Fred

Damn, it's been awhile. Just got to school and had some time to kill, so I thought I would hop on to tell anyone who still reads this damn thing about my life.

Lissa went loopy, no surprise there huh. She won't let me see ty till we go to court. Not a big problem, except lawyers are a bit expensive. I have been putting back as much as possible whenever possible and will make my first $250 deposit first week of August. That will get him started on the mountain of paperwork and depositions we will need. I will have my boy back soon enough.

My fiancee and I just bought a house on the south end. Well, we used her credit to buy the house since it was well over one-hundred thousand dollars to get a low intrest rate. She has kept her credit immaculate so we just used hers since mine is, well, not so much...lol. We refinance in November in which case my credit will also be used so it will truly be our house. We have to wait till after we get married in September to get a low rate in November, or something like that. We will get married on September 15th. Not to big, only 100 guests. Although I have to wear a tux, blah, I can't wait.

I am still working at the same joint. They made me Dept head which is insanely stressful, but the perks are worth it. More vacation and all the overtime i could ask for, which is where all the real money is at anyways. I will be there 3 years in December. I never thought i would be at one job that long.

I am attending ITT Tech to obtain my computer networking associates degree. I will graduate in march due to my quarter off or i would have been graduating in December. Not to mention, I have switched majors twice...lol. College is easier than i thought it would be it's just finding the time to do the work is where i run into problems. I have kept my GPA above 3.0 so that's something i suppose.

Alright, I have to take a trip to Carr's class to get some info on an assignment. pz.

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Ok, now that it's outta my system....hahahahahahha, it's still funny. anyways....Life is killer...I have a great son, the best thing in my life...lissa and i are doing good w/ lil man...he's well behaved, unless he's tired..lol...but for the most part, i say no and he listens. If he's fighting sleep though, he don't give a shit, he'll do what he wants..lol. Also i have a beautiful girlfriend who i love, and i've been w/ for 3 months tommorrow..it doesn't seem that long though...seems longer..lol. the 2nd biggest thing in my life. And i drive a Cadaliac, granted, it's a lil old(1991) and a lil squeaky...but it's a god damn Cadaliac..lol...all leather interior, runs killer, and power for days...The same old job though...But, when we move to the new building, i'm getting put in charge of all of our fabrication machines...Edging, beveling, CNC, Grooving, etc. The idiots are making me a manager. lmao. But that's not till after the 1st of the new year, so just the usual right now. So yeah that's about it...i'm out.

Long dayyyyyyy....Tyler woke up at 6, which was all good, cept since he didn't take a nap today yet he's got his pissy pantz on...we went to my company picnic at Gantz Park and i thought for sure he would be pooped from that, but not my boy...he's ready for more...so i was thinking about going to Crystal's(oh yeah, we're dating...Yeah for me!...lol) but she had to go help her sis w/ something so i got no clue when she'll be back, and moms is driving me nuts...i gotta get outta here...plus Tyler will prolly pass out as soon as we get in the car...so yeah...just sitting here, dying to leave and getting pinched by Tyler...lol. gotta go, he fell on his ass and he's pissed about it..lol..laterz

it's been forever since i wrote in this thing....um, Tyler is getting soooooooooooooo big.....he's is sooooo close to walking too...he takes like two steps then i think he gets scared and falls....he relizes what he's doing then is like "whoa" and drops...lol...he'll get it down soon enough..and he's got this thing where he says "huh?" when u say something...it's so cute....or when ya cough or sneeze like he's asking if ur alright...lol. So cute.

