Dr. Robert Kozak (
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lastvoyageslogs2013-03-12 10:31 pm
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Who: Kozak & Perry
What: Dinner date. They have Things to Discuss.
Where: Perry's cabin.
Notes: Vague mentions of sexual things but nothing explicit.
Kozak had of course known that Perry was seeing someone almost as soon as the 'relationship' began. The lingering stink of fresh cigarrettes, to start with the least psychologically damaging scent he noticed, was bad enough but still tolerable. Finding his warden's cabin locked one night was, however, not acceptable in any sense of the word. It was why, he decided, certain questions needed asked and, more than that, boundaries needed set.
What he was not certain of was how to begin such a discussion. Kozak arrived at the cabin at the usual time for the usual dinner as if nothing were amiss.
What: Dinner date. They have Things to Discuss.
Where: Perry's cabin.
Notes: Vague mentions of sexual things but nothing explicit.
Kozak had of course known that Perry was seeing someone almost as soon as the 'relationship' began. The lingering stink of fresh cigarrettes, to start with the least psychologically damaging scent he noticed, was bad enough but still tolerable. Finding his warden's cabin locked one night was, however, not acceptable in any sense of the word. It was why, he decided, certain questions needed asked and, more than that, boundaries needed set.
What he was not certain of was how to begin such a discussion. Kozak arrived at the cabin at the usual time for the usual dinner as if nothing were amiss.

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... Except one, circumstances being what they were. Freddy couldn't have arrived on the barge at a better time, so far as Perry was concerned. Purely physical though the 'relationship' may have been, it did wonders for his mood to have an outlet for stress-relief from time to time (or regularly, as the case may have been) and the last flood had even provided a roundabout point of reference for something that was beginning to resemble a friendship as much as some superficial fling. Then again, what wasn't Grease capable of?
At any rate, flood or no flood, Perry found himself in a decent enough mood as he set the table, expecting nothing more from this particular evening than any of the several previous. Kozak had a knack for avoiding topics until he was ready to broach them, and Perry had long since decided the best way to go about dealing with that was to simply wait it out and let him get around to things in his own time.
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He rearranged the silverware. Folded and unfolded his napkin. His tail moved at an agitated pace. Finally he decided there was no polite, small-conversation way of getting to what he wanted to say.
"Your door was locked the other day. Isn't that supposed to always be unlocked for me? That filter thing that the Admiral put in place?"
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"I do that, not the filter," he corrected, setting his own plate down and taking his usual seat at the table.
As for the door being locked, he knew Kozak couldn't failed to have noticed the lingering smell of recent cigarette smoke, distinct as it was from the faded, settled-in odor of cigarettes long past that had come with the cabin as a whole. Luckily, there was a polite way of confirming those suspicions. "I had someone over. Why, did you need something?"
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Not that he even wanted to intrude, but again, that was only sidestepping the actual issue at hand here.
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"And you haven't made a habit of knocking before you let yourself in for a while now," he answered, without missing a beat. "Next time I'll leave it unlocked and you can walk in on whatever wild animal sex is happening on the couch, how about that?"
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"Okay, I really didn't need to know.. or visualize.. that. None of it, thanks." Which was precisely the point of him having it locked. He supposed that made sense in a certain way.
"Why-" Wait, no. Bad start. He busied himself with cutting the pasta and meat on his plate into even smaller pieces. "Is that even necessary? It's a prison ship, not a-" A vague gesture finished that for him.
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It seemed for a moment like he might leave it at that, but he only paused to take a bite from his own plate before continuing. "Not that it's any of your business," he pointed with his fork, "what I do behind closed doors, whatever that may be, but it's just sex. You don't have to look so scandalized."
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"It's just..." More pointless movements because how does one make words work in such odd social circumstances? "it's unfamiliar and seemingly wrong even though, you're right, it shouldn't be, I'm sure that thing is common where you're from, but not for me-"
He flinched. That was getting to close to breaching their 'No Feelings Ever' policy. There was another pause as he was Dealing With This. Sorting through the new influx of data and assembling it with old, like it was a puzzle in his mind that needed solving.
"We should work out a schedule," he finally said with a decisive nod.
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The conclusion he came to, however, wasn't anything near to what Perry might have expected. "A schedule?" he repeated, careful to keep the incredulity from his tone.
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He paused to take a drink, then continued.
"Days where I would have need of the shower, and days where you'd have the room to yourself without possible interruption from me. Excluding, of course, the bi-weekly barge-wide crises."
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Perry shook his head, dispelling the absolute seriousness with which that statement had been made. "I don't set my watch by my libido, Kozak, but lucky for you I do live with someone I'm even less inclined to share my sexcapades with, back home. I've picked up some discretion."
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"The roommate with the hoody, right? I thought you two were... you know. Together." Implications therein being: when two people were involved, in all sense of the word, why did there need to be "sexcapades"?
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"No," he assured, plainly. "We're not."
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Best to leave that subject where it lie, he figured.
"Oh. I... see." There he stopped. What could one say after that? If ever a subject change were more desperately needed...
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It was only after he'd stretched the silence close to unbearably long that Perry paused to take a drink and then fold his arms along the edge of the table, giving Kozak a brief look of appraisal. "You've really never been interested in anyone? In high school, or whatever?"
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He finished his drink and did not need a second to consider the question. He shook his head.
"Nope. Nobody. Even if--if--I wanted someone, in that, ah, sense of the word, they most assuredly didn't--wouldn't!--reciprocate. So. That sort of thing is such a waste of time."