weekendd

  This weekend 2 of my friends had birthday partys and they both went out for dinner, how am i supposed to get around that? The first night I ate a lot and had candy too and felt sick I hadn't eaten all day before that because i knew we were going out. The next night was better because i rememberd how awful i had felt and i didn't want that feeling again. But i did have some cake this morning because we dind' get to eat it last night. If i say no to things like that they would ask why. They know i love cake so i can't say i don't like it.  But I'm feeling fine right now and just weighed in at 128 which is okay seeing how its in the morning and i ate. I usualy wigh myself right before i go to bed, that way if i do it at the same time everynight its more consistant. I try to only weigh my self in bra and undies because i feel like my pants probably weigh alot. I have to sneek around to weight my self because its in my parents bathroom, in their bedroom. Well so far so good but I have to think up an excuse for not eating dinnner tonight. any good ones that work?