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Roses are red violets are blue. Sugar is sweet and so are you. But the roses are wilting, the violets are dead…the sugar bowl’s empty and my wrists are stained red

I wish I were deaf so I couldn’t hear all the lies you told me

FUBU jacket: $50.00

SOUTHPOLE pants: $30.00

ROCKAWEAR shirt: $20.00

TIMBERLAND Boots: $120.00

Realizing your white: priceless

You know you got great friends when the only time they make you cry is when you’re laughing to hard.

Wanna fuck? Friend U Can Keep

So let me get this straight, you were leading me on, using me, keeping me waiting for something that wasn’t there, letting me get my hopes up for you, acting like you cared, and allowing me to start liking you more and more everyday because you didn’t want to hurt me?

I'm sorry for making myself feel better by making you feel like you weren’t good enough

Sometime you sit and you wonder if he can see it in your eyes…if he can tell you still love him; that there’s nothing you would rather think about than the times he held you in his arms. Can he see the tears? Because they sure are there, deep down, along with the pain and loneliness that you’re sure no one can see. Sometime you would give anything to be able to make him understand.

I want to know where you go at night when you leave my bed…

You know it’s meant to be when even when you can’t stand him…he’s still the only person on your mind

I know he’s not gonna call me anymore, and I’ve accepted that…but I can’t delete his number from my cell phone because if he does happen to call and make my day, I want to know it’s him.

When it’s over, that’s the time I fall in love again & you’re in my heart again

You can always close your eyes to things you don’t wanna see. But you can’t close you heart to things you don’t wanna feel

You don’t need to be "together" to get your heartbroken

He tore her heart to shreds

She said she didn’t care

The fire in her eyes as no longer there

She possessed the light of the world

Now what is left is cold as stone

The worst part is

In her eyes

He is still WONDERFUL

Then I see you standing there, wanting more from me, & all I can do is try

I say what I mean…but I don’t mean what I say

With him, it’s like taking me to the tallest mountain and showing me the world and saying…"that’s what you can’t have"

Crushes will only crush you. Falling only hurts you, hearts will only break you…if there is no love to save you…

I don’t mean to be a tease…but would you undo my zipper please?

Hairdressers tease it until it stands up…so do I

Sex is a sensation caused by a temptation a guy sticks his location in a girl’s destination to increase population for the next generation do you get my explanation or do you need a demonstration?

Jack and Jill went up the hill to fetch a pail of water. Jack got high and dropped his fly and asked her "you wanna do it?" Jill said yes and dropped her dress, stupid Jill forgot her pill and now they have a son

Sex is good, sex is fine, doggy style or 69, just for fun or getting paid, everyone loves getting laid!

Lick it, suck it, hold it, bite it, chill boys I was talking about a lollipop!

I say what I wanna say,

The rules aren’t applied

And if you have a problem,

Bitch, I’ll meet your ass outside

So kiss me baby with your hand violently up my skirt like I’ve always dreamed

He’s the guy that I so desperately try to push out of my head while at the same time cling to our memories with all my might…he’s the guy that I hate because I love him because I hate him…he’s the guy that no matter what he does to himself or to me, I’ll always love him. I knew him really well at one point, then he got lost, I tried finding him, but I realize he’s got to find his own way back, back to me? Maybe. I keep hoping that this will be my romantic love story, happy ending and all…but sadly I'm preparing myself, my heart, for yet again another disappointment

You’ll always have somebody if you’re nice to everybody

Silly rabbit tricks are for kids

And another version…

Silly faggot dicks are for chicks

What if I said that you never mattered? That I never lost one moment of sleep? What if I crushed all your dreams? Broke all the promises you swore to keep? Tell me how your life would be…if I did what you did to me

I don’t’ want to talk to you. Yet you’re all I can think about. I don’t want to hear your voice, but yet, all I want to hear is you say my name. I don’t want to see you. Yet I’m hoping that If I do, I’ll fall for you all over again

You know what? Someday I’ll get over you, I won’t wish for you and hope for you. And I’ll tell myself you’ll be mine but you know what else? I’m lying

At first they say it’s a crush because you think he’s cute and he knows how to make you smile. You like the way you feel around him. His touches give you shivers and your constantly blushing around him. But what happens when you can’t really see why he’s so attractive and he’s not so cute anymore, and your smiles have turned to tears. The feeling you get around him is now distant and he doesn’t touch you anymore so you don’t get those shivers, the blushing has faded because it seems he has too, yet you still love him just as much. Is it still a crush?

