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Well i have to go and get my bro here shortly from the highschool....*

not much has been going on lately...just been christmas shopping and i'm so xcited about this year! i'm totally decking ryan's ass out this year!!!!...not just a couple things...alot of things that will actually mean something and he's going to love it! he told me he spent sooo much money on me this year and i think i know a couple but iono he's got me in the dark so bad...if i could just sneek and find some...but why ruin it?....LOL and i think i my brother and mom should be quite surprised also!! and i also got...Mindy...Jacki....Kelso...and shan gifts this year...love em* =0)  anyways in all the shopping i ended up buying myself a new yes...NEW Dooney...she's beautiful...anyways ryan was like i was going to get you another...so...he said he was glad i went ahead and bought it...cuz he didn't know which one to get me and he gave me back the money i paid for it...what a sweetie!* which i think he would have picked a winner anyways cuz he picked out my celery bucket....and i love it to death...so now i have THREE...and i think after x-mas i might purchase another one!.....*

I need a new JOB...bob's is going to be the death of me and i hate to die this early in life....way to many teen's working there i know i'm still one but i don't want to here hs drama anymore....it's so annoying...and all everyone does it fight ugh...i mean stop! so i think i'm going to start looking next week on monday i don't even really care what i do and i'm being truthful!*

so me and ry didn't have to work today...yay! we went out and did a lil more x-mas shopping and i ended up buying the new mario super strikers soccer game for myself  the game is soooo much freaking fun! =0)

Next tuesday is my Morning shift bob's xmas party i can't wait i think it's going to be fun...maybe i should just switch to days there...alot less stress! anyways i need to still get beth a girft...hmm....i'll come up with something!

me and shannon are going to head off to the outlet malls next week....should be some fun!

Welp got to go get the Bro!

XoXo KaY~*

 

I love Ryan 

first off happy thanksgiving to everyone!!
...holiday's are so depressing...just knowing that people you loved are gone now...=0(

Tomorrow is the biggest shopping day of the year and i've decided to work a double? hmm oh well i guess more money for the holiday's! but also i don't know if i would want to be out in the mix of all the crazy ass people!!

i haven't updated in forever so i decided it was time...me and ryan are awesome! i love the kid more than life it's self...i think i have the best...anywho...work is alright everyone there gets on my fucking nerves...=0) yeah so i'm looking for something else to use up my time in...all everyone does there is argue or fight and i'm tired of it personaly...

I'm trying to figure out what to get my fam for christmas...i've got ryan started but he won't tell me what he wants and that dosen't help at all...i'm about done with my bro...i've got him some pretty sweet uk stuff and i'm going to get him a new game for his new XBOX360...the thing is awesome! and some like converter for his ipod...i know i have to go to kenwood to get that...* my mom is about done too...she was so simple this year! and for who else i have to buy for who know's what i'll think of...*

past couple of days have mostly been so slow....and it's so stinkin cold i don't want to go outside so i started to finish my senior scrapbook (yeah i know it's almost been a year) oh well and i started thinking about all the times everyone had and how well we all used to get along and like each other and then something happend and oh well now but i thought about that as i was putting my finishing touches on it! i think it's going to be so weird in 10 years when we all "really" see each other again and how much we all have changed and who we have become...it's weird that time went so fast i think it's just now hitting me that i've been about for about a year...and how just when you got to know everyone...it was time to say good-bye.

well i'm about to head up to my baby's house and spend some time wif him! we went to meijer's earlier today and i do think that everyone in hamilton was there! all i needed was some stuff to make some dip...but goodness was it packed...i don't know what we'll do tonight...watch so tv prob! i love just laying around with the kid...good times...it's weird how no one else in the world even matters to me anymore than him...i mean yeah my mom and bro and a select few i even consider my friends anymore but yeah it's weird how i've changed...i think i do love it...

well bye for now...

love ya's Kay~*

I love my baby Ry!



