The insanity and cursings of a feminist housewife

Crazy busy...My birthday is tomorrow and on New Years eve I get my wisdom teeth plus two teeth pulled cut out I am seriously apprehensive and scared. Update later

		I will marry Daniel.
		After a wild honeymoon, We will settle down in Murfreesboro in our fabulous Shack.
		We will have 4 kid(s) together.
		Our family will zoom around in a green altima.
		I will spend my days as a stay at home mom, and live happily ever after.

I REALLY shoudn't have taken 2 antibiotic pills at once yet another sleepless night. I got 3 hours last nite. I have to get up early and take Dennis to school in the morn and it's not looking good for me gettinng much sleep tonight either. Geez...

Ok Let's see if I can get all my details straight in my sick and sleep deprived state.
Dad got home yesterday afternoon and Daniel's sister Amanda was there. Immediatly he asked Amanda where Daniel was like he was supposd to be thereAmanda told him that he was either at work or at our house. Dad responed ok like he didn't know that. He walked through the house to thier bedroom and a few minutes later called Amanda into the bedroom.He sat there staring at the wall for a few minutes until she prompted him again asking what he wanted. She said he jumped up and handed her his jacket and asked her to put it in the dirty clothes..Not strange until he headed into the bathroom where the dirty clothes are kept immediatly after asking her to take it in there. Then he starts fussing about finding his BDU's...also not very strange unless you know that he has been retired from the military for 4 years now I do believe.Anyways he was very confused Amanda got super upset convinced him to go to the ER. He goes they quickly do an MRI last night, don't find anything. He had also been having lots of issues with his sight yesterday so they check his eyes. Somehow after the MRI they discover that he has an extensive history of strokes and anyuerisims in his family. The Doctor decided to keep him overnight. Today he spoke with a neurologist and they performed another MRI although this time they injected dye. The doctor came in this afternoon about six and told him that the MRI was clean but that from his symptoms he still thought that he had a mini stroke. He is still in the hospital tonight but the doctor said he should go home tomorrow. We were with him today from abot 1:30 to 6. He seems ok. Although he still has a horrible headache that is still bothering him even after being on Morphine. That bothers me greatly But the doctor poked on his head a bit and it was sore to the touch. He figures that his right temporal artery is inflamed which could be causing the pain because it seems localized. So that is what I know.
I am worried and stressed. This really threw me for a loop because I'm used to my parents being the sick ones not his. I think of them as so young compared to mine. I love Greg..I'm closer to him than my own father. Daniel is pretty tore up too. I think us seeing him in the hospital only really made it worse for us. I in my rush and worried state this morning forgot to take my morning antibiotic and am feeling the sinus infection again. I doubled up on my dose tonight. Will probably pay for it in stomach issues later but oh well I'm so tired of being sick. I'm just glad I no longer have anything contagious. On that note Daniel just told me I need to go to the store to buy some percogesic because he has a headache. It is bitterly cold outside and 11:48 at night the last thing I care to do is go to the store but alass I shall pick my battles. I'll update more tomorrow. Thanks for the comments keep the prayers coming. I wonder if this is really over yet.

Worried...
Please send healing and/ prayerful thoughts to my FIL.
They think he may have had a mini stroke since they have a history of strokes and anyreusyms in his family they are keeping him overnight to do a second CAT scan with the dye injected. We will be checking on him in the morning. I'm really worried and Daniel is a wreck.

My day gas been ok. My ears are hurting now. It's funny they weren't hurting until I got on the antibiotics. Not sure how that works but ok. I tried to take it easy today. It's hard with Dennis though He is very busy. We ended up going to chick-fa-lay for dinner because it was kids night and he could run some energy out in the playarea. My mom met up with us and wanted to take him home with her. He has speech and school in the morning and she is a norning person if I can get her to get up at 6:30 in the morning with him while I still feel like crud. I'm going to jump on that offer. I have to go to bed it's super late and I could really use some sleep.

Making spritz/press cookies with Dennis.....I love cooking with kids they see things so uniquely. Oh I'm also gonna cook some banana bread I have some rotten bananas that need doing away with. I have a recipe but love to try diffrent ones. Anyone have great ones?

Took Dennis to speech then went to Target beacause I needed some litter box liners and had a gift card. Got some items to make press cookies for peoples christmas cookies. My cookie press broke last year. I'm happy to have another one. Went to the clinic discovered I have a horrid sinus infection as well as fluid on my ears and a double ear infection. No wonder i've felt like crud for awhile. Now I need to go clean the litter box which I dread on a normal basis bu it is absolutly torture while sick but no one else will do it. And am thawing chicken for chicken chilli and I will be eating my concotion of homemade chicken soup with garlic and ginger nice and spicy to help clear some of this crap out.....I just want to go back to bed and Dennis is crazy this morning.....

It's been what 2 years..... Wow time flies when your working your crazy busy. This one will be super short simply because I have to take Dennis to speech in about 15 minutes. We are all alive and kickiing. Daniel has been working at the police department as a dispatcher for about 3 1/2 years now roundabout. I still stay at home with Dennis or a better word would be run around with him attached to my hip. Dennis is 4 and is no longer my baby. I miss my baby. He goes to preschool 2 days a week and loves it. But he has had issues adjusting behavior wise we are still having many issues. If you don't keep him busy he is aaa troublemaker. He has also eaten constantly for the past year. I feel like i'm a personal chef. It would be fine but here lately he has decided that he is pickier than he has ever been in his entire life and I AM NOT having any of it. He can eat whats in front of him or starve for all I care. Me? I'm ok The seasons changing always mess me up i've currently been battling sinus issues and also have a doctors appointment this morning. Let's see if I can start this old journal up again. It's very funny to see how much i've grown and frankly how stupid I used to be.

Hmmmm....most all of my shoes consist of sandals/flip flops. I dislike real shoes. Maybe it's because I wear a 10 or 91/2W I do have a pair of tennis shoes I wear while working out or walking. I also have a pair of white sandal heels that I wear when I dress up. Thats about it. I would go barefoot all the time if I could.