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#1 Kirk Lover

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“Should we.. order some fries?” -James T. Kirk, 2259

Blog is 18+, as in, i'm 18 and will post mature stuff. Will block anyone younger who follows me.

Current fixation: [Star Trek TOS]

Jim Kirk is my wonderful wife💛

Other Interests: Fallout, Disco Elysium, Outlast, Portal, GTA V, Bully Scholarship Edition, Jay And Silent Bob, NFRTG, Star Trek

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I haven’t been able to decide which scenario I like more:

A: Spock, laying on his stomach, getting pounded by Jim and having to cover his mouth to muffle his moans and whimpers. His fringe drenched with sweat, eventually having to bury his face in the pillow because it’s too much. Jim’s hand is on his lower back, pressing on his chenesi, and he can’t take it anymore.

B: Jim begging Spock to manhandle him. Spock being initially afraid of hurting Jim, but after giving it a go, finding it so hot. So when Jim comes to his quarters, Spock catches him off guard and pins him to the wall to use his body for his own pleasure. Jim tries to be a mouthy brat, but Spock covers his mouth and pushes him onto the bed so he can ride him.

TW: SA.

Addition to the discourse of Kirk being a victim of SA and how it reflects in his behavior.

During watching Plato’s Stepchildren (s3e10) there’s one of very uncomfortable scenes where Spock, Chapel, Kirk & Uhura are forced to kiss. And I’ve noticed a very interesting detail of the difference in behavior between two “couples”.

Chapel expresses how she is ashamed and I would say scared would be a right term. Spock isn’t trying to comfort her, he himself is struggling. He thinks he failed her. They both are ashamed, disgusted, uncomfortable and visibly hurt and they try to fight even during the kiss, which makes it a very tough watch.

But then we see a dialogue between Uhura and Kirk.

Kirk, unlike Spock, is able to comfort Uhura, by asking “not to think of them”, because “they want [us to feel frightened]”. And he is succeeded. Uhura starts thinking about something else, something comforting — about him as well (as she has to kiss him), because she is now in a very vulnerable, traumatic position, she is trying to associate Kirk with safety despite him on this moment not being safe for her. So when they have to act, they don’t try to fight. When kiss happens they are more relaxed then Spock & Chapel, not trying to break the kiss. And Kirk is just staring, not at her, but on their sadists, with eyes full of anger and hatred.

What he advices to Uhura is something what many SA victims would experience, when they are in the similar position. Not thinking of what is happening. Not focusing on what exactly is happening. Not thinking of their bodies and the body of the other. Not showing their fear, or even shame. It’s because, unlike Spock, Kirk has an experience. He uses his body many times during the show to escape, to save his ship, his people or himself.

Kirk’s pretty rightful advice, I would say, proves, that the fact that he is a SA victim was the writers’ intention once again and it aligns with his behavior in other episodes where he has to use his body. Not thinking, thinking of comfort, not showing true emotions are his coping mechanisms.

He’s not a manslut. He’s a victim.

I mean Shatner has had multiple instances when he was young and starting out where he was essentially sexually assaulted by men in the theater industry. Guy knows how to act in a scenario where he's being coerced because he has personal experience with it. Shatner is a fairly imposing guy so he was able to escape those situations but they left enough of an impression on him that he wrote about them years later. you'd have to wonder if shatner would have identified as bisexual if he didn't have those traumatic experiences when he was younger with the way he writes about other men.

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A little Bones with his Surgery Outfit, I really like it but it's rare to see!

Also, I'm trying some brushes :P

I really like being on tiktok for the star trek edits and content... and then i see literally any other video and open the comments and realize how fucking stupid people are.

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greenmossloveisreal1998iloveyou

about to set myself on fire while i eat a chicken parm

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greenmossloveisreal1998iloveyou

burned myself pretty badbut got a pretty good pic while eating a chicken parmigana

pelase stop setting yourself on fire 

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greenmossloveisreal1998iloveyou

i should kill you for saying this tbh

Why are the fun accounts always deactivated..

  1. Canonically, Spock is drawn to small fuzzy creatures.
  2. Jim is a Short King / small guy (in comparison to long tall Spock and his Vulcan bone density anyway).
  3. Spock was in control of his emotionsTM about Jim until Jim grew out his chest and arm hair. Spock notices the change in Jim's body hair and before he knows it he finds himself doing Vulcan hand stuff sloppy style with fuzzy Jim right in front of Chapel and McCoy's salads in the sickbay

Coincidence? I think not.