Jane Wilson

walking the new attraction on the CN towers saucer section and getting pretty mad at the treatment of a cat. the guy ended up getting sprayed by a skunk tho.

rich came to see me in toronto. what a gentleman. he took me to a friends and then to the weird al concert, but left quite abruptly when i told him i was going away in may.

somehow i lost all my stuff at the concert and dont remember getting home to london but when i woke up my stuff was there and i was time for school.

a kiss, so powerful, that it left me in a daze in the dream (a personal assistant for what seemed to be the young owner of a large company), which woke me not a minute later and would not let me go back to sleep.

the daze was the unknowning of what the kiss meant. was he happy for the deal? was he in love with me? was he just being the friendly flirt that i had seen so often?

but it certainly was meaningful.

being at a fair on the grounds of ray underhill, see my dad with a trim beard and no glasses.
vanilla coke.

going for an interview (or maybe giving it) at a fashion house which was interrupted by a multitude of people.

having too much gum in my mouth but i was able to take a lot out this time. still had some but not to the same degree.

watching a train cart go down a hill and finding baby bunnies and catching them.

being rescued by a man who repelled down from a helicopter.

no dreams, too drunk. ugh. good night tho.

skydiving, but only when radiation levels were low enough.

saving little flying candies from being eaten.

the ocean and waves.

so many dreams tonight...

getting a new piercing with anja's tattoo guy. talking about getting it covered too. he stick a needle in my head, but then told me that my white blood cell count was at a good level.

something about stand up comedy and looking for a new place to live.

an iridescent dinosaur for sale in a pet store, sleeping on a bed made from a replica of a batlestar galactica space ship.

talking about physics, university and other random stuff with the physics prep 101 teacher.

wow, its been a while since i've posted in this journal. i moved to purerave a while back and then dropped the whole thing all together.

i've decided to start up again, but not in the same capacity as before... this will be my dream journal. a place where i write about my dreams in a hopes to remember more of them (not that its that difficult) and where i can learn to lucid dream with more accuracy.

all the literature i've read about it has said that this is the place to start.

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid Disorder:	Low
Schizoid Disorder:	Low
Schizotypal Disorder:	Low
Antisocial Disorder:	Low
Borderline Disorder:	Low
Histrionic Disorder:	Low
Narcissistic Disorder:	Moderate
Avoidant Disorder:	Low
Dependent Disorder:	Moderate
Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder:	Low
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May 16th/05
Disorder Rating
Paranoid: Moderate
Schizoid: Low
Schizotypal: High
Antisocial: High
Borderline: Moderate
Histrionic: High
Narcissistic: Moderate
Avoidant: Moderate
Dependent: High
Obsessive-Compulsive: Moderate

Dec 14th/04
Paranoid: Low
Schizoid: Low
Schizotypal: High
Antisocial: Moderate
Borderline: Moderate
Histrionic: High
Narcissistic: Low
Avoidant: Moderate
Dependent: High
Obsessive-Compulsive: Moderate

April 12th/04
Disorder Rating
Paranoid: Low
Schizoid: Low
Schizotypal: Moderate
Antisocial: Low
Borderline: Moderate
Histrionic: Moderate
Narcissistic: Low
Avoidant: Low
Dependent: High
Obsessive-Compulsive: Low


April 22nd/03
Disorder Rating
Paranoid Very High
Schizoid Low
Schizotypal Moderate
Antisocial High
Borderline Very High
Histrionic High
Narcissistic High
Avoidant High
Dependent Very High
Obsessive-Compulsive High



june 12th/02
Disorder Rating
Paranoid High
Schizoid Low
Schizotypal Moderate
Antisocial High
Borderline Moderate
Histrionic High
Narcissistic High
Avoidant Moderate
Dependent High
Obsessive-Compulsive Low


Decmember 12th/01
Paranoid: High
Schizoid: Low
Schizotypal: High
Antisocial: High
Borderline: Very High
Histrionic: Very High
Narcissistic: Very High
Avoidant: High
Dependent: High
Obsessive-Compulsive: High

oct 25th/01
Paranoid: High
Schizoid: Low
Schizotypal: High
Antisocial: High
Borderline: Moderate
Histrionic: High
Narcissistic: High
Avoidant: High
Dependent: Very High
Obsessive-Compulsive: High