I hat the fact that you say you miss me

But you don’t’ do anything about it

There are two types of people, those who come into a room and say. "Well, here I am" and those who come in and say, "ah, there you are"

Here’s to the nights where the sand is your seat…the waves kiss your feet…your friends outnumber the stars and even the chilliest of nights are warmer than the cold one in your hand

Aww fuck it

Don’t even try that

Your cute face

With those puppy dog eyes

I’ve had enough of it

Aww please no

Don’t cry please don’t cry

Okay, okay you got me

I will love you, one last time

When you go to a candy store and there is that candy bar that is on the top of the shelves, and you can’t have it..well, that is like the boy you can’t have, so delicious and mouth-watering…but the sweet texture of his lips is Untouchable

I wanna guy who can shower with me without thinking about sex

Everyone asks me why I like a guy like you who ignores me, rejects me, confuses me, I wish I could answer them but I don’t’ know why. I just do.

You almost always pick the best times to drop the worst lines, you almost made me cry again this time. Another false alarm - red flashing lights - well this time I’m not going to watch myself die - I think I made it a game to play your game - and let myself cry - I buried myself alive on the inside - so I could shut you out - and let you go away for a long time

People say not to cry because it’s over, but to smile because it happened. But how can you do that when just thinking of the good times makes you cry because you realize what you are missing

Don’t tell me you want me. Don’t tell me you need me. Cause all I wanna hear is that you’ll never leave me

It’s hard to pretend you love someone when you don’t

It’s even harder to pretend you don’t love someone when you do

Why can’t I just get over you. Why do these feeling have to be true? Why do I have to care about you and why can’t I just forget all the cute things you do. I wish these answers I could se. I wish I could just forget about you…like the way you forgot about me

Boy just tell me how you feel

‘cause I can handle being "just friends"

but I can’t handle you leading me on

Men kick friendship around like a football and it doesn’t crack

Women treat it like glass and it falls to pieces

spiteful words hurt your feelings but silence breaks your heart

you walked out of the door - ditched me for a whore - told me I wasn’t shit - truth is that ain’t it- I know you miss me tons - because I was your number one

if you see me walking with someone else, it’s not because I like them

it’s because you’re not brave enough to walk beside me

so if I fall for someone else, it’s not because

I wanted to, it’s because you weren’t there to catch me

Single

Stay

Intoxicated

N

Get

Laid

Every Night

So next time when you look at my wrist and say

Nobody in this world thinks about you, you can

Remember-I do!

You don’t go to school to find your husband

You go to find you Bridesmaids

Fuck the fake bitches who talk shit

Fuck the people who spread shit

Fuck the people who believe that shit

What’s the point if the one person you love talking to the most doesn’t talk to you anymore?

Home on a Saturday night

With all my doors locked up tight

I won’t be thinking about you baby

Our scars remind us the past is real

Forget his name - forget his face

Forget his kiss and his warm embrace

Forget the things he used to say

Remember now he’s gone away

Forget the things he used to do

Forget the shit he put you through

Forget the love you once shared

Forget the fact that he once cared

Forget the way he said you name

Remember now things aren’t the same

Forget the talks you once had

Forget the thought it makes you sad

Forget that you said you would wait

Remember now his love is hate

Forget him when they play your song

Forget you once cried all night long

Forget he said he’d never leave

remember now he’s gone forever

Falling in love for the first time is easy it’s the second time around

After you had fallen and trusted that someone would catch you and they didn’t, when it becomes difficult to let yourself fall in love again

A great love?

