My Big Ol' Journal

I've never understood why people have to lie about bulls**t. I can understand lying about big things (not that I am for it) but little meaningless things? What's the point?
Also, when habitual liars get mad at you when you don't believe them (even when they are truthful). I mean hello?! Think about it moron!
Just something that has been bothering me.

I had a dream the other night where my Dad (who looked like Michael Landon) wanted to get together and do stuff with me. We hung out and then he asked if I was free the next night to drive down some road by the Cirque du Soleil. Then I woke up,but I woke up sad because that would never happen with my Dad. He's got his own life to lead.Always has,always will. I don't (and never did) fit into that equation. 

Wow this is a real downer of a post.

Friday:
Took the bf to donate and then we went to Goodwill. I got Joy a Annie mug,I got 2 Walt Disney World cups (the tall plastic thermo-serv ones from the 60's or 70's .49 cents each), some books for Lilly (10 for 1.49) and a dress and a pair of jam-jams for Lilly.
Then I met Joy at Perkin's at 9:30 and we sat there 'til 3:30 am.We exchanged goodies and Joy brought the Hollywood Walk of Fame cards she got from ebay and we went through those. We each left with a stack and some that didn't quite make the cut are hittin' the skids (sorry Charles Bronson,Mike Wallace,Zsa Zsa Gabor and many others) .
Also,we sat at perkin's for so long by the time we each got home we were hungry again. I thought it was funny.

Saturday:
Ma,Nicolas,Lilly and I went to Arc's Value Village in Brooklyn Park and picked up a few things. I got an Art Deco frame with a pic of Ann Sheridan in it, a Walt Disney Comics digest (from 1972),sheet music for "At the Moving Picture Ball" it has drawings of Mary Pickford and Charlie Chaplin among others on it, 2 Dynamite magazines one with Brady Bunch on it and the other with Empire Strikes Back on it (I used to get those when I was a kid). Then we went over to the New Hope store and I got sheet music for" The Wish That I Wish Tonight" w/Barbara Stanwyck and "Wishing Will Make It So" w/ Irene Dunne and Charles Boyer (they had no prices on them and the cutiepie at the counter gave them both to me for .19 cents!)and a copy of Jeanette MacDonald's -Naughty Marietta on VHS.

We went over to Half -price books (I'm still looking for that book for you Joy!) and I picked up a few things there. 
-Charlie Chaplie :The Forgotten Years DVD
- V is for Vampire by David J. Skal
-The Complete Book of Oscar Fashion by Reeve Chace (it's all velvety fuzzy too!)
-My First Years With Bing by Kathryn Crosby (signed edition)
-Hollywood at Your Feet by Stacey Endress  & Robert Cushman
-Kellogg's Cookbook

We then ate at Baker's Square. I had a yummy BBQ Bacon Crush Burger ( I recommend it!!!) and Strawberry Rhubarb pie. The waitress we had was really nice and she looked kinda like Kate Moss (if Kate was from a small town) and the other waitress that had her shift end while we were there went into the bathroom and tarted up in some slutty outfit,came out  and then plugged in her hair straightener in the corner by the back tables.Then she put on her make-up in the mirrored wall by the booths in the front of the restaurant. Then went back to the corner and started doing her hair. Maybe it's me but uh,I found it highly inappropriate.Sure there were only a few people including us in the restaurant but still! Do that crap in the bathroom. The restaurant isn't your own personal dressing room. Apparently she had a hot date and wanted people to know.

Then we headed home all stuffed to the gills. 

 

Well my toe is broken in 3 places. So now I have to wear a bandagey thing around it and a schnazzy black shoe thing with awesome velcro for atleast a month. I'm supposed to wear it 24/7 but it was hurting so I don't have it on very much.
Also,I got a lovely phone call from my Doctors' office saying I'm going to need to see a kidney specialist. Yay for me!
This year has just been awesome so far! Yep,that's sarcasm.

Well I either dislocated my toe (the big one on my right foot) or I broke it. It's crooked and turned funny and swollen. Hurts too. Anyway,I'll find out tomorrow when I have it looked at.

What a f***in s***ty ass day/night it has been. Actually from Saturday on it has been horrible. Top that off with a headache and life is just peachy!

My nose has been running and I've been sneezing like crazy. Lovely.

Ratt Pics


Stephen Pearcy Pics

Going to see RATT May 14th at the Medina Ballroom with Joy. Yay! Stephen Pearcy is,was and will always be hot!Anyway,I love the band! I can't wait!

