So gay prom is saturday...I'm madd excited, but I'm also kind of nervous. Devin's making me meet her older sister, who she almost idolizes. It's never possible to live up to girlfriend's sisters...
But I'm going to look hot. :)
The theme is fantasy and so far I am planning on going in an almost gothic blackish maroon velvety form fitting dress with a slit leading up past the knee. (if that wasnt one long ass sentence...)
And my fishnets and purdy high heels. And to top it off and flow with the theme, my black fallen angel wings. I <3 them. I made them myself. They don't look DUI, but rather very nicely made. Complete with devilish red sparkles.
I'll just have to tackle getting them off of my wall now...
I wonder who's going to be there tho...I know Sable will. Which will just create more drama. Devin already wants to beat her ass for grabbing mine...which was uncalled for. And I almost feel guilty tho I did nothing wrong. I still have feelings for Sable.
But you can't help who you have feelings for, right? Just how you act upon them...and I'm not going to cheat on my baby. I love Devin. I just regret a little bit not getting to see if there could really be something between me and Sable...
...I wish I was one of those people with such strong faiths they believe if it's meant to happen it will. I don't believe anything is "meant." You just make life what you will. And sometimes I wish I would have made it including her...
here is my fantastic update:
I graduate college today!!!
So, I've not had as much time on the computer as before. I've been back and forth from to Seattle and Tacoma a lot. I really need to find a place to live closer to work. Anyone know of some cheap Seattle rent?
I am in Portland at the moment. My niece had her 6th birthday party today. It was a fiesta.
I joined this other community, fiercefemmes. I like it. There's been a lot of heated racial and body image discussion. I'm glad that's going on, but I want to not get too involved in it, since I prefer to keep important discussions to face-to-face settings. I also want to avoid stress. But I am taking it seriously. One thing about on-line is that no one can interrupt. Yess!!
I thing this community needs a sorority party. Something to whip it up.
It sucks that I'm finally in Portland and close to my Stone Butch Blues, but I don't think I brought the keys to my storage space. This sucks for so many reasons. I'm sorry if I don't get to send the book out this week, Sister Joi.
I just wanted to say hi, and hope everyone is well, and let everyone admire my new icon...
thats a pic of me (finally) and now my identity has been revealed! yippie!
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ok, here's my little weekly posting that i haven't been doing....
someone keeps sending me these send-a-crush things and i can't figure out who they are!!!! it's so aggravating!!!!
in other news, saw my ex fiancee this weekend. she hasn't changed a bit. it was really sad. she's still really into all the drugs and shit. i had a lot of trouble handling it. i used to be so in love with this girl but now when i look at her, all i see are the track marks. i felt so bad for her but i had to remind myself that there is nothing i can do. i can't save her. i guess in a way, i got the closure that i needed. i am finally over her.
that's about it for my weekly update. hopefully, next time i will have something better to talk about.
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- Ozzy Osbourne - Randy Rhoads Tribute Album
Yo, It's Cunty LaRue and I'm finally posting on here. I haven't sent the book yet to Sister Joi, because it's in Portland. I just found out today about Turn Off the TV Week. So I won't be on the computer for a week. I've been semi-busy lately with working and some activism. This week is the Total Liberation Conference in Olympia. Then MayDay then the Gender and Sexuality Conference. I'm excited for that stuff. I guess I'll be updating after some workshops and stuff.
See you then.
went and saw kid rock in san jose on sunday. i had no respect for him going into the show. it was a free ticket. but now after seeing him, i respect him. i'm not going to go out and buy all his cds or anything like that, i just think he is more talented than i expected and i had a good time at the show. going to see pink in the city in june and then ozzfest in august. still working hard and all that stuff. i'm less lonely now but i'm still as single as ever. maybe that's not too bad.
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