Tim "Roderick" Nelson (
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lastvoyageslogs2014-03-11 05:13 pm
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crushed down, you want to believe
WHO: Roderick, Mal, Vin, Alex, Abigail, Cassel, & YOU
WHAT: Breach in the Space Matrix - all of mine doing most of the things they're going to do, where you can get at them!
WHERE: All the heck over Home.
WHEN: Days 1-2 for Cassel; days 1-3 for Mal, Vin, and Alex; throughout breach for Roderick and Abigail.
WARNING(S): Mentions of brainwashing, cult behavior, terrorist activity, fire, gore, violence, murder, and assorted. Anything else will be warned for in individual threads.
WHAT: Breach in the Space Matrix - all of mine doing most of the things they're going to do, where you can get at them!
WHERE: All the heck over Home.
WHEN: Days 1-2 for Cassel; days 1-3 for Mal, Vin, and Alex; throughout breach for Roderick and Abigail.
WARNING(S): Mentions of brainwashing, cult behavior, terrorist activity, fire, gore, violence, murder, and assorted. Anything else will be warned for in individual threads.

roderick, throughout } all the truth you make
In fairness, it is by now impossible to. Should he try, he will retch, he will dissolve, he will fall, ultimately, into psychological disrepair, and then he'd be no use to anyone.
But he's never even considered it. He was in a way born for the Political Apparatus. His mother had him for this purpose, aspire with his birth to create the most loyal Loyalist. A Senator's son, but he has always felt like the Emperor's child.
These are sentiments that are common enough, but Roderick has always felt he experienced them more strongly - and doesn't that make them more true? Doesn't that make his job more holy, his training of new Apparatus members more vital and perfect? Of course it does.
He is a well-recognized man, a constant Apparatus presence on Home, a leader. He aspires to know everyone. In his own way, too, he is charming, which allows him to monitor even suspicious Secularists with relative ease. Much of his time is spent in court, the rest in the city or in supervision, though occasionally he will walk alone to meetings of his own design, not always well-advised (but of course never treasonous).
Only their Risen Father, after all, is perfect.
Spamaratus
He likes Roderick, is charmed and reassured by him, and moderates his usual irritation at the world down to a low, suspicious flicker when in Roderick's company. He trusts Roderick's advice, which is why he brings a rare trouble to him.
"That police officer putting out lists of suspects-- I'm concerned for the safety of the city. I feel he's spreading more unrest than he's doing good. We shouldn't intervene, should we?"
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Roderick remains calm in the face of his concerns, though, as he always does. He is Risen; he is serene. He even smiles, just a little, though he almost always does that, too.
"If we were going to intervene," he says ponderously, "it would have to be in a way that stirs up less fuss than he's currently doing. And I doubt he'll come in without a fight, Adept Charis."
Which is notably not a no.
Spamlitical Spamarama
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Horatio is thinner, and paler, in this world. His limbs all seem longer, and his bones more protruding, but he has the same, bright, inquisitiveness in his eyes, all the same. At least, he does until his gaze turns glassy and distant, and his lips move in lazy, wordless recitations of lond past conversations.
When Horatio is here Horatio is curious. Intelligent and driven.
He just doesn't happen to be 'here' as much as most people are.
"Roderick, Sir. I hoped that I might have a chance to see you I have been told that my training is to begin with you personally, come the end of this week's days."
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Even when he's elsewhere, Roderick has a particular crooked smile for him all the same.
"With me?"
He knows this. He's well aware. But he's more content to act like he's not.
"That's good." Looking Horatio up and down, he raises an eyebrow. Isn't it?
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The last thing she wants is to be disappointing to them. The last thing she can avoid is being disappointing to them. It is a permanent loop, a data string that's twisted itself into Möbius' strip. It is the gesture she makes of one finger tracing a figure eight against the palm of the opposite hand as she sits and waits.
She appears together, today, well dressed and neatly done. She keeps her legs from swinging but there's still an unsettled air about her, like she doesn't quite fit comfortably in her own skin.
