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The Legionnaire's Lament

I'm a legionnaire
Camel in disrepair
Hoping for a frigidaire to come passing by
I am on reprieve
Lacking my joie de vive
Missing my gay paris
In this desert dry

And I wrote my girl
Told her I would not return
Terribly taken a turn
For the worse now I fear

It's been a year or more
Since they shipped me to this foreign shore
Fighting in a foreign war
So far away from my home

If only summer rain would fall
On the houses and the boulevards
And the side walk bagatelles it's like a dream
With the roar of cars
And the lulling of the cafe bars,
The sweetly sleeping sweeping of the Seine.
Lord I don't know if I'll ever be back again.

La la la la dam
La la la low

Medicating in the sun
Pinched doses of laudanum
Longing for the old fecundity of my homeland
Curses to this mirage!
A bottle of ancient Shiraz
A smattering of distant applause
Is ringing in my poor ears

On the old left bank
My baby in a charabanc
Riding up the width and length
Of the Champs Elysees

If only summer rain would fall
On the houses and the boulevard
And the side walk bagatelles it's like a dream
With the roar of cars
And the lulling of the cafe bars
The sweetly sleeping sweeping of the Seine
Lord I don't know if I'll ever be back again

If only summer rain would fall
On the houses and the boulevard
And the side walk bagatelles its like a dream
With the roar of cars
And the lulling of the cafe bars
The sweetly sleeping sweeping of the Seine
Lord I don't know if I'll ever be back again...

Be back again,
Be back again,
I'll be back again
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I'm leaving this place. But there's nothing I'm planning to take, just you ... just you.

All rejoice is the wonderfulness that is a new laptop! It makes me want to start blogging again. All shiny and new ... and new and shiny.
Sadly that is all I have to update about. Life is going swimmingly but same ol same ol. I guess I do not have so much angst to write about these days. Life is good and I can except that.

I do need a vacation though. I have been thinking about how a year ago I was in Paris and while its nice to think about the memories I miss it as well. Only two weeks but still such a beautiful place. I would like to travel anywhere in Europe. But it always comes back to money. Wish I could just win the lottery or something where a large amount of money comes in my possesion. Joe and I are still looking at getting a house ... but the more I think about it the less we can afford it. Its a good time to buy and there are a lot of benefits to getting one this year. But he will be getting the big bucks come August (hopefully) so we will just have to be patient and wait. Something I have said over the many many years I have been writing here. Its just one day you will wake up and life is over. I just want to live now! I get such anxiety and depression when I think I am stuck in one place. Why buy a house lets get out of Houston/Texas/The South asap!! These thoughs is what makes life hard for us.

At the very least I need a good long drive.
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Birthday #23

Was good. Mellow good. I didn't have a party, dinner, or even drinks. My boyfriend had the day off and we spent the entire day together. My best friend came over with wine and cheese after he got off work. Then my boyfriend took me to my favorite restaurant. After wards his sister came over and brought me a penis shaped cake (a chocolate cock I might add) and we watched a movie. I passed out. It was good.

Props to ex boyfriend #2 for having the decency to call and wish me a pleasant happy birthday. Ex Boyfriend #1 ... well he just makes me sad, but its not surprise and I am done with it. And have been for a long time. I wished he could have been that person that I could call and talk to for the rest of my life but no.

I am so happy right now. Money gets me down some times but in general everything is good. I have a great relationship with a guy who just want to make me happy and I just feel so good to be around. I love being taken care of and feeling so loved.

So it was a good birthday :D damn I'm getting old. haha.
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    good good
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  • 15:46 GO SPURS GO!
  • 19:55 2nd day popcorn. Nomnom it's recession-licious.
  • 20:55 Illegally downloaded twilight. Time to mock some bad acting!
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  • 08:52 Getting ready to leave Austin ... back towork tomorrow. But first a quick trip to San Marcos.
  • 23:49 Ok seriously I will be leaving #sxsw on Sunday next year. Way too many good shows were missed today ... SIGH ... back to work tomorrow. boo
  • 00:09 Working on #sxsw pictures. Got some good ones.
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  • 14:44 Like omg! There is nothing worse then bright eyes teeny boppers at a cursive show.
  • 14:45 For the first time I have been able to get tweets, texts, phone calls. Etc.
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