Nobody gonna love me better i'm gonna stick with you forever...nobody gonna take me higher i'm gonna stick with you <3 

well well...didn't go into work tonight...lied...i had a massave hang over! ugh!

well me and jacki weren't feelin' to great...so we all stayed at jacki's house and i felt like total f'ing shit this morning...so we layed down and at 1pm i threw up...needless to say wow i felt better!

then we went and played softball with ryan's dad's side of the fam...and all there friends it was fun well i watched but ryan jacki and matt all played...and cute lil jake pitched...feelin a little well now...=0) horray!

hung out with kelso the other night i was so glad! michael's pool hall we had fun! cept for the weird guy's in there! I love that girl...even though i hadn't seen her in a while things just picked up like normal for us! needless to say were going to hang out more now! =0)

phone rang today...and it said Amanda! i was so happy...i was just talking about her the other day...so i'm going to go hang out with her tomorrow when i get off of work...i haven't seen her since...last nov...almost a year...she's such a sweetie!

so tomorrow night is the fireworks...well we fig...were all going to dinner Me Ryan Jacki Matt and i don't know if Jeff and Renee are coming? well anyway we might go watch fireworks i dono there was so many people down there last year it was crazy!

well i guess i'm going to go and lay down catch some ZzZzZzzz's before work tomorrow maybe spend some quality time with my guy...

Love ya's Kay~*

I Love Ryan

Well i fig i better vent before i blow....well i hate girls...and i mean it i hate them...well not all but yeah most...i mean who is ok for one minute and pissed the next i can't take that shit...and why the fuck do girls get mad and hold grudges? i mean why guys don't do that shit they get over it or..don't worry about it...it makes me wonder actually....someone needs to figure all this out i think....i'm sick and tired of people honestly...i mean i am except for like who i hang out with...and kelsey...and some of the girls i work with...why is it that girls act like that...act like they are 4 until they are 40 or something always fighting and being bitchy...i can't stand it anymore i just don't give a shit anymore...i don't care you girls go be stupid altogether!!*

So kels called me Saturday! yay!! i hadn't talked to her in a while...out of all the girls i was friends with IN highschool i think she understood me the most we got along like speghetti and meatball! lol

Saturday me and ryan went to jacki's and hung out and had some big time FUN!! lol* ended up staying there since he couldn't drive!! lol

Worked sunday morning...till about like 3 and then me and ryan got all perdy'd up and went out and saw 40 Year Old Virgin...it's a great movie...hilarious...if you have not seen it GO AND SEE IT...=0) then we went over to uno's and grabbed a bite to eat...it was mmm good!! and i talked to kelso for a little while...* and then fell asleep at ryan's until 2am and mom i guess woke up and realized i was not in the house...so she gave my cell a ring-a-ling and i got in trouble...hmmm...hate when that happens! she will get over it though!*

Today consisted of me waking up to an empty house....i do love that....i don't know where my mom was and of course my brother was in school!  so i had the house to myself...PLUS* so i did some laundry trying to get caught up...which was nuts i had way to many dirrty clothes...so i organized my clothes my color which needed to be done really BAD....looks marvelous now!! =0) went and picked up my check from BOB'S!! and headed over to Wal-Mart...got some hangers and some misacalanious <= (( is that spelled right)) things and then came home...*

well i'm sitting here talking to kelso...and listening to Raymond in the back ground...and i guess i'll go get some grub...and relax....since i need it for such a hard day i've had..Haha!*

well i guess that's about it for now....i'm going to go...*

Love ya's *KaY*

I love my baby!*

 

It's getting soon to go and see RASCAL FLATS...yay!! i'm so excited!!! =0)

 

 

 

well let's see...alot has been going on!