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None of this shows. He offers her his hand and unwittingly his open mind without a pause, despite the roiling doubts in his mind that make him vaguely queasy without being openly treasonous.
"Ms. Tam. Care to walk?"
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Re: roderick, throughout } all the truth you make
She doesn't know if he understands it isn't personal, that the truth is for her not a vice even if it's vicious. Once the series on comedy is over, she might discuss virtue instead, and he'd be the perfect illustration for an episode on loyalty. As he rushes from meeting to meeting, she's inconveniently blocking him in a hallway, with a convenient excuse of a cousin waving farewell as she turns to him. A smile glitters over her glasses and she manuevers further into the middle of the way.
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In this case, it is not Arthas personally who follows Roderick to his meetings but a less conspicuous underling. He collects information = where he's going, when he's going - and passes it up the ladder.
Roderick is summoned to the Father Superior's office the next day.
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mal, days 1-3 } means something to me
There's nothing but adjusting her gait to disguise the general smoothness of her movements, but unlike on the outlying planets on Home Mal (as she is styling herself, for ease of pronunciation) is not the only oddity. So she dons capitol-appropriate clothing and begins, in fits and starts, to move around Home.
Important landmarks are easy enough to spot, which leads to day two. Her munitions are small and easily concealable, located in nooks and crannies of her body: under fingernails, behind her ears, in various subdermis spaces. She has no intention of dying with her mission, of course - that would be inefficient - but a quick excision and a few well-placed nanobombs, and walls crumble elegantly while she watches from a distance.
Which is what she does starting on day three, prepared, focused, and wildly excited, moving in a slow inward spiral of evanescent destruction towards the Diamond Palace. She may never reach it - but if she does, she will do so as if she expected to all along, with a wink and a smile and a flash of perfect teeth.
For Alexander, she thinks, but also for me.
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(Hours later she heard that column crack and crumble from across the hall, three points matching three fingers splayed across it's surface, running deep and disintegrating quickly.)
It is not her job to notice this woman elsewhere, when she's done for the day and a civilian again. It is not her job to follow her. It is not her job at all.
She does this anyway.
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Day 1ish: Get in, loser, we're going shopping. (CW for Mira banging an intoxicated NPC)
But she had an interest in the art of it, trajectories and navigation and gravity adjustments, and she was allowed to observe when she was not occupied with other training, the subtleties of it explained to her beyond the math and mechanics they were all expected to absorb. They do not all drop together; they are not all in close enough range to risk broadcasting, despite the incompatibility of Rix and Imperial primary systems. But m"ra knows the foibles of the drop pods, and she knows her sister's instincts and needs.
She seduces the hair off someone before leaving the byzantine tower she landed in, literally: she likes the look of the girl's hair, dark and thick, and likes the way she walks, a half-floating sway, the looseness of recreational blood toxicity and sharp little bounce of thrill-seeking. M"ra provides, presses her up against a wall, growls and purrs in her throat while moderating the clicks and buzzes to the subaudible range, twists a hand in that luscious hair. A little vibraknife from the girl's own pocket hums a fraction of a millimeter from her skin as m"ra undulates and croons, promises delicately not to bleed her, reassuring and teasing in the same breath. Her heart hums. By the time she does it, the girl is begging to be shorn, along with anything else m"ra wants. The girl shakes apart without ever seeing her face, licks m"ra's fingers clean while her other hand returns the knife to its pocket and tucks the gathered hair away. A trophy, she says, a token to remember you by forever. A good memory from a wild youth, if her planet survives the coming reckoning: romantics are the same in every star system.
She when the gel is set, thirty-two floors below, she spreads the wig over her scalp, shakes her new locks playfully. Then she steals someone's magcar and begins a fierce, meticulously winding course through Home's madcap travel lanes. Her sense of direction is perfect, of course, once she adjusts to the constant monoorientation of planetary gravity. She finds Mal nearly as quickly as she'd hoped, and considers it a personal victory. Perhaps a good omen. She slides up and pops the door of the sleek transport, catches Mal's eye with a tiny grin of her own.