It’s when you shed tears for him but still care for him

It’s when he ignored you but you still long for him

It’s when he starts loving another and yet you manage a smile and find the courage to say

(I’m happy for you)

well…I guess I’m trying to be nonchalant about all this and I’m going to extremes to prove I’m fine without you but in reality I’m slowly losing my mind, underneath the disguise of a smile gradually I’m dying inside. Friends always ask me how I feel and I lie convincingly. Cause I don’t wanna reveal the fact that I’m suffering. So I wear my disguise until I go home at night and turn down all the lights so then I can breakdown and cry

when you fell like giving up on someone…remember why you held on for so long

if I told you I can’t stop thinking about you

or just the thought of you makes me smile

or that I get butterflies when I hear your name

and that I want to be held tightly in your arm

would you think I’m crazy?

I’m a lover not a fighter but I’ll fight for the one I love

You’re the one who’s always in my head

You’re the one I dream of

You’re the one I think of as I lay in bed

You’re the one I love

Dumb girls need "air". Naughty girls need underwear. Sweet girls aren’t mean, funny girls make a scene. Perfect girls have class. Mean girls will kick you ass, smart girls will excel. Gossip girls will always tell, popular girls get the boys. Little girls play with toys, normal girls are nothing now, so which one applies to you?

I love him yes I do, he is for me and not for you if by chance you take my place, I’ll take my fist and smack your ugly face

I pledge allegiance to the flag Michael Jackson is a fag, he used to play with little toys and now he sleeps with little boys

I’m hanging out with the boys tonight, all six of them, and they’re all named bud

If the sea was vodka and I was a duck I’d swim to the bottom and drink my way up. But the sea isn’t vodka and I'm not a duck so hand me my vodka and shut the fuck up

Keep on partying until the end! Go get fucked up with all of your friends! And don’t’ be confused when the next morning they all call you a whore cause you don’t know who you did the night before.

Sex is like math: add the bed, subtract the clothes, divide the legs, and pray that you don’t multiply

Sticks and stones may break my bones but whips and chains excite me so throw me down on the ground and show me how much you like me

One thing I learned about:

Life- it goes on

Parents- I’m always wrong

Love- It’ll always last

People-they change fast

Life starts out It’s like a blank canvas, but as you live your life it is given many new colorful experiences and relationships so by the time you die the canvas is a beautifully colored masterpiece

No one can ever promise you they will never hurt you, because at one time or another it will happen. The real promise is if the next time you spend together will be worth the pain in the end

Fate is when you let go of the person you love but in the end.. You still end back with him because no matter how far apart you to are, god will always find a way to put you two back together. That’s how you know you were meant to be

Why can’t you come to realize that she loves you? Your all she thinks about, dreams about, wishes for, cries for, she loves you. She needs you. Lord knows she wants you. Hold her hand. Kiss her lips. Let her know she’s cared for. All she wanted was you. All she loved was you. All she needed was you. She thinks your worth it. But she’s wrong. You’re not worth it. You’re just another boy

When we begin to hate someone for who they are, we really start to hate ourselves for who we are not

You never can tell what kind of ex you will get until your walking down the hall a year after you broke up and they are still giving you nasty looks. Makes you wonder if ruining that friendship was worth it.

Sex can bond two people, but it can also tear them apart faster and more painfully than anything else

All girls are suspicious of girls that are "just friends"

Because we know the guys we’ve had that were "just friends"

We once thought of as more than a friend

When your with your friends go ahead and act "slick" but do me a favor and call me when you finally grow a dick

Jelly Bracelets-Fuck bracelets

Yellow head

Orange outdoor sex

Purple anal sex

Red lap dance

Green fingering

Clear whatever the person wants you to do

Blue oral sex

Black sex

White flash the person

Glittery hugging and kissing

Brown toss my salad

Glow-in-the-dark use sex toys

Pink strip

Glittery gold make-out

I hope the next town you run to

Has a girl that looks a bit like me

With the same bright eyes and smile

But she won’t have the touch I have

She won’t have the love I had

You think just anyone can send chills up your spine?

