pleasant smile.

"Hello Lua, how are you doing? Enjoying the latest addition to shipboard life?"
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[personal profile] golden_eyes 2016-02-10 11:22 pm (UTC)(link)
His smile grows slightly more sly. "Thirty seconds full immersion experience of being someone? I'm sure a lot of people enjoy that. The problems comes when they start thinking about someone else getting that sort of look at them."

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