Let's Go Hiking In Iraq
Hah, you fell for it, fake title!
Real title: Lost-O-Rama
I have been getting DVDs of the Lost series at the library. I started to watch when it was still on tv, though not from the beginning.
I hadn't watched for long, when it started on the theme of The Others kidnapping babies. I hadn't watched the beginning of the series, so wasn't caught up in any of the other threads. If it was going to be about mysterious instances of babies missing, I couldn't watch it I guess. I guess that's why I quit watching, even though it was somewhat compelling.
I didn't know then I was multiple or had a missing baby in my life, that I had ever been pregnant, that my mom had taken me for a "vacation"at 5 1/2 months of pregnancy, and that the pregnancy was terminated.
That was a prime incident that apparently ate at me, one that was important in me discovering my own multiplicity.
I think I lost interest in TV after that--I wanted to get interested in this show, it's my kind of show. It keeps you wondering, it's about survival and weird experiences. But people in my system did not know whether I knew about any of it, and either wanted to hide it out of selfishness--what the hey is a poor woman doing getting pregnant off a happily married guy who she knows she will never see again, when she has no damned money anyway?--"we'd better hide this, she'll find out and we'll be in trouble". Or was it, "she can't know, she'll be hurt"?
I remember at one point someone deciding that if someone is living in a delusion, and they live in a mental institution, and they are happy, what's wrong with that?
And that's how it was, the core was gone for whatever reason, obviously not being able to live in the real world. But A.) people in real mental institutions are not necessarily safe, there are abusive staff members, and abusive family members who rip them off, keep them there when they no longer need to be. And there are al kinds of other problems that can arise.
And did whoever decided it was okay, that Liz was happy and just fine where she was, did they consider she might be back? Might get cured?
I say "I " decided Liz was happy, but we do not even know who we are all. Ben didn't know who the hell he was when he first posted here, made an entry at
multiplicity basically saying "who am I?" Then he figured it out. Barry is the one who will make the first 2 letters of a sentence capitalized, and Ben--will use every feature of the Rich Text function to get across the important points and mile long entries, full of emotion to get his point across and describe the situation. Like the one with KB in the church bus where he arranged to threaten someone with a fork and cuss at her to get her off our back. And so on and so forth.
Ty, we don't know what his mark is, other than maybe having an English accent when he's typing?Gina seems like she's up today, very precise nonaccented American, just like Liz on the phone.
Si? Not sure, as he's Silent Si.
IT's interesting that Autistic One, the one who has been with us since the body was about 12 or 13, seemed to respond to praying.She had been handflapping because of being in the basement I guess, sniffing, upset. At the mention of Iluvatar--some were praying in the Spirit. And one prayed to Father Iluvatar, was praying in Elvish or Westron--methinks Westron.
She just relaxed immediately, this never happened before.
Real title: Lost-O-Rama
I have been getting DVDs of the Lost series at the library. I started to watch when it was still on tv, though not from the beginning.
I hadn't watched for long, when it started on the theme of The Others kidnapping babies. I hadn't watched the beginning of the series, so wasn't caught up in any of the other threads. If it was going to be about mysterious instances of babies missing, I couldn't watch it I guess. I guess that's why I quit watching, even though it was somewhat compelling.
I didn't know then I was multiple or had a missing baby in my life, that I had ever been pregnant, that my mom had taken me for a "vacation"at 5 1/2 months of pregnancy, and that the pregnancy was terminated.
That was a prime incident that apparently ate at me, one that was important in me discovering my own multiplicity.
I think I lost interest in TV after that--I wanted to get interested in this show, it's my kind of show. It keeps you wondering, it's about survival and weird experiences. But people in my system did not know whether I knew about any of it, and either wanted to hide it out of selfishness--what the hey is a poor woman doing getting pregnant off a happily married guy who she knows she will never see again, when she has no damned money anyway?--"we'd better hide this, she'll find out and we'll be in trouble". Or was it, "she can't know, she'll be hurt"?
I remember at one point someone deciding that if someone is living in a delusion, and they live in a mental institution, and they are happy, what's wrong with that?
And that's how it was, the core was gone for whatever reason, obviously not being able to live in the real world. But A.) people in real mental institutions are not necessarily safe, there are abusive staff members, and abusive family members who rip them off, keep them there when they no longer need to be. And there are al kinds of other problems that can arise.
And did whoever decided it was okay, that Liz was happy and just fine where she was, did they consider she might be back? Might get cured?
I say "I " decided Liz was happy, but we do not even know who we are all. Ben didn't know who the hell he was when he first posted here, made an entry at
multiplicity basically saying "who am I?" Then he figured it out. Barry is the one who will make the first 2 letters of a sentence capitalized, and Ben--will use every feature of the Rich Text function to get across the important points and mile long entries, full of emotion to get his point across and describe the situation. Like the one with KB in the church bus where he arranged to threaten someone with a fork and cuss at her to get her off our back. Ty, we don't know what his mark is, other than maybe having an English accent when he's typing?Gina seems like she's up today, very precise nonaccented American, just like Liz on the phone.
Si? Not sure, as he's Silent Si.
IT's interesting that Autistic One, the one who has been with us since the body was about 12 or 13, seemed to respond to praying.She had been handflapping because of being in the basement I guess, sniffing, upset. At the mention of Iluvatar--some were praying in the Spirit. And one prayed to Father Iluvatar, was praying in Elvish or Westron--methinks Westron.
She just relaxed immediately, this never happened before.