I remember the first time I fell for you, I knew then and there that it was meant to be…and I haven’t gotten up since

You always disappoint me, it’s kinda like our inside joke except it’s not funny

I knew the things you said were lies

But I didn’t know you could say them

And look me straight in the eyes

You don’t know what it does to me

Watching you watch her

The way I want you to be watching me

Before I met you my life was fine, you weren’t in my head, destroying my mind. But you came on strong and I wanted more a feeling that I never felt before. What was I to do? You finally came. I don’t want this ever to end but then you ran away

It’s useless to dream because nothing changes

I can’t believe you said I love you and I can’t

Believe I thought it was true but still after all

Of this shit I still find myself chasing you

I miss him…not enough to want him back..just enough for it to hurt

And I’ll ever want is for you to want me and not her

Just an old song

Just a mention of your name

Makes my heart break

I guess some things never change

Promises were meant to be broken I learned that from you

Girls give and forgive- guys get and forget

He was the one who made me smile the most but he was also the one to make me feel like shit the most

When you like a boy all you do is wonder, "does he like me?" and when he finally asks you out, all you do is wonder "when is he gonna break my heart?"

Girls are like phones we like to be held and talked to but if you push the wrong buttons you will be disconnected

Summer is coming

I can already feel the sand between my toes

And feel the summer breeze

As it blows

Friends are like condoms, they protect you when things get hard

It’s funny how the less you talk, the more you begin to realize it wasn’t meant to be, it’s funny how slow it began and how fast it ended. It’s funny how in the beginning he liked you but at the end he liked someone else. It’s funny how he meant everything to you but you meant nothing to him.

Sometimes it hurts more to smile in front of everyone than to cry all alone

Have you ever felt so alone, and nothing makes since? Well that’s how I feel right now. I feel like I’m facing everything by myself with nothing but tears and a fake smile

Inside I am ready to breakdown

This undying reality’s embrace

Shattered pieces cutting my soul

But…look at my beautiful smile

What can I say? I'm a good actress

I know I made a lot of stupid mistakes in my life but the worst one was thinking the person who hurt me the most wouldn’t hurt me again

I’ve found out why people laugh. They laugh because it hurts so much…because it’s the only thing that will make it stop hurting

Do you ever lie in bed, hoping that you’ll wake up in the emergency room and hear those words "she’s not going to make it?"…I do

I find it kind of funny. I find it kind of sad. The dreams in which I'm dying. Are the best I’ve ever had

Someone asked me if I knew you

Suddenly all the flashbacks came to mind

Then I said… "no, not anymore"

I act like I don’t care but deep down I'm lying cause every time I see you all over her I’m dying

Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never met

So talk down to me again

Remind me how pathetic I am

And how perfect you are

Knowing that you have someone else’s heart breaks my heart in half. And not because I hate her. And not because she doesn’t deserve you. And it’s not because I still love you. It’s because I always told you that you deserve the best and now I’m afraid that you found it.

When you say I'm beautiful I say "yeah right" but what I'm really saying is " do you really think so?" when you say good job I say "thanks" but what I'm really saying is "I love that you notice" when you say we’ll be together forever I say "I hope so" but what I'm really saying is "I hope forever never ends: when you say I love you I say " I love you too" but what I'm really saying is "never stop saying that" when you say that I don’t care I say " yes I do" but what I'm really saying is " I care more for you that you’ll ever know"

I am sick of pretending I don’t care cause obviously I do

I am sick of being treated like this, especially by you

I don’t want to heart that you don’t care..even though I know it’s true

I don’t want to know that you love someone new, even if you really do

Trying so hard to be perfect

Cause I know you’re worth it

I hate the way you can push me to the limits with the things you do, then you know just the right time to say something sweet to make me fall in love all over again and I forget every little reason why I was mad

How to tell if a guy likes you

he stares at you a lot

he hits you a lot (just play hitting)

he uses the first thing that pops into his head to start a conversation With you

he yelled "hi" to your mom that day she picked you up from school

he blew off his buds to see "run away bride" with you because you couldn’t get another girl pal to go and didn’t want to go alone

he tries to make you laugh anyway even if he gets hurt in the process

his voice gets softer when ever you two talk

you hung up on him and he called you back

you were invited by him to a group outing

he called you to talk about nothing at all

He imitates your laugh, okay you do snort sometimes. This makes you laugh even harder

