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Jedao ([personal profile] deuceoftears) wrote in [community profile] lastvoyages2023-10-17 11:16 pm
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Tierce of Doors

[Warden filter, probably 2nd day of Swords Times?]

If your inmate has magic, check their shit. This is manifesting a lot more like magic than neurotoxin.


[Filtered to Inmates]

If your warden is fracturing right now and you need something, holler.


[Private to Shen Wei]

Check in.

No downplaying your shit. My brain is on fire, how are you.


[Open Spam]

After checking the engine room inch by inch, Jedao spends most of his time cursed pacing the barge like a zoo animal. From every mouth a maw, he thinks to the beat of his own footsteps. From every door a death. He wants to split in half like a walnut; he wants to explode; he wants to swallow the barge whole. He wants to bite through bone. He can't stop feeling utterly, incandescently furious, from the core of his chest to the tips of his fingers.

But he can control his actions. Jedao doesn't attack anyone who doesn't attack him or someone else first. He has a fucking tote bag for yanking knives off of people with mothpulls. And as the days wear on, he looks increasingly fucked up, strafed by dark black wounds like slashes in reality itself; the dark oozing writhing tendrils of him seethe and coil as they slowly knit back together.
withintenfeet: (Let's Go)

[personal profile] withintenfeet 2023-10-18 04:00 am (UTC)(link)
Zerxus was still in control, at first. You don't take the oath he did, with the power he has, and lose your temper on a regular basis. But the rage kept building, and maybe if it was aimless fury alone he could bear it, but it wasn't. He could hear Asmodeus whispering to him from the start, urging him to give in, alternatively flattering his strength and laughing at his weakness. He could hear Xartaza, as if he held the mace in his hands (and sometimes, that's how his sword looks as he swings it down).

It helps that he hears Evandrin too, sometimes; Evandrin, and Elias, and the Ring of Brass. He even glimpses them out of the corner of his eye, reminding him of who he was, who he can still be on the Barge. And when that fails, there are others who've been able to stop him from going too far.

Still, at this point his armour is drenched in blood, and his movements are stiff with pain and weariness. When he sees Jedao, his eyes narrow; he knows at this point that he can't entirely trust what he sees, but he draws his sword just in case. It alights in flame that casts no heat, though the steel itself is stained with viscera.

"Jedao?" Violence is a weapon of last resort. It's been a common reverb since this started, chanting his oath to himself.
withintenfeet: (Shattered)

[personal profile] withintenfeet 2023-10-19 11:37 pm (UTC)(link)
He's still present enough, sharp enough, to grasp the Jedao is containing his own fury. He lowers his sword, but doesn't sheathe it.
"If I try to heal you, will it work?"

Pathetic, Asmodeus hisses in his ear. Look at him! How many times must your trust be broken before you learn?

Reflexively, his grip on the hilt tightens, but he couldn't say who exactly he wants to swing the blade towards.

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wildguardian: (long long day)

warden filter

[personal profile] wildguardian 2023-10-18 04:02 am (UTC)(link)
Magic or some variety of curse-- fuck. It's acting like a curse if you ask me. Fucked up emotions, fucked up bodies, bad fortune all around.
wildguardian: (a toast)

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[personal profile] wildguardian 2023-10-19 06:18 pm (UTC)(link)
I could give you a whole run-down of how curses work based on all my favorite dramas, but fuck if I know how much of that's real in whose universe. The distinction I'm making is: people do magic, curses can come from all sorts of unlucky objects.

Bad mood. [Deliberately flippant.] You?

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anti_altruisms: (It would be too much to hope.)

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[personal profile] anti_altruisms 2023-10-18 04:17 am (UTC)(link)
The ship is saturated with curses - so you’re right about that.

I’ve been trying to pinpoint the source, but I haven’t found it yet.
anti_altruisms: (The truth and all it holds.)

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[personal profile] anti_altruisms 2023-10-19 03:40 am (UTC)(link)
It's difficult to describe if you can't already sense it for yourself - but to me, there's an oppressive miasma permeating the atmosphere.

Ordinarily, the closer you get to the source, the thicker the haze becomes. But I've been all over the ship and haven't found it.

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hippie_ninja: (I'm Jesus)

private;

[personal profile] hippie_ninja 2023-10-18 02:40 pm (UTC)(link)
The magic doesn't work down in Zero. You can use it like an oasis from the madness.
hippie_ninja: (listen)

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[personal profile] hippie_ninja 2023-10-19 12:59 am (UTC)(link)
No urge to kill anyone. How are you?

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greatoldjohn: (in: over the shoulder)

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[personal profile] greatoldjohn 2023-10-19 03:30 am (UTC)(link)
Astarion's magic can't do anything like this.

I don't know what the fuck it is, but it can't fuck with me. And apparently, I can block it if I'm possessing someone. It stops fucking with them.
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[personal profile] greatoldjohn 2023-10-19 02:17 pm (UTC)(link)
Definitely not. He has nothing like that.

I told him to stay in if he can.

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sanityinruins: (let's be reasonable)

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[personal profile] sanityinruins 2023-10-19 11:55 pm (UTC)(link)
It is something. From the way the energy is flexing I would swear it's on the border between magic and spirit. That might be why it's hitting everyone in such odd ways.

I did try to track it but it's too cut off from everything. I suspect the source in inside a private room; maybe we need to count heads and find who is missing?
sanityinruins: evil twin (S I G H)

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[personal profile] sanityinruins 2023-10-25 06:17 pm (UTC)(link)
I truly dislike how limiting this place is... but fine.

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stressingwitchface: (eye rub)

[personal profile] stressingwitchface 2023-10-21 06:25 am (UTC)(link)
I can't find my warden!
stressingwitchface: (oh my god)

[personal profile] stressingwitchface 2023-10-24 09:32 am (UTC)(link)
No, I'm not SAFE. None of us are.
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[personal profile] brotherblack 2023-10-27 08:47 pm (UTC)(link)
[It's hours before he answers, both because it takes some time before he thinks to check his communicator and then, once he does, because he refuses to answer until he can do so with a steady voice. Or, well, mostly steady, as there's a tense, ragged edge to it that betrays some strong emotion, though it's unclear which.]

I am coping. [It's a concession to xiao Jedao's admonition that he doesn't simply claim that he's fine. In fact, he pauses for a moment, then further admits, almost tentatively,] My emotions are uncharacteristically... volatile, and I seem to be experiencing some physiological symptoms, but they are. Bearable. [Moreso than fighting the wildly cycling urge to rage or cry or cower.]

Is there anything I can do to help?
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[personal profile] brotherblack 2023-10-27 09:46 pm (UTC)(link)
[There's a long hesitation as he wrestles the overwhelming sense of fear and inadequacy and guilt currently besieging him back under control before he admits, quietly,] Among others. But I have a great deal of experience in controlling my emotions, and my reactions to them. [So long as Zhao Yunlan isn't in danger, anyway. Though it would be easier if it was all more predictable.]

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