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Stark isn't the sort to really follow anyone around. But Mal has been leaving a trail behind her. An obvious and easy trail to follow for anyone who knows her, at any rate, and Stark knows her well enough to catch her at her next target. He's not checking up on her. He's never done that before and he's not about to start now. But Mal and forward thinking have never gone together either.
Which isn't to say they have for Stark either, but this situation is a little different. Some forward-thinking won't kill either of them. In fact, it might even do the opposite of that.
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vin, days 1-3 } call out, i want you to see
Now, she can feel sense slipping away from her. She is crisply sane, and at the same time finds herself doing things that once she would never have considered doing, forming alliances that would once have been unutterably treasonous, agreeing with people who she knows the Emperor would prefer not to have opinions about these matters at all. It would be easier, she knows, to retreat, to bow under the pressure of the changing times - even to acquiesce to the pressure of moderation and lean Loyalist.
But if she bends, she'll break, so instead she stands firm and begins to do the damage she was aware all along she was capable of.
Ned would disapprove, she thinks nervously as she begins to make plans, meeting in clandestine locations with unsavory people. He wouldn't seek out rebels, as she's doing; wouldn't even entertain the possibility of Rix alliance. Just because the Lost Senator might doesn't mean a thing. She's not here.
Vin is here. Vin is working. Vin walks the streets and sees the beginnings of her society's downfall, and though she touches base with old friends, though she is seen at all the appropriate social gatherings, she commits treason every day, more and more aware with every passing moment that her future is with the rebellion.
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Plans were made, Kylar had been told. He would become one of the small waves, but one you never saw coming. The information was to be delivered by one whom everyone would see as loyal, one who kept up appearances and outwardly would never be expected to be along the Rix side. It would be a perfect hit.
The key was discretion and silence. He located the residence easily. No one could see him or effectiveness of these plans would become futile. So he estimated the inside of the residence, found the proper window and climbed. He could fly, but people would be expecting that.
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Life went on in the capital. Ned had approached him with plans - Stephen remembered him as one of the first to welcome him and his sister and help them settle down, and he thought highly of the man but not of these new tactics, which seemed ill-equipped to deal with a war. Smothering away the differences would not create a united front, only add pressure to be more patriotic.
It's why he's meeting Vin, a new face, at a small cafe, in the early hours of the morning. There's less smog and noise, and he has done his best to appear small, and unnoticeable, knowing that will draw her to him.
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Vin is one though that while she feels confident that she's trustworthy and dependable - more than what can be said about anyone else with their titles - she's also hard to read. Alana has her suspicions, but she doesn't pry and she doesn't follow up on her hunches. She's not interested in playing the blackmail game or necessarily to get in as deep as Vin has possibly driven herself in.
That doesn't mean Alana isn't determined to get to know her better.
She knocks lightly to announce her presence. "You busy?"
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abigail, throughout } will weigh on the free
Up-to-the-minute and accurate, actually, although she's disliked widely enough and her methods are unsavory enough that her information is often offhandedly dismissed as tabloid journalism despite her high accuracy rate. So it goes. It's not her fault that other people don't know how to go for the throat or, as it might be, the balls.
It doesn't particularly bother her. She can still be found more or less everywhere, like cockroaches generally are eventually: public Senatorial events, parties, forums, street corners, private offices, and of course her own apartment and center of operations, right in the thrumming heart of Home's capitol. People can hate her but they still eventually talk to her, and that's what matters. Hate her all you want, is her philosophy, because she doesn't particularly like you either.
War coverage was never quite her speed, but - and it's a big but - if it involves the Fallen Empress, which these days it unfailingly does, war coverage is worth it. The Reason's cult of personality is even more appealing in martyrdom, and Abigail was secretly very fond of her. She added a gravitas to grandeur in the way only very clever young women can, even if she technically wasn't young or a woman yet, or anymore.
Turn around and find her, anyway, focusing on words distant and apparently located somewhere behind your ear. She'll talk to you as if she isn't interested in what you have to say or as if she's fascinated, there's no middle ground - and most of the time, she is accompanied by a silent cameraman, similarly complexioned with a stare as sharp as hers is vague. Give them the truth, his eyes imply, or they'll find it anyway and take it out of your hide.