He remembers little things you mention in casual conversations

He sometimes stares straight into your eyes

It’s almost like your virginity

Once you heart is broken

A piece will always be missing

You’re not my number one because

That would mean there’s a number

Two, there and four…and so on

And that’s not true..cause you’re my only one

I rock harder than you do simply because I’m hotter than you are and you know deep down that it’s bothering you

I knew it wasn’t going to be easy, I just didn’t think it was going to be so hard

Being with you is like dying and going to heaven, only without that awful dying part

You’re the only one that makes me

Draw stupid hearts in the margins

Of my paper

I want him to have it bad for me… I want him to change for me… I want him to change for me, I want him to let everything go for me… I want him to call me back when I hang up. I want him to be bored when he is with any other person except me… I want him to promise me he will love me the best he can.

I thought I knew you well

I thought you’d catch me if I fell

But when I fell you never came

That’s when I knew this was a game

So many things go through my head when I look at you, something like… man I hope he loves me too

You can tell yourself as much as you want that you feel nothing. You’re lying. There’s no way you can tell me you felt nothing when you saw her with him. I saw it. I know something hit you. You felt pain

There is always going to be that one awkward moment when you walk by that person and remember all that you once had

I really am one of those girls who cry myself to sleep at night. You probably never would have guessed I was one of those girls. But then almost ever girl cries herself to sleep these days thanks to the lack of caring we get.

The girl who seemed unbreakable - broke

The girl who seemed so strong - crumbled

The girl who always laughed it off - cried

The girl who would never stop trying - finally gave up and quit

Summer is all about hot chicks, hot guys, guys -abs, chicks - thighs, late nights having fun, laying out in the sun. People who are oh so sweet, the nicest people you’ll ever meet, so much laughing you just might die, hating the part when saying goodbye loving summer 2005

I still see you when my eyes are closed

And tell me why I can’t let you go

I still smell you inside of my clothes

Welcome to a world where being you… is just never enough

Well all I wanted was a hand to hold me down

To keep the sky from swallowing me up

And all I ever needed was someone to come around

And tell me that I suffered long enough

So lets play Romeo and Juliet

And fall in love

Just to die

Love songs suck and fairy tales aren’t true

And happy ending Hollywood is not for you and me

So add it up and break it down

It’s not that hard to figure it out

You crazy and I'm crazy about you

Theres an emptiness inside me that I’d do anything to fill

Here’s my philosophy on dating. It’s important

To have somebody that can make you laugh, somebody

You can trust, somebody that turns you on… and it’s

Really really important that these tree people

Don’t know each other

I want a guy who I can laugh at, with and who will laugh at me and neither of us would care that each other is laughing. I want a guy who would see what I look like when I’m sleeping and when I wake-up still not care. Who thinks I’m funny when I don’t try to be, who is there for me all the time…mostly when needed, a guy who will do the small things that matter the most in the world to a girl. Like calling at 1:00 a.m. saying he couldn’t sleep because he was thinking of me. Who comes over without asking just to say hey before going to work. Who says "close your eyes I have a surprise" and takes em to get ice cream just for the hell of it…basically a guy…who knows me, and still loves me

He’s so perfect…with his dark brown eyes

And if I look at him…I might as well be told a thousand lies

Because he looks so innocent…just standing there

But then he turns to me…and I just stare

I hate how I miss...how everything was

How he just got up and left because

My heart isn’t flawless

But neither are you

When a heart is breaking

What can you do?

