I'm starting to really like LJ <3

I don't like feeling like I have no friends just might be a reality.

Dear Supposed Friend,

You really are being such a bitch. You make me so angry. How can you be so fucking selfish? Your husband is about to be deployed and all you can do is bitch when things don't go your way. You say that I'm gullible? How the hell am I gullible? For believing you were my friend? You put up a damn good front, you bitch. I really wish that if you fucking hated me that you'd tell me. I'm a big girl, I can handle your bull shit.
You really need to learn to grow up.

Me.



My love,

Why do I feel like you're keeping things from me? I know you're trying to fix us but I can't help but feel like I'm lost and that you're slowly slipping from me.

Love, Me.

Epcot was fun. I didn't get to take any pictures 'cause the damn camera didn't hold a charge. xP But it was fun.
Uhm.
Work is exhausting. I have to walk CONSTANTLY. D: But eh, I'll get used to it.
I. bought a kitten the other day. Yeah. BOUGHT. D:
I couldn't help myself.
She's adorable and playful and actually gives a rats ass about me, unlike my other cat. We got her so that she could be a playmate for Steve whenever we move. I shall try to get pictures of both of my kitties.
But Zeus named her Cassie. :D It's too cute.

Wooooo! So. Today was my first day at Wal*Mart. :D
It was really boring. Most lots of sitting and talking. Nothing that interesting. On the job training starts tomorrow and I have Wednesday off. I got a locker that I share with someone else. Mmm. Yeah. Haha.

I'm going to Epcot to meet my friend Patty, an online buddy I've known for a few years. :D He's awesome. He lives in the Carolinas. It's gunna be fun.
The drive up is gunna be scary, though. >.<;

Oh yeah. I've been going to the gym! :D Monday, Wednesday, and Friday! :3 Dezpoo is soon to join me. Hopefully today. I am extremely excited.
I am NOT extremely excited about the fact that I bought pants from Wetseals's website the other day and they arrived yesterday... and they don't fucking fit! Their size 15 is suppossed to fit 46" hips. Which. Mine are. But they didn't fit. UI threw a hissy and Zeus measured them for me. They were only 40"! D: WTF IS THAT? I was excited to have a pair of pants that fit and weren't ripped or patched. x[ GUESS I CAN'T HAVE THAT.

Edit: OH YEAH! I'm sick again! -.-
Had an interview at Wal*Mart the day before yesterday and I'm going in for an audition at Cold Stone this Saturday. Bleh. Have to be in Lakeland by 10am. Totally shitty.

I had a job interview today at Wal*Mart.
I'm not really sure how it went.

I think this layout is pretty cute.

Today is the fifth day of taking the antibiotics. The 30th is the last day. I think they have already effected my birth control. >.o; My period started on Thursday and since then I've been having pretty bad cramps. >.<; I want this to end. I have no idea when I can have sex again. o.o;
February 2nd I'm going to the Hayley center to talk to the OBGYN about my birth control. Lately my period has been starting later and later and lasting a lot longer. D: It makes me angry.

I'm not sure if I'm getting better or not. I can kind of hear more but it isn't completely clear. I'm still really congested but I can't really blow anything out, is that a good thing? Still coughing phlegm up. >.<

Zeus is getting paid soon, which means gym time soon. :3 I'm excited. The plan is to go every Monday, Wednesday and Friday. Hopefully I can keep up with that.

:3

So, I visited the doctor at the Hayley Center on Wednesday, the 20th because I've been sick since New Year's. My ears are clogged. D: I can't hear at very well at all.
Her prescribed:
Amoxicillin
Sudaphed
Hot teas and coffee
Gargling warm salty water

I've got to take the amoxicillin every 12 hours for ten days, today being the second. According to my mom though, it probably won't work. I used to get ear infections a lot when I was a kid, to the point where I stopped going to the doctor for them. But I'm apparently [or was, don't know] immune to any form of penicillin.


Game plan for today:

x Wash ALL bed sheets and blankets
x Wash clothes
x Raid with Cassabelle at 10am
x Blow off both decks
x Put away clothes
x Organize closet. Read: throw shit away that I don't need and make more space
x Order and prossibley pick up birth control

I hope to fit in a nap at some point. @.@

Zeus started working at Saddle Creek Tuesday, January 19.
He's currently sweeping floors and doing other people's bitch work for $10.50 an hour.
Works Monday - Friday 7:00am to 3:30pm.
He is currently on a 90 day probation period. This period of no fucking up ends May 27th.
He's going to start taking forklift classes February 4th.


When Zeus gets "excited" about something, his body goes into overdrive. So for the past few days he hasn't really been able to sleep much or when he would like to. Today the alarm clock went off at 6:00am. I didn't hear it go off. Zeus had apparently not gone to bed until 4am. When I woke up I thought that he'd been up all night. But my mom comes into out bedroom at 8:00am and asks Zeus if he's suppossed to be at work. He tried calling in but the only number he has is someone who doesn't get there until around nine am. After much freaking out and him looking like he was going to burst into tears he left.
During this probation period if he is late twice [more than like three minutes], he gets fired. Does anything wrong, fired.
My mother has no been informed that her job is to make sure both of us are up by 6:10 the latest.




Oh LJ. :D I'm glad I kept up with you for a little bit. :3 It's nice to know the actual day Zeus and I started going out rather than basing it off of our first date.