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Long Intermission?

Wow...

That is all I really have to say at the moment. I can't believe I have neglected this thing for so fricken long. Oi..

Gomen nasai! ^__^


Okay, now that I am back from la la land...time to write some lovely stuff down ne? Lets see...First off I shall complain cause I really want to at the moment. Never really get the chance to so might as well blow off some steam here.


Okies so here we go. *Deep breath*

First off all, on my way to school this morning I was behind a dumptruck that already scared me because I swear the back door of that thing would open any minute and crush me under a ton of junk. Thankfully THAT did not happen, but it did flick rocks at my car which resulted in my windshield now having a nice crack dead center. Great...

Now that I was in a bad mood at school, I tried to shrug it off and see if I could make this day better. Why not ask the person out that you have had your eye on for years now eh? Wrong. Yea..Seems said guy- already have a date for Prom. Make note to find out who seeing as how he didn't reveal it to me. Ah well...life goes on! ^_^

Next! Soccer scrimmage! I love playing soccer that I do. I am the keeper for the Girls Varsity team and today we had a scrimmage against the JV boys. Technically it should have been evenly matched. Um...wrong. I know I wasn't one hundred percent today, seeing as how my finger is sprained as well as both my knees split open from wounds last week. I played anyways. (No I do not need sympathy, seeing as how I got the wounds myself by diving on the ground too many times) Well, lets just say the boys won 5-0 and my defensive team had the gall to tell me it was my fault. Um, excuse me...YOU let them by! Eesh has to get through ten other people before it gets to me...yet it is souly my fault? I dont think so.

So yea, practically rushed to my car to get home so I call my parents to tell them about my windshield...cell phone wont work. For no reason. Yea. I end up going to the gas station to get gas and as I am waiting, a lovely silver car decides he is special and cuts infront of me. *Blink* Excuse me...I was next. "Move faster next time I dont have all G** damned day." WTF? *Gets flicked off* I swear...if I could have I would have hitten him on the head with my bokken...too bad it was at home on the shielf.

Finally...I get home. ^_^ YAY! *Gets called into work* BOO! I rush myself around and finally get to work...only to have my jawdrop. The place was a pig pen...Popcorn everywhere, napkins all over...trays every which way and nothing stocked. "Uh, you're front tonight." I dont think so. I am not being called in to clean up YOUR flippin mess. So I talk to the leader on duty and they tell me they will have them clean it up and that I should go home. So I start to...when I see them write my name on the board to be written up for attitude. Oh man..if they wanted attitude I could have given it to them...but nope- I went home. Go me. Held my temper for a change.

Get home- to parents fighting. About what? College...yesh...lovely college. Something I should be attending this Fall. Will it happen? Who bloody knows. I applied for scholarships...I applied for scouts to come to soccer games to try to get an athletic scholarship. That is all I can really do at this point. I got accepted to four colleges...but money is everything in this world and it is something my family is lacking. (Woo! Go dad who has no job and mom who works at the same place I do...and I get maybe thirty cents less then her...bad...)
Brother...goes to college and has not had a job since he was what...16? and he held it for maybe two months before he quit. Yea...hasn't had a job since. I get better grades them him and I play a sport AND I work...yet I dont get to go to college but he does. Lovely life ne?

o_o I am done ranting now. Woo hoo! On to the good things..

Recently got in touch with some mondo good friends of mine. I dont think they want me to reveal their names over the internet so here we go with nick names. Himura-san, Tomoe-san, Kenshin-san and of course, the fabulous Yumi-san.

Lets see...my lovely muses in my head started to give me more ideas again for writing. Finally..So those are underway.

Hm...besides getting all giddy when I see a certain someone, nothing much else has happened. Ah well...

Till next I write! Mwa!