The reason god put space

In-between your fingers was

So someone could fill them up

Thanks to those who hated me

You make me a stronger person

Thanks to those who loved me

You made my heart grow fonder

Thanks to those who envied me

You make my self-esteem grow stronger

Thanks to those who cared

You made me feel important

Thanks to those who entered my life

You made me who I am today

Thanks to those who left

You showed me nothing lasts forever

Thanks to those who stayed

You showed me the true meaning of "friendship"

 

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Have you ever noticed that the worst way to miss someone is when they’re right beside you and yet you can’t have them

You know you’re in love when the hardest thing to do is say good-bye

Love is like falling down, in the end you’re left hurt, scarred and with a memory of it that will last forever

A heart is not a plaything, a heart is not a toy, but if you want it broken then give it to a boy

If you love me like you told me please be careful with my heart, you can take it just don’t break it, al of my world would fall apart

Don’t settle for the one you can live with, wait for the one that you can’t live without

I always knew looking back on the tears would make me laugh, but I never thought that looking back on the laughs would make me cry

Someday you’ll cry for me like I cried for you, someday you’ll miss me like I missed you, someday you’ll need me like I needed you and someday you’ll love me but I won’t love you

No guy is worth the tears and the one who is won’t make you cry

If you love someone put their name in a circle not a heart, a heart can be broken a circle cannot

Don’t say you love me unless you really mean it because I might do something crazy and believe it

What’s better? A lie that draws a smile, or the truth that draws a tear?

A million words could not bring you back, I know because I’ve tried. A million tears could not bring you back and I know because I’ve cried

Love is when you don’t know want to go to sleep because reality is better than a dream

Life without you is like a broken pencil, there’s no point

There are men out there who have everything and give you nothing, then there are men out there who have nothing and can give you everything

The opposite sex is the most addictive drug out there, but the high isn’t like anything else

Love makes life so confusing, but without it I wouldn’t want to live

It’s so hard to say how a love could end this way, when the one that used to care for you just turns and walks away

I’ll never forget the times we once shared and I’ll never forget how much you once cared, now it’s over, and I have one more thing to say, if I had a four leaf clover, I’d wish for one more day

Somewhere there is someone who dreams of your smile and finds in you presence that life is worthwhile, so when you fell lonely, remember that somebody somewhere is thinking of you.

If out of time I could keep one moment and keep it shining always new, out of all these days I’ve lived, I would pick the moment I met you

These tears don’t fall for you, they fall for the moment I thought was true

Forget the times that you walked by forget the times you make me cry…forget the times you held my hand…forget the sweet things if I can…I can no longer pretend I have to remember now you’re just my friend

I wish I had the guts to walk away and forget about what we have but I can’t because I know you won’t come after me and I guess that’s what hurts the most

As I stared into your eyes, you asked me why I was about to cry, it was because I know you were about to say good-bye

To love is one thing…to be loved is another…but to be loved by someone you love is everything

Have you ever noticed that the worst way to miss someone is when they are right beside you and yet you can never have them and you sit and watch them fall for someone else

I dropped a tear into the ocean, the day you find it is the day that I’ll stop loving you

Nothing is more painful than realizing that he meant everything to you and you meant nothing to him

Everything is okay in the end if it’s not okay it’s not the end

Don’t be afraid to love someone, if you are then they might break your heart, if you’re not then it might break theirs

Never say I love you if you don’t really care. Never talk about feelings if they aren’t really there. Never hold my hand if you’re going to break my heart. Never say you are if you don’t plan to start. Never look into my eyes if all you do is lie. Never say hello if you really mean good-bye. If you really mean forever then say you will try. Never say forever cause forever makes me cry.

Give me a kiss, give me the world, give me your love and I’ll be your girl. Give me a smile give me your time, give me your love and I’ll give you mine

You learn to like someone when you learn what makes them laugh, but you ,learn to love someone when you find out what makes them cry

I don’t know what I’d do without you, I don’t know where I’d be your not just my boyfriend you’re my everything

Hate me, love me either way you’re still thinking of me

I don’t have to be your first love, I just want to be your last

A kiss is just a kiss until you find the one you love, a hug is just a hug until it’s the one you’re thinking of, a dream is just a dream until it comes true, love is just a word until its proven to you.

