please don't.

a woman and a fetus cannot have the same rights. it is either my rights, or the embryo's. this IS a zero sum game. and if i am forced to carry and bear a child i do not want, i will no longer believe that i am equal.

i can understand choosing to be against abortion in your own life, and feeling that you would not use the option. but i don't know how you can feel so superior to everyone else that you think what works for you is what is best for everyone.

and i hope i never have that kind of unwavering dogmatism that shouts "no, i know best and you don't know what is right for you." i will never respect someone who cries so hard for an unwanted child to be born into an unwilling and unable home but who cannot dirty their hands dealing with the fallout.

you are my only exception.

i read the email you sent me in the beginning of april every day for several weeks. this time i am almost alone and it's hard.

you had time.

i had to find you and tell you i need you.

driving in your car, i never never want to go home.

i would say yes.

how come we don't say it enough until it's too late?

some things just never change, and am i one of those things?

i'm glad i spent it with you.