I've been shopping like something crazy lately!! lol and been hanging out with Jacki and matt and ry alot lately...we all went and ate at chipolte (spell check) and went to hustler then!...that place is so great =0) and then we had to go cuz everyone had to be up early for work but me!!

hmm...i've been thinking about some things lately...it could be harsh if i write on here though! lol

sunday night i went out with everyone from work omg it was so much fun! we went to mike's pool hall and it was a BLAST i love those gals!! =0)

ohh and ryan just told me he got me RASCAL FLATS CONCERT TICKETS i'm so xcited!!! <3 yay!!

i think sunday Jacki..Me...Ryan..and Matt are all going canoeing...can't wait!! =0)

love ya's (some of you)

I love Ryan

Muah Kace~*

well i guess i should update since i haven't in a long time....hmmm....

well saturday i worked and i got off at like 7:30 which was f'ing awesome so Ryan Matt Jacki and myself all camped out...which was soo much fun...i never knew i was so crazy till that night...jacki is so much fun! oh lord...i would go into detail but you know...*  well the next morning we went out to breakfast at golden corral and then we all went to the mall which i may add me and jacki did get some super cute things! =0)  so we spent most of the day with them and then we went back to ryan's for his bro's b-day!...oh and my big thing...ok so saturday night i went and got in my car and no stations on my radio would come in...hmm...well i called ryan and asked him what was wrong and he said my antenna well i thought it was the one inside and no well sunday morning when we were all leaving for breakfast i realize someone stole my antenna...so who ever out there has it...YOUR WELCOME....ASSFACE...i mean it's like $15 i would have given you the damn money if you needed it...hmm....*

then last night was so funny...well bishop came over to ryan's and his next door neighbor has this kid named brandon and he plays with this kid zach down the road and well me ryan and bish were all hanging out remenising and shit and then bish left and called ryan and said to come down to his house cuz there was this hurt skunk in his driveway so we went down there and it was way close to the road so we were out there by the road...well...here comes the litttle boy down the road on the little dirtbike...so ryan said hey he waves and goes home you can hear him yelling for his mom and saying "there being reetardid...(he talks so weird) well the mom drags the garbabge can to the end of the road and stands there and stares at us....were like ok wtf...well ryan beeped his horn and waved at his neighbor driving by and then low and behold here come his damn parents up the road....so were leaving anyway and they said "HEY WAIT STOP" so we waited ryan gets out of the truck and his man is like up in his face like don't talk to my son....if he gets hurt i'm coming after you....WTF!!! right!! well he said we tryed to scare him of some shit and were like no there was a skunk by the road and shit...and he's mouthing and i'm about to scream...anyway words were said it was funny...we back out of the driveway on our way to hammyton to pick up some texas road house! and they are heading straight for kasey's door!! so we forwarn them...well pat delt with it LOL...and well come to find out the last neighborhood they lived in the people actually threw a BLOCK party when they moved....Yes people hate them that bad....and no one gets along with them here...they should buy land in the woods and stay away from people....i mean the mom punched a busdriver...who does that?...and the dad is a mini hulk hogan...i mean what are they going to do when both of there kids get made fun of for let's say whining...uglyness...band...and i could go on but i do not have the time...crazy asses....let's imtimidate everyone~* BlAh...

anyways worked a double today..payed off $98!! =0)...this elderly man who comes in is awesome his name is charlie and something about him reminds me of my pa-paw so i am always talking to him he's soooo sweet!!

all and all everything is great...got someone to work for me sat!! sweet ass!  me and ryan are going to the preble county fair with matt and jacki...should be fun =0)

tomorrow i'm going to go shopping i think....i need to blow some $$$MULAH$$...plus i can never have enough!!! =0) i got more jeans i now have 62 paris of jeans!! and i love them all!! i added to my skirt collection 49! =0) ....ohhh how i love life!!

well i'm going to go hang out with bish and ryan!!

I LOVE MY BABY!!...yesterday was our 1 year and 8 months i love that kid!!

Muah Kay

Might i start off the day by Lisa's journal entry which is so worth the read...IS!!..mighty powerful! =0)

Today i got up early it was like my mom wouldn't let me close my eyes every second she had a question or tell me something that i had to do...it's like let me F'ing sleep!!*  well i got up needless to say you can only fall back asleep so many times with in 5 minutes...went out with ryan he put in a J0B app and then we went into town and i had to pick something up for my mom....*