Never frown, even when you’re having a bad day, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile

If the only possible way we can be together is in my dreams, then let me sleep forever

A single tear ran down her cheek she looked to him for comfort and all he was doing was looking away

Nobody is perfect until you fall in love with them

Love starts with a smile grows with a kiss and ends with a tear

Good friends are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget

You only go as far as you push

Actions speak louder than words

The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love, love someone else

Don’t let the past hold you back, you’re missing the good stuff

Life’s short, if you don’t look around once in a while you might miss it

A best friend is like a four leaf clover, hard to find and lucky to have

Some people make the world special just by being in it

Best friends are the sibling’s god forgot to give us

When it hurts to look back and you’re afraid to look ahead, you can look beside you and your best friend will be there

True friendship never ends because "friends are forever"

Good friends are like stars, you don’t always see them but you know that they are always there

Most people walk in and out of your life, but only friends leave footprints in your heart

I believe that friends are quiet angels who lift us to our feet when our wings have trouble remembering how to fly

Never let the fear of striking out keep you from playing the game

The only judgments that really matter are those from the people who know you best

You can talk about me behind my back or you can laugh in my face but deep in your heart you know you want to take my place. That’s what I say to all the fake ass fellas and snitches you better say nothing about me because only god can judge me

I hate the way you look down when your nervous…

I hate the way your bangs are too short…

I hate the way you call me right when I am half asleep…

I hate the way you make fun of me because of my whatever…

But I guess all those things in my list are why…

I think I am in love with you

Here in this diary, I write you visions of my summer; it was the best I ever had. There were choruses and sing-alongs, and that unspoken feeling of knowing right now is all that matters…all the nights we stayed up talking and listening to 80’s songs; quoting lines from all those movies that we love. It still brings a smile to my face…I guess when it comes down to it…being grown up isn’t half as fun as growing up; these are the best days of our lives…the only thing that matters is just following your heart, and eventually you’ll finally get it right

Don’t ever for one single moment think you know me just because you know my name

You get in the biggest fights with the people you care about most because those are the relationships you’re willing to fight for

I wish I may

I wish I might

-oh wait-

I’ve already got

The guy I want

The memories are too much to bear

I’m so in love with you and I’m about to lose my mind

Don’t know what I’ve done to make you leave me baby

But I’ll be true to you if you come back to me

I love you more every day

You show me love in every way

There’s nothing left for me to say

But I love you

You’ve got this silly way

Of keeping me

On the edge of my seat

I may be confused about a lot of things

But I know that the only time I’m truly

Happy is when I’m thinking of you

You kissed me then dissed me, now you say you miss me, you used me, confused me, but you don’t want to lose me. You don’t talk to me. You don’t acknowledge me anymore…I’m just another score

Dig if you will the picture

Of you and I engaged in a kiss

The sweat of your body covers me

Can you my darling?

Can you picture this?

Every time you see him, it’s a while different story. You look at him and you find out he isn’t looking back. You have just realized that he isn’t mad at you…you’ve just broken his heart

There’s nothing scarier than getting what you want

Because that’s when you really have something to lose

I dreamed you were right beside me

I dreamed you would never leave me

I dreamed nothing could separate us except for

Her you know the girl that is perfect

Has the looks the money and accessories

But I was wrong the thing that separated us was

The thing that separates most people

DEATH

It’s like we’re more than

Friends but less than lovers

When you start thinking about him

And how he makes you laugh

And how he makes you feel around him

You realize that you care about him

More than you thought you did

Love isn’t’ blink

It just only sees what matters

Hope for the best, expect the worst…life isn’t a movie; it’s all unrehearsed

What do you do when being yourself isn’t good enough?

