In no particular order...
I want to- reinvent myself. Now honestly, this probably has something to do with the fact that I'm pretty much addicted to Bravo recently. But it also kind of has to do with my dress style being the same now as it was you know, back in high school. And- I feel schlumpy.
I have more of a social life now than I have ever, which is neat. I've kind of been immersed totally in the lifestyle crowd, and there's just so much to do with them. So many different communities and so many things to do. It's like, something new is happening every week, and I love going out and getting to know people. I think it's already gotten old for Will, sadly. He's not the social person I am and now he's married not only to me, but to my lifestyle as well.
I need. A haircut, I think. To lose weight. To get a job. License. Car. New clothes. MONEY.
Re-learn to sew. Furniture. Finish unpacking. Get to know Lex. Fabric and thread.
I miss SAI. I was always so busy with it, but at the same time I loved it. It was my community, my sisters. Of course, now I have a different kind of community, and I love them too, all of them. I want to be more recognized there, to help out wherever needed and help support the community. I just.
I have no idea. XD
But I've totally changed in the past you know, six years. I miss some of the people that I feel like I left behind. But I think I should outwardly show how much I've changed. And not just in the extra poundage.
I have more of a social life now than I have ever, which is neat. I've kind of been immersed totally in the lifestyle crowd, and there's just so much to do with them. So many different communities and so many things to do. It's like, something new is happening every week, and I love going out and getting to know people. I think it's already gotten old for Will, sadly. He's not the social person I am and now he's married not only to me, but to my lifestyle as well.
I need. A haircut, I think. To lose weight. To get a job. License. Car. New clothes. MONEY.
Re-learn to sew. Furniture. Finish unpacking. Get to know Lex. Fabric and thread.
I miss SAI. I was always so busy with it, but at the same time I loved it. It was my community, my sisters. Of course, now I have a different kind of community, and I love them too, all of them. I want to be more recognized there, to help out wherever needed and help support the community. I just.
I have no idea. XD
But I've totally changed in the past you know, six years. I miss some of the people that I feel like I left behind. But I think I should outwardly show how much I've changed. And not just in the extra poundage.
tired
amused
curious