musings redefined

OMG LOL so my sister normally sleeps with like half lids open but this time it's like yunho's and she's already on that rapid eye movement stage thing it freaks me out in this dark room at midnight wtfguise.

/run on sentence

We sang our hearts out at the official last recital of the school hymn during the graduation ceremony in the morning. Throughout the day, I felt nostalgic, anxious, gleeful, excited, relieved, sad, you name it. I didn't think I'll miss PCS this much. XD

The food was great! The chocolate trufle cake tasted phenomenal. ♥ Or yeah maybe I'm just a sucker for pastries XD
 
With how indifferent I may seem towards studying right now, I think even closest friends of mine would prolly have the slightest idea that I was once doing great in class. 

I've also realized there are really great friends. I have been with a bunch of people, different mindsets, different opinions, and each with their unique characteristics, of course. And I may have been a bit easily-influenced and a wee bit more gregarious than I should be, which isn't a good thing either.
That I failed to realize what I really am. What my real mindset and opinions are.

There are people I met this year whom I should thank a bunch for letting me realize that, and of course, for the last blissful memories of high school life I've had experienced. I may have been too "normal" being with some people before. But I sometimes think normal is too boring, right?! XD Either way, I am comfortable when Im with them. And you might not know this, but I LOOOOOOVE YOU GUYSSS.

Samantha, yes I'm mentioning you with your full name XD, though we didn't hang out that much this year, you've been a great buddy jsyk. You're awesome bb. I'LL MISS YOU, REALLY. <3

I hate myself for realizing much more earlier that I gotta go out of the flow. I may have been a bit low-spirited, and I need to get rid of these ghosts that hinder me, that scare me. Then I could make my own flow. I wish the best of luck to all seniors as we broaden our horizons, amidst the inevitable shadows and into the fulfilling sunshine.

In case you are reading this now, yurikaxd , I miss you girl <3 You might not know this, but you are my first best friend in paco. XD Good luck with college too bb :D

LOL long post is long. Sorry. XD

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JFC Yunho. ;_________;  Srsly, you guise, srsly.
This photoshoot. omygawd my hormonessssss. XD OH BOY!INDEED.

Im starting to have that im-hungry-but-i-don't-wanna-eat feeling. My stomach's like growlin' now, but idk, even fried chicken seems unappetizing to me. DX I tried eating the omelet mom cooked earlier but I can't finish the whole thing. And I looove eggs. XD I only ate about 1/4 of what I regularly consume.

I swear Im not trying to pull off that "avoid-food-for-diet" mindset. Ugh, maybe Im just tired.

Down with fever for three days. Lozenges were my best friends since Monday, I was coughing like crazy during class that it was quite embarrasing. XD

Practically doing nothing and being down in bed watching Spongebob made me feel nostalgic for some reason. Why do I feel so nostalgic lately? :( Im gonna miss the high school life, friends, and the pedobaits.

I've had too many absences already and I'm so dead tmr.

Finally updated my layout after a year! XD
jyoanu  jyoanu  jyoanu  jyoanu 

I just discovered something.
Oatmeal cookies make my life.
Especially those with raisins? Sweet jesus they own me.

So like always, I spent single-awareness day with pals. Went malling and watched "Paano na Kaya?" with the crew. Srsly though, I felt like sleeping halfway through the movie. I just don't get the hype over it. Or maybe Im just not a fan of local movies with the common love triangle, or maybe you can call it love square storyline. Camille met her Mr. Halo for the first time and it was really awkward. Or maybe it was just me. Talk about secondhand embarrasment. But it pretty much turned out fine at the end of the day. And they make a cute couple. Teehee. :))

Had a couple of issues on our way home. To cut the long story short, It took us like years to figure the way out of the mall, were forced to fall in the long line for a taxi ride but saw Dianne's dad and chased after his car and yeah, I've got pretty much some sore feet (stupid ingrown) and a severe headache. XD

Watching Hello baby cause Im not planning to get some sleep tonight. I.... just don't feel like it. XD   

I know I need to get a life, yes, and I know I didn't need to play with my hair and do my bangs. XD It looked like it was just slapped out of nowhere, unproportionally fitting with my hair and I won't be called joanne if this doesn't look hideous. Well I am so no, it isn't funny, amie. Oh wait, it is funny.

Staring into oblivion contemplating for ideas, I still left 2 projects unaccomplished. That research paper has been bugging me for weeks now. I absolutely have no interest on the topic, so I have no musings about it either. Talk about classrooms' gender separation issues and whatnot i dont even... Periodic Week is fast approaching too. Fuck my life. DX

Got home at around 9pm last last night. I just knew what my mom's expression would be. Now everyone at home thinks I went malling or something with friends. I finished a project, for srs, dammit. Well, can't blame them though. Haven't been home that late without informing them about it. And I had enough of your sermon since morn, dad :|

I swear Im straight. Yes. But I may have been having this girl crush on Amber. Im diggin' the androgyny. I mean srsly:

Well maybe it's the boyish image? Still, UNF. :'D

Just felt like clicking on the wtf tag at omona (cause that's how i roll to be distracted for some time at least) and im not surprised main page is dominated by netizen-related posts. XDD

And why am I still on lj when I have projects to finish? Fandom>Studying is still a trufax for mee.

Okaaay, im not really into Kpop so i just heard about dbsk's why did i fall in love with you from bea and she made me listen to it and... *spazzspazz* im srsly addicted to the song right nao THAT IT'S BECOMING QUITE DISTURBING. lolwhut?  It's so made of win and catchy and awesome and beautiful and sad and ugh. ♥♥♥ 

Re-watching Bambino. SRSLY, Im craving for some Pescatora or whatever Italian food there ~ >< Im on Ep5 now, and Jun's forced smile is made of crack xDD OMG WAI SO ADORABLE?? ;~;
Mom is liking it too xD YAY. :DD And oh btw, oh~ she promised to buy me the new KAT-TUN Album from CDjapan! :DD Why do I feel like saying 'Life is soo good.' ? xD

Srsly, I noticed Im so using the expression 'SRSLY' often. See? :O

Oh, one more thing before I shut up and give no words but mum, anyone else here who abhors megaupload?? >.<

So yeah. A useless!random post right there. xD Got nothing much interesting going on (can you tell? xD)
I guess that's it. Gotta pen off now. I mean, not really, cause 'pen' you know. xDD *shot* Yeah, fatuity attacks. xD Oh Gawd. Im so bored.

... should pretend to do photoshop. Or something. WHUT? *bricked*