Zhao Yunlan (
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lastvoyages2024-04-14 08:01 pm
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[Zhao Yunlan sounds very stressed. On him, this sounds like a hard-edged manic energy, popping every consonant as if he's got a personal grudge against it.]
All right, seriously, I just have to ask --
Is there even anyone on board who usually has good dreams? I mean, come on, this is literally adding injury to insult. I've gotten a certain amount of mileage out of pinching myself, but it doesn't make the monsters go away.
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Be careful out there. And if you need help, yell.
[Theoretically, maybe, sometimes it will work.]
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Spam - Around the Ship
[Zhao Yunlan isn't taking his own advice about being careful out there, but honestly, when does he ever? He's stubbornly doing his usual rounds, the comforting weight of a holster under his arm concealed by the loose fit of his leather jacket, the dark marks of sleeplessness a little more obvious than usual around his eyes. Whenever he sees a hint of a dream-patch, he'll sidle closer, squinting in an attempt to see if he can figure out if there's a person caught inside; sometimes, if he can't be sure there's not, he'll step right in.
And then there are the dreamworlds he doesn't see before it's too late. In short: Zhao Yunlan is playing with fire.]
Spam: Dreamworlds
[He has some recurring dreams. There's the old, old one, where he struggles against a bigger, stronger grown-up holding him back where it's safe, where the gunshot and the explosion obliterate two small figures standing up on the balcony. There's newer ones: mud and stinking furs and a blade he doesn't know how to use in his hand as he's fighting Dixingren rebels in an endless series of Bronze Age guerrilla raids, black blood smoking on the snow. Running through lava-lit streets, twisty and precarious, knowing the guards are on his heels and he doesn't dare let them catch him. Fire, always fire.
Even when he steps into a dream of someone else's, he brings smoke with him, the reek of burning and the grit of ash at the back of the tongue.]
All right, seriously, I just have to ask --
Is there even anyone on board who usually has good dreams? I mean, come on, this is literally adding injury to insult. I've gotten a certain amount of mileage out of pinching myself, but it doesn't make the monsters go away.
Anyway.
Be careful out there. And if you need help, yell.
[Theoretically, maybe, sometimes it will work.]
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Spam - Around the Ship
[Zhao Yunlan isn't taking his own advice about being careful out there, but honestly, when does he ever? He's stubbornly doing his usual rounds, the comforting weight of a holster under his arm concealed by the loose fit of his leather jacket, the dark marks of sleeplessness a little more obvious than usual around his eyes. Whenever he sees a hint of a dream-patch, he'll sidle closer, squinting in an attempt to see if he can figure out if there's a person caught inside; sometimes, if he can't be sure there's not, he'll step right in.
And then there are the dreamworlds he doesn't see before it's too late. In short: Zhao Yunlan is playing with fire.]
Spam: Dreamworlds
[He has some recurring dreams. There's the old, old one, where he struggles against a bigger, stronger grown-up holding him back where it's safe, where the gunshot and the explosion obliterate two small figures standing up on the balcony. There's newer ones: mud and stinking furs and a blade he doesn't know how to use in his hand as he's fighting Dixingren rebels in an endless series of Bronze Age guerrilla raids, black blood smoking on the snow. Running through lava-lit streets, twisty and precarious, knowing the guards are on his heels and he doesn't dare let them catch him. Fire, always fire.
Even when he steps into a dream of someone else's, he brings smoke with him, the reek of burning and the grit of ash at the back of the tongue.]

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[Sometimes it's a sleep disorder, sometimes it's just trauma.]
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I do, but I'm also not looking for company in them that I might have to look in the eye the next morning.
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spam!
The dream that Yunlan wanders into is undoubtedly a happy one! And it's a happy one because Jonathan Strange is sitting on a divan, making the fuck out with Arabella, his wife. There's quite a lot of tongue action going, his hand is pushing past her skirts to rest on her thigh, this is just the biggest, sloppiest make-out and Yunlan has walked right into it. Fortunately (or not?), neither Strange or Arabella have noticed his presence as they're far too busy focused on each other. Unfortunately, that smoke is kind of hard to miss.
Arabella pulls away for a moment to ask, ] Darling, is something burning?
[ And not wanting to stop sucking her face like a teenager at prom, Strange answers, ] You must be imagining it. Perhaps if we move to the bedroom, it will take your mind off of things.
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Look, don't mind me, if you could just point me towards the way out....
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Yunlan! I—good God sir, why didn't you knock?
[ He clambers to his feet, still blushing, before he realizes. ] Ah! Arabella, this is Zhao Yunlan. Yunlan, this is my wife, Arabella Strange.
It's a pleasure to meet you, [ Arabella says, with a small nod, trying very hard to hide the fact that she's just as embarrassed as her husband right now. ]
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dreams
When he sees someone else running, he's tempted to just let them keep going. All you have to do is be the faster fish. He feels the temptation every time, which makes it irritating that he doesn't give into it. At the very least he should either get to be all noble feeling or be willing to screw over what looks like a stranger.
Instead he whistles, leaning over enough that the guy can see where he's perched.]
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Behind him, the sound of running feet in heavy boots is growing slowly louder. They'll come around the corner any second.]
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It's a pain in his arms, but he's lifted heavier so he just turns on grim focus that he'd prefer not to know that he can muster.
But Anji and the Doctor are in trouble, so he can't afford to get caught - and he really doesn't want to - so here he is and that's all there is to it. Apart from the list of demands he's going to make about the next planet they land on.]
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Well, Taylor is pinned against the wall by its shoulder, but she's also scratching it under one door-mat-sized ragged ear.]
Ease up, Angelica, you're squashing me.
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Angelica still does not look friendly. Not with those teeth, not with those plates of bone armor over skinned flesh.
In a throat-squeezed hiss, he inquires, "What is that?"
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“She’s part of my team. And she’s a very good girl.” Taylor’s happy enough to see her that her eyes are a bit too bright, and she feels the tightness in her throat. “Rachel must be nearby, or she’d just be a dog again.”
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How've you been doing, Seph?
[Speaking of people who Zhao Yunlan expects to have bad dreams.]
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[Not all of them, but he's not going there.]
What others fear is interesting.
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