something i love
hearing jade the blue quaker parrot randomly make little noises that are mimicking noises i made to her an hour ago :}
that and when she "laughs"
that and when she "laughs"
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peter murphy last nite was amazing
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some days are easier then others
then at random there are days like today when everything triggers every stupid thought/fear/obsession in my head.
it's so exhausting. it's so frustrating.
it's so exhausting. it's so frustrating.
me and the wow-wow
Oooo...ugh :(

3 for me come sunday!
edited: 5/27/2009 12.46p
they were beautiful, but ich took them last nite. all three. even after treatment and being isolated in a hospitalization tank.
sad day.
thankfully all the other fish in my tank are fine with no signs at all of ich. the temperature is up and i'm keeping a watchful eye on everyone. most of the fish in my tank are about to reach a year old being in my care! i'd like to keep it that way.
no more fish for a couple weeks, at least.
it all came together that day
my fish


it's been awhile since i shared what my entire tank looks like. i took photos mainly because of the vine cave and the purple moss ball ornament i just bought! i love it!
current residents:
bosemani rainbow
neon preacox rainbow
pair of xray belly tetras
glass cat
two neon tetras
one green corydora
one hatchetfish
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it seems i've settled back into that constant feeling of unease.



uncomfortable
amused
drained