Finally figured out the dang font problem. It was set to small on internet explorer,my eyesight may be good but shesh it was extremely tiny and hard to read. Now it's all better. 

Joan Jett Pics


Bad Time

(Joan Jett/Joey Levine/Kenny Laguna)

I'm holding my hand out to you
And you're walking away
You're moving your lips
But I can't hear a word that you say
My eyes are all filled
From the tears
That I spilled over you
All of these years
I just covered my ears from the truth


I don't know how
You could do this now
It comes at a bad time
You know me so well
So why can't you tell
That this is a bad time now
Hey don't even start
I'll tear you apart
This comes at a bad time
I don't wanna fight This doesn't feel right
It comes at a bad, bad time


Once you are out
You are out and
You're out there alone
You'll never get back
What you had
And you can't go back home
There's things that we said
In our head
That we don't have to say
Keep your thoughts
To yourself
Cuz it's better that way


I don't know how
You could do this now
It comes at a bad time
You know me so well
So why can't you tell
That this is a bad time now
Hey don't even start
I'll tear you apart
This comes at a bad time
I don't wanna fight
This doesn't feel right
It comes at a bad, bad time


I don't know how
You could do this now
It comes at a bad time
You know me so well
So why can't you tell
That this is a bad time now
Hey don't even start
I'll tear you apart
This comes at a bad time
I don't wanna fight
This doesn't feel right
It comes at a bad, bad time
I'm holding my hand out to you
And you're walking away

©2004 Blackheart Records.

Little Liar

(Joan Jett/Desmond Child)

I was taught to never tell a lie
To look you in the eye and tell it like it is
Always thought that you would be the same
It's such a shame that's not the way it is

I was fooled by your innocence
And my love for you was so intense
Was our connection only physical?
Well it got me through the night
Woke up and I saw the light

Hey little liar I believed in you
Hey little liar I believed in you
Hey little liar I believed in you oh

A simple question makes you look away
Your hesitation gives it all away
The self-protection in the way you move
If there's sadness in my eyes
It's because of all your little lies.

Hey little liar I believed in you
Hey little liar I believed in you
Hey little liar I believed in you
I believed in you

You want to sleep with me but hey that's tough
Why don't you call me when you're all grown up
If there's a change in you I'll know it's true
Hey little liar I believed in you

Hey little liar I believed in you
Hey little liar I believed in you
Hey little liar I believed in you
Hey little liar I believed in you
Hey little liar I believed in you
Hey little liar I believed in you
Hey little liar I believed in you
Hey little liar I believed in you
Hey little liar
Hey little liar
Hey little liar


©2001 Blackheart Records.

Last To Know

(J. Jett/J. Vallance/K.Laguna/A. Kessler/M. Dresdner/S. Moriarty)

There was a time I'd given you a piece of my soul
Now everything's changed and it's gettin' so outta control
Cuz I caught you one time then I caught you two times
You'd better walk away cuz now the truth's been told

You disgraced me how can you face me
I was the last to know
For all I tried to be
You still lied to me
I was the last to know

I been rackin' my brain and the truth is plain to see
You got no shame about what you've done to me
I believed you one time there wouldn't be another time
Get on your way cuz nobody rides for free

I thought you'd save me
But you betrayed me
I was the last to know
It was a sneak attack
You stabbed me in the back
I was the last to know

Sometimes I wake up in the middle of the night in a cold sweat
The sheets are wet all these crazy thoughts going
Round and round in my head thinkin' 'bout the things we said
Some things wedone somethin' happened somethin' changed
I'm not sure what I'm notsure who to blame

I got somethin' to say an' I hope it's getting through
Cuz I know what I gotta do what I never ever wanted to do
I warned you one time but now you crossed the line
It's too late now cuz I'm done with you

You disgraced me how can you face me
I was the last to know
For all I tried to be
You still lied to me
I was the last to know

©1995 LagunaticMusic/Almo Music Corp./Testatyme Music BMI/ASCAP

Nothing exciting happened this weekend,just watched some movies.

-Twilight: New Moon -- I actually liked it better than the first one. Nicolas watched it with me.
-Bad Lieutenant :Port of Call New Orleans -meh,it was alright. It's a Nicolas cage movie so it had to be seen by moi.
-The Informant! - Really good movie. Matt damon was great as usual.