Job is going killer...great ppl there....i broke up w/ Candace cuz, well...she got kind of annoying after spending more than 20 mins w/ her....lol...plus her kid had this constant whine that just drove me ape shit...that kid was a whining fool...over nothing...just cuz he could...omg it drove me nuts....So i'm kinda talking to this gurl at my work named Crystal....total hottie....she's been engaged till about a week ago...and i've been flirting w/ her constantly...lol...so i grabbed her hand yesterday and she didn't pull away so i think i'm in there...plus when she did finally let go...she grabbed it again....if not in there i'm damn close...lol....i mean this chick is absolutely beautiful and a total sweetheart..(she said "damn, why are u so nice?"...*big grin*)...my moms saw me give her a hug and she was like "wow..she's beautiful" and if mom says that, the gurl has to be hot..lol...she's said that only twice, two gurls...Crystal and one gurl i dated in high school...she's so picky...lol...anyways...Crystal's ex-old man is out the door cuz he got introduced to extacy...lol...moron...choose X over her...no fucking way....anyways...I'm taking her out to lunch tomorrow...if we do start dating i'll drop a line cuz i will be one happy mofo...lol..Um, i finally got my car running killer this weekend, where i would trust it to take Tyler in, but my dumbass let the insurance lapse, so i gotta get insurance next weekend, then i can start picking him up n stuff. That's about it....just the usual shit..lol...lata.

It's been a hella long week w/out Tyler being here..shitty...i miss the lil guy sooooooooooooooo bad......but he comes back tomorrow, YAY!!!!!!!!!!

Last weekend was real entertaining....Well...Thursday Amy pulled a straight Casie on me...i was like "whoa, where did casie come from?" I'm not trying to say anything bad about casie, but it's just not something i want in my life anymore...so we broke up needless to say....Well, Friday night, after Tyler left, i went down to campus w/ Danielle, Lucas, Rachel, Caleb, Craig, and Josh...Got wayyyyyyyyyyyyyy to hammered...lol...woke up at Rach and Caleb's house still kinda drunk...Then John calls and asks if i'm ready to go out to Belfountain(Indian Lake) and get drunk again...hahahaha....his exact words...he said "morning, ready to go get obliterated?" lmao...i was like ahhhhhhhhhh, sure why not...lol...we got out there at like 12:30 and his cousin Candace was there, the one i was flirting w/ the last time i was out there....So we were out on the boat watching the fireworks, and kinda starting kissing...still haven't figured out how, but i finally starting drinking again and by that point i was toasty again..lol.....So anyways, we're kinda dating now...lol...we spent all day sunday together, and monday, and tuesday night after i got off work....she is a great gurl...so sweet...such a hottie...and responsible as hell for a 18 yr old...she holds down 2 jobs like it ain't shit...anyways...she works till midnight tonight, so imma call up Jim, and Brent and see what their doing....pz.

Oh yeah..."you know who u are", please leave me outta ya'll's drama...just like i told her, i don't want involved...all i wanna do is see my son and avoid lissa whenever possible cuz we can't stand one another...i got no beef w/ u or anyone else on here for that matter...i got my own life away from here finally and i just wanna live it...if ya'll got issues, leave me outta of them.

Well, lissa just came to get Tyler and i've got some time to kill b4 muh baby gets off work so i thought i would drop a few lines about my weekend....well, Friday night i got out of work early, i'm not sure how i pulled that off but i did, anyways, I went n picked up my gurl and we went out to Applebees,(oh yeah, i got my car running, but it's still leaking fuel from somewhere so i'm not taking Tyler in it till i can stop the leak) ate some goooooooood food...Met up w/ Caleb and Rach and we went out to shoot some pool. Got a lil toasted, spent the night at Amy's. Woke up Saturday, went to work, got outta there around 10:30, then John and I went over to the junk yard to get some parts for his ride. We found one Avenger in the whole place and it was stripped bare...so we said fuck it and went to kick it at his friend dave's house, who has the killer house. Chilled there for awhile, drank some beer then we all decided to head to the bar...i called Amy and she met us there w/ Rach. Caleb had to work but he met up w/ us later....again...got a lil toasted...and spent the night at amy's...lol. Woke up sunday not really looking forward to the family thing i had planned...but i went anyways...it was hella ackward for the first 2 hours but once pops and i got some beer in us we loosened up...we went up to his real dad's house on Indian Lake near Belfountain....HUGE lake....he's got 3 jet ski's 2 boats, one is a fishing boat the other was a pontoon boat. I made John roll up there w/ me...so me, him, and my pops took the jet ski's out....john kept flippin his...he spent more time in the water than on the jet ski..lol....dad and i were doing pretty good till i dumped mine doing about 40...that's what the speedomodoter said the last time i looked down...i saw a pontoon boat so i was gonna jump the wave that was left in it's wake...i jumped it, and landed sideways, smacked the water hella hard and it tossed me, and my foot smacked the handle bars on the way off so it's all swollen now and hurts like a mofo....all in all a good day though...it went a lot smoother than i thought it would...i figured dad and i would fight and i'd be home by noon, but it was a nice day....i guess we're both getting older now and we just don't care about the dumb shit anymore....i will never forgive pops for the shit he's pulled, but i'm starting the let the grudge go...life is to damn short to be pissed at someone all the time. Welp...i better get off here or imma be late and won't be able to surprise her....lataz.