Re: abigail, throughout } will weigh on the free
He went to the liberty of buying Abigail a Screwdriver before her arrival, this time. Just general friendly hospitality. Unfortunately, he also already drank it. That boredom thing again.
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She waits at the designated table. To others, she must look like a girl who's nervous for her first date the way she fidgets restlessly in her seat, occasionally touching her hair to smooth it or push it back out of her face. She tries not to glance around the place too much though. Daneca already feels like there's a thousand eyes on her as it is.
She can only hope she's not making a mistake.
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Re: abigail, throughout } will weigh on the free
"Of course she isn't entirely robotics! But if she was, could you tell? She's white as enamel, he introduced her as his 'doll', and when she fell from the opera box she was as limp as a b-"
It's only then that she notices Abigail, and a hand raises for a moment, whether to stop her conversation partner or the girl with the cameraman it isn't certain. There are polite excuses before Touko turns to Abigail with quiet relief and amusement. "She wanted trivia." What do you want?, her eyes ask, and the part of her mouth that isn't answering.
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alex, days 1-3 } all the plans you made
At least that's what Alex understands. He is not at the forefront of this particular battle. They've arrived on Home, but he hasn't yet spent much time at all outside, still acclimatizing to the prospect of being behind enemy lines. There's a reason, of course, that he isn't on the front lines. He has her talents, but subterfuge is not on the whole one of them.
When the battle comes, the real one, that's when he'll serve.
For now, he is here in a strictly organizational capacity, monitoring drop sites and keeping everything running smoothly. He takes orders, vague and specific, and translates them into efficiency on the ground.
What he doesn't do is much without instruction. He is always looking up, hopeful, for a push in the right direction. He doesn't take initiative. Because this, this is for Alexander; for his sisters; not for him.
cassel, days 1-2 } we all fall down sometimes
Not a reference to the telepathy, although that's about as well-kept a secret as his criminal adeptness, which is to say not a secret at all. Turn on him and you'll experience exquisitely crisp hallucinations and wild moodswings; touch his twin sister and he'll make you hate yourself so much you tear your own face off. Work with him, though, get over the mask of glitz and desperate ambition, and knowing Cassel can be tremendously rewarding.
He's an uncompromising Loyalist, of course - what else would he be - and an embezzler, a smuggler, even something of a monster, but what he's not is anything short of a perfectionist. If he does you a favor, he does it perfectly. If he hurts you, he does that perfectly, too. The Sharpes were powerful before him, but with him (and Anya, too, the quiet power behind his flash), they are unstoppable. The closer he gets to the Emperor, the happier, akin with his eyes narrowed in contentment to one of the Imperial Creatures themselves.
And yet there's something inherently untrustworthy about him: the way he places his hand at the crook of your elbow when he has something vitally important to convey, the way he gets a touch too close at parties, speaking into cupped hands as if imprisoning a secret. Like he's been underdone or overdone in the kiln of life; like he's not all there, or too there for anyone's comfort.
This won't stop him. Nothing will. The Empire is power, and power belongs to him.
Re: cassel, days 1-2 } we all fall down sometimes
He still doesn't understand why the young duke's noticed him, but someone who's that young and wants that much notice taken of him either is suicidal or quick. Czeslaw wants that speed of mind, needs it if he's going to survive, and if he's survived once, he'll live as long as he has to. It might be a sign that he did.
He's been entrusted with errands for Sharpe and his sister, favors in return for a place near him, for the sparrow to hide underneath the peacock's train if not strut by his side. This morning he hunts him down with the products of last night's work, some "borrowed" disks full of knowledge no one would want either of them to have. No one notices him in great houses with children, and that's fine with him. There's a barely hidden glee in his smile when they meet, and he responds with one of his few childish answers for any audience's benefit. "Guess what? It worked!"
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And there's her favorite leech now. Who knows what he's got his hands into this time. Daneca's certain she doesn't want to know, but she can't keep her comments to herself.
"You just can't get enough, can you?"
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