Depression?


We've been lying in bed, tho' watching movies a lot. We are thinking that Liz naturally tends to be rather thin, but that the rest of us overeat. This could actually be the lesser of two evils. But we do hate being pudgy. Bugger.

Actually sent 2 emails, so we are interacting with the outside world. We've been isolating so much. We did get some answers to who were the most recent splits in Liz's life.

Someone has been giving off some Latin phrases lately, wonder who that is. Liz took Latin in High School, but it was to get away from someone in French class. The person was actually pretty nice, but we were afraid she was uncool. Wrong reason to take Latin, we sucked at it and the instructor said Liz had a bad attitude in general. Anger at the system on the outside was pretty much the cause there.

DREAM: There was a very unusual dream this morning that Liz's older brother said he had decided to accept the principle of "the Program", our 12-step is mainly Al-Anon. He was going on and on, and we very calmly and helpfully we said that sarcasm was definitely thought to be not useful in the Program, definitely contraindicated. He was like, okay, right then, and quit it. How amazing. At that point we were somehow in a new house for Liz's family, and also possibly in a haystack. If that makes any sense.

Then the dream switched to being about astrology. Venus in Liz's chart was in Virgo when she was born, a rather unhappy spot for Venus. It was toward Autumn in the dream, and the planet was about to enter Scorpio or Cancer. Trine or Conjunct the sun, which is good. Though, Venus in Scorpio again isn't at her happiest. In Liz' real chart, it might actually be entering Scorpio soon. The birth chart is supposed to progress one degree for each year. Not sure we really want to know, but whatever. It felt at least comfortable in the dream, and the idea was that from now on somehow life would be somewhat easier, at least rather in the clear. Very strange dream since this is a subject that is on the brain nearly every day, but off the top of the head this is the first dream we remember about it. At least in recent memory.