awww....let's throw a pity party....1..2..3..awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww....poor lil lissa...your life is so tough..psh....i wasn't bitching about having Tyler that weekend...i'm always more than happy to have him, but u gotta get something through ur very thick skull...u ain't gonna talk shit about me and try to make me look bad and not expect me to fire right back...i don't play that shit...actually u better be fucking grateful i love my son and i'm here to help raise him, so u can have your prescious one day to yourself..."omg, i gotta have my one day to get hammered and act stupid or i don't know what i'll do"...c'mon melissa...and another thing...i won't be spending father's day w/ my gurl, i made plans for my father to come up here b4 Tyler was even born, so don't try to put me on a guilt trip cuz u wanna babysitter for sunday.

hrm...good weekend....Fri night, moms went to circleville so i had a lil party goin on over here...I called Amy, John and Craig and then they called about 8 more ppl, so this lil apt was packed....I hooked up the stereo through the comp and i was playing songs off kazaa....it sounded killer too..then we all decided to go across the street to City Limits and party...closed the bar down...Amy and i came back here n crashed. John met some blonde chic and i guess went home w/ her...i haven't talked to him since so i dunno..lol...Anyways...Amy and i woke up, and went to get my car...i had AAA tow it up here so i can work on it...but i climbed under it and saw all 3 fuel lines have holes in em, so i gotta replace all three which is gonna be taxin...each one is like 50 bucks....i was gonna use the ones off my beretta, but those are gonna be goin out soon anyways, so i have to buy new ones....Well, Amy went home to shower n stuff, and i did the same, then i went over to the new Wal-mart, which was hella packed....u could barely walk through the isles....Met up w/ Amy bout 3:00 and we went to go see a movie...then we came back here n chilled for awhile till moms got home then i went over to Amy's for the night. But, we had a lil argument so i came back here...till about 2 when she called and said she was sorry, then i went back over...lol...Woke up at 7, no idea why...took a shower and then i just got back here maybe an hour ago...now i'm just kickin it till Amy calls me and we're going over to Media Play...till lataz.

P.S....it needs to be tomorrow night already....i misserz my lil man...lol...

I just got off a 12 and a half hour shift....my arms are like jello, the stitches in my hand are holding on for dear life, and i can't feel anything below my kneecaps...lol...longggggggggggggg day....i sliced my arm again, but this time it wasn't my fault...john was helping and tried to be like me and swing big ass sheets of glass around like it ain't shit, but he dropped a 40x24 piece which flew everywhere and sliced my arm up a lil...prolly need a couple more stitches...but fuck it...it'll be aight...and he wonders why we call him a walking clusterfuck...lol....the day started out killer...i got all my half inch shit done...then the 250,000 dollar machine said "FUCK YOU" and just completely colapased....it growled a lil too...lol...POS!....i kicked it so many times my foot lost all feeling...wheels were falling off, glass was breaking, smoke was pouring....all b/c one simple lil problem that i figured out at like 3:00 o'clock. i would explain the problem but u would have no clue what i'm talking about so what's the point. Point being of my rambling....i'm kinda tired....lol...uhm...that's about it....imma go talk to some ppl, then i be crashing...latez