Last night i hung out with Jacki, matt and ryan...we hung out at matt's and went swimming and we grilled out...gool ol' time...and i think tonight we all are going to watch movies...we were going to go to the movies but i don't know when i will get f'ing cut off the floor!!* i'm so glad that me and jacki are hanging out again it's like when we wee little...and now that we hang out again it's like nothing has changed and that were still goofy and crap..* i don't know when we were little i could always trust her and she was so much fun to be around and it's like that again....yay!* i'm so glad...and i'm pumped were all going to be living together!!* all 4 of us....~!*

well i have to work tonight which i am not xcited about.....ok i mean like 1 or 2 new people are ok but not 8 or somehting crazy...this one girl i think she dosen't know shit and i don't know who let her out of her house she is so dumb!! i mean honestly!! i think she finds it in her way that she is to piss all of her customers off!!!* and my god i'm not even going to get started cause i'm afraid i'm going to  get on a rant....and that might not be good...all i know is that i don't know how much longer i will last there.....i mean come on!

i think saturday night Jacki, matt, ryan, and me are camping out...which should be *FUN* =0)

hung out with jenny the other night we ended up at texas road house...and talked and stuff we hadn't seen each other since our return to the states!! lol

but i think i'm gonna go and get luch happenin'

Love you all

Kace~*

I love RY

getting ready to take my bro to soccer...i've been so busy lately...working and hanging out with my baby and matt and jacki....this has been such a great summer... just saw kelso's gard party thing...ahh i haven't been on here in like 2 weeks i am so sorry!! i'm about to kill someone at work...hmm...when will it all end... on a better note...Me Ryan Jacki and Matt all might be gettin a place together!! which xcites me!! =0) but i have to go and run my bro to practice!!* Love ya's I LOVE RYAN!! **Lisa and KelSo**...we need to get togehter!

Just got back from FLORIDA last night....it was so much fun everyday me and ryan went to a diff beach and layed out and stuff....we saw dolphins and manaray's it was pretty neat!...we stayed with his grandparent's and they live in this beautiful house with a inground pool and they live right on the canal with this huge boat!....we went boating...fishing...and ate at theses awesome restruants....it was alot of fun...one night we went to this huge steak house and i mean huge....i have never seen something so big....well i left my cell there well come to find out that his grandpa left his credit card there....lol...so we went back i went to go and check the table and underneath it plain as day lays a $20 bill.....sweet...lol....=0)  and we stayed in pigeon forge on the way home...needless to say it was awesome...!!

called up jacki and mindy and met them at the fair last night...it was fun...alot...well gee i saw people i haven't seen in a while and i start hearing about drama..lol....well we all sat down in the pit and watched the tractor thing and then me jacki ryan and matt all went to steak and shake and ate....and i went home i was so tired....

tonight i have to work yay for me....hmmm...and then when i get off i think jacki and matt are coming over to ryan's and we are all going to hang out...yay*

but oh well i going to go ryan is making lunch for us...love ya's

I LOVE MY BABY!!

Kay~*

 

so i hung out with jen yesterday....and today!! i love her she's so awesome and fun!! =0)

well today i picked up a shift at bob's and then i went and saw mindy's *NEW* badass sweet ride......*2004 Dodge Ram Hemi....RuMbLeBeE* it's black and the interior is black leather and has yellow also down the middle....i don't know but it is BAD F'ing ASS!!!!**

The day is coming......MONDAY JULY 18th i will offically be gone for 11 days....YES 11 days in FLORIDA just basking in the BeAuTiFuL sUn.....=0)  yeah you are sooo jealous!! i know right!.....anyways i think i'm going to have so much fun.....i'm getting a hermit crab too...i love those little fuckers!!*

well i'm at jen's right now and we are watching about 1.5 million kids.....no like 4 but still....3 are her older sisters...and one the little one lives next door....well she is screaming like someone just killed her!! mindy what a trooper holding her through it all.....AHH!

so i have decided when i get back from florida to try a new approach on life....yeah and i'll hope it works i just can't stand all of this nonsense!! i'm so stressed i'm like at the max and we will see what happens i guess..this getting away will be the best ever!* SCORE!

 

well it's night time for the wee one's and i'm helping and i have to say night...the little one's love taysie....lol =0) 

 

love for now.....MUAH

 

I LOVE MY BABY RY!!

 

*Kay*