Princess Entrapta (
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lastvoyages2021-05-28 11:37 am
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So. Practical applications of breaches. I've never gotten much out of them except people telling me all the ways they think I should change my behavior--noted, by the way, I keep good records, though I guess if you want to tell me again you can?
[She didn't exactly work to internalize it, and most of it boiled down to why are you like this, but she's already got it in her records. Entrapta, don't experiment on people against their will. Entrapta, people will have negative emotions even knowing the things that caused them were intrinsically temporary, and you have to care about that. Entrapta, your own survival actually counts as a desirable outcome. She gets it.]
But I'm pooling insights on picking stuff up from breach experiences for practical implementation. I definitely got some practical experience of making decisions based on other people's emotions there, and I've made a few logs because I know these things fade pretty fast, plus the whole experience of having a biological family and going to school was... Different, I guess, am I supposed to get anything out of that? It's not like I can go back in time and have parents. Are details like that just an artifact of fitting us into the pattern of that world? Open to all insights.
[She didn't exactly work to internalize it, and most of it boiled down to why are you like this, but she's already got it in her records. Entrapta, don't experiment on people against their will. Entrapta, people will have negative emotions even knowing the things that caused them were intrinsically temporary, and you have to care about that. Entrapta, your own survival actually counts as a desirable outcome. She gets it.]
But I'm pooling insights on picking stuff up from breach experiences for practical implementation. I definitely got some practical experience of making decisions based on other people's emotions there, and I've made a few logs because I know these things fade pretty fast, plus the whole experience of having a biological family and going to school was... Different, I guess, am I supposed to get anything out of that? It's not like I can go back in time and have parents. Are details like that just an artifact of fitting us into the pattern of that world? Open to all insights.

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HEY, KID, LISTEN. I DON'T THINK I'M GOING TO BE AROUND FOR TOO MUCH LONGER. THE SIGNS ARE ALL THERE FOR ME DISAPPEARING!
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I think, in the end, it's not about inmates or wardens or lessons you should learn or whatever feel-good you wanna slap on it to justify it as. I think we're all being lied to - I know, shocking - and having our chains yanked.
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Call me paranoid, I guess. I don't trust it.
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How many breaches have you been through?
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And have you learned anything else? Besides your list, I mean.
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You're that girl from Double Trouble's world, aren't you? They said you were clever.
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voice;
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[She'll add it to her logs. Ugh.]
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[More a sigh than a laugh.]
Has there been anything you think you'd want in there, Entrapta?
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