lua klein (
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lastvoyageslogs2016-02-09 10:10 pm
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and I know you have a heavy heart - insert Bright Eyes lyrics here
Who: Lua Klein - memory folk also present
Where: Barge-wide catch-all for Be Mine February memories
When: February 1-29
Warnings: Blanket warnings on Lua's memories for suicidal ideation, violence/gore, and super unsafe romantic relationships; further warnings on each memory
She only took the candy when Shiro unwittingly offered her to be polite, but as the month passes she secrets handfuls in a pocket or a bag when she passes bowls of it. She wants to see everyone here, know them better, so she can understand where she is, who she has to deal with.
After a time it's addictive, living inside someone else for a moment or two. Even when she can't put a name to the set of eyes she's behind, she doesn't know if she should treat it as another fantasy or another kind of real. Her own mind seems as if she's seen everything with a sheer curtain over her eyes compared to these others, and while she's a little afraid she still has to look.
She doesn't know who has seen what about her, but she can answer questions, tell some truths (some lies) if someone learns more about her.
Where: Barge-wide catch-all for Be Mine February memories
When: February 1-29
Warnings: Blanket warnings on Lua's memories for suicidal ideation, violence/gore, and super unsafe romantic relationships; further warnings on each memory
She only took the candy when Shiro unwittingly offered her to be polite, but as the month passes she secrets handfuls in a pocket or a bag when she passes bowls of it. She wants to see everyone here, know them better, so she can understand where she is, who she has to deal with.
After a time it's addictive, living inside someone else for a moment or two. Even when she can't put a name to the set of eyes she's behind, she doesn't know if she should treat it as another fantasy or another kind of real. Her own mind seems as if she's seen everything with a sheer curtain over her eyes compared to these others, and while she's a little afraid she still has to look.
She doesn't know who has seen what about her, but she can answer questions, tell some truths (some lies) if someone learns more about her.

it is one way to live - receive a memory
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And then he softens. You know what's coming next, and can feel your knees start to go weak, even in front of all these guys. "After that, it'll just be the two of us, saying our vows in a little church in the forest. Once we swear to love each other for the rest of eternity, I'll kill you. Since you'll be the last person on earth to get killed, I'll make sure it's the most romantic, most dramatic, most frightening death- and I'll make it fun."
He smiles at that last, and you know he can hear your heart. "Are you excited now?"
You nod, your cheeks flushed, and you remember why this is worth it.
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What the hell was that? He understands genocidal maniacs, terrorists, but killing everyone in the world seems a little much. Helping someone kill everyone in the world seems a little much. So does dying.
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He groans and curses as you steady him next to you, but when he finally looks you in the face something softens and grows bright again. "Can't kill me that easily, sweetheart," he says with a grin, punctuating with a barking laugh and a wave of the stump. Droplets of blood sprinkle your hair, and that isn't how it's supposed to go, not when he's been the one who saved you and your breath hitches in your throat as you catch it. If you don't do something you'll be covered in it, there'll be no blood left for him in his body.
You pull your skirt to your knees and tear, cloth still half attached as you tighten it over the ruins of his arm. You don't catch his exact words, but he's telling you you've got the right idea and uses his free hand - this one maimed and fumbling, not sure as it always is - to help tie himself up. Blood blackens white cloth, and your eyes start to well up - he's made it this far, he has to make it now, even if you can't stop it. His hand presses both of yours into the wound as the memory cuts.
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She sidles up, casually, when she does, and clears her throat.
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but what is simple in the moonlight in the morning never is - give a memory
CW: violence, blood, injury
If she goes hunting for any more, they're here.
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"Are you alright?" He looks back over his shoulder to see if anyone is listening.
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I should have answered this already!
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cw: violence, misogyny
The Warboy starts to sneer, and Furiosa whips around and plants her fist in his jaw; the metal one, too, so he crumples to the floor in an astonished heap.
She kicks him once in the gut for good measure, and then kicks his shoulder, to flip him groaning, onto his back.
"Can't what?" She prompts, as blood burbles up between his lips.
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She speaks to you in Japanese, asking what you want to do first, search for shells or wade into the water or construct a castle made of sand. Your reply also comes in Japanese, and you say it doesn't matter to you; you like all of those offered activities equally well, as long as she's there with you. She nods, and suggests finding shells first, so you can decorate the castle with them, and you say that's fine, that makes perfect logical sense, and she laughs, high and tinkly, because it's such an oddly wise answer for a child so young.
You like when she laughs, though; it's a beautiful sound. You smile up at her again, and you think, as you see her name written in kanji and a string of numbers hanging over her head, that you're glad she still has a long life ahead of her, with you.
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She doesn't come to Beyond about what she's seen, but does keep it in her heart. He's been lucky.
cw: violence, suffocation, racist language
The weight of the glass in your hand is heavier than ever, and you can hear the echo of your own voice, still, ringing in the silence of the pub: to barmaids who don't count.
And then the shot comes. The bullet flies just past your head and into the chest of the smug Paddy fuck to your left, giving him just enough time to look surprised before his heart stops. You're not sure what happens after- the other IRA man jumps forward to attack you, and you can hear Grace come up behind you while you struggle. The gun- the bar-- he strikes Grace and you can feel your rage strike up higher, high enough to choke you until he starts doing it for you.
It's only five seconds, ten perhaps, that he has your coat pulled tight over your face. You can't breathe- it's dark, and you can't breathe, and you're going to die here on wood and sawdust while the woman you love (you love) is a few feet away from you, up for the same fate, and you struggle through the bile in your throat and the memories of the war and you hit him, and you hit him, and you hit him--
You don't start breathing again until the man's face is an ugly, beaten-in mess, the spittoon in your hand dented and bloody.
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There's one question left for her, though, something she has to resolve, and she hunts him out a day or so later, when she's no longer shaken.
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"This seat taken?" she asks, her hand on the back of the chair across from Lua.
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She holds back what she's seen of her so far. The kid who's had to take care of herself, the holy roller, the girl who went so far to reassure her it wasn't a hospital because she knew what it meant - none of that's going to mean anything, at least not to her face. Not yet.
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"How you doing with all this?" She won't bother explaining what she's talking about; she figures it's obvious. "I know it ain't your first flood, but it's your first one that's like this." Her first one that's truly invasive.
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"I'm making it." She frowns, thinking of how it had started off. "Gave Shiro half my bag on accident, got enough of hers too."
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i love how stupid this is getting
she wants to do right by you Lua!!!!
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"Hello Lua, how are you doing? Enjoying the latest addition to shipboard life?"
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cw: references to death, torture, burning)
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cw: death by burning
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