When I met you, I smiled because I fell in love with you and

You smiled because you knew

He ruined me. He ruined everything about me. I’ve never hated anyone so much, yet loved then as much as I hated then at the same time. It’s confusing, and heartbreaking, and just plain exhausting. I feel so empty and so dead, Yet so full of anger and some weird twisted need for revenge. But I can never hurt him like he hurt me. And even if I were to beat him within and inch of his life, it just wouldn’t make me feel any better and if the girl of his dreams ever hurt him so immensly that he died on the inside like me, I would be right there to comfort him. It’s sick and so twisted. And I just really don’t understand. I don’t understand how I can be filled with such anger and contempt, and still know that I would never wish it on him. I hate being confused about myself because myself is the one and only thing that I can really control and when I can’t even control myself

Acceptance. She’s too short, he’s too tall, her eyebrows are too thick, and his nose is to small, she acts too sad, and he looks too weird. Her freckles are too big, and no one likes his beard, her mouth’s full of metal, he has four eyes instead of two. Her hair is way to dark, and his eyes are way too blue, she paints her nails black, he always wears a tie, she’ll never smile, he’ll never cry. She won’t be noticed he won’t make the team, her name will never be in lights, and he’ll never achieve his dream, why must we all be judged? Why is being accepted so tough? Why do people try so hard? And why are teenage years so rough? No one should be judged, no one should be hurt by something you say, no one should be excluded, and most of all, no one should be treated this way.

People think I’m lying about being hurt because they see my laughing. Little do they know I laugh to keep myself from crying.

I give in, I breath out, I want you. There’s no doubt

I freak out, I’m left out, without you I’m without

I’m kicked out, I cry out, I reach out, don’t walk away

I don’t ‘know the exact moment when it hit me. Maybe that’s because it’s always hitting me…I was sitting downstairs and I couldn’t stop thinking about you… and as I kept thinking about you, my stomach actually flip-flopped. And then I thought about what my life would be like without you…remembered what my life was like when I thought I’d lost you forever…and I felt sick to my stomach.

Bottom line? I’m crazy about you…

You eyes fill with tears… and he speaks softly in your ear. You want to believe him when he says that you’ll still be friends…you know you’ll get over him in time (or will you?) but you’ll never forget his touch or smile…even more…when he wiped that tear away from your eyes and said…"you’re still beautiful when you cry"

You spurn my natural emotions

You make me feel like dirt

And I’m hurt

And if I start a commotion

I run the risk of losing you

And that’s worse

Every time I see you, I always say "oh, I’ve moved on" every time I look at you, I always say "yeah, we’re just friends" but every time you look at me and smile I end up thinking "wow, it’s really hard to pretend"

Don’t give up…if you still wanna try

Don’t wipe your eyes…if you still wanna cry

Don’t stop asking questions…if you still wanna know

Don’t say you don’t love him…if you can’t let him go

You say you hate me and you say you don’t care but you’re just a two faced liar…or maybe I’m just wanting you to be

Have you ever loved somebody so much, it makes you cry? Have you ever needed something so bay, you can’t sleep at night? Have you ever tried to find the words, but they don’t’ come out right? Have you ever been in love so bad, you’d do anything to make them understand? Have you ever had someone steal your heart away. You’d give anything to make them feel the same? Have you ever searched for the words to get you in their heart, but you don’t know what to say and you don’t know where to start? Have you ever found the one you’ve dreamed of all your life, you’d do just about anything to look into their eyes? Have you finally found the one you’ve given your heart to but only to find that one won’t give their heart to you? Have you ever closed you eyes and dreamed that they were that and all you can do is wait for the day when they will care?

I know he’s not perfect but he tries so hard for me

And I thank god that he isn’t cause how boring would that be?

It’s the little imperfections; it’s the sudden change in plans

When he misreads the directions and we’re lost but still holding hands

Yeah I live or little moments like that...

Hold me in your arms

Just see how it feels

Don’t make me wait forever

Just because you know I will

Don’t leave me hanging, wishing, and hoping that you’ll call…honey, hold me in your arms, and let me fall

When you go out shopping, you try on brand new clothes, to see if something fits or not. There’s just one way to know…so why is it any different, when someone asks you out? You might as well just try me on before you turn me down

You over think things

You say what if we’re not meant to be

Well baby so what?

Make a mistake with me

Should I smile because we’re friends? Or cry because that’s all we’ll ever be?

I hate how we broke up and I didn’t care until I saw you with her. I hate how I didn’t hurt until you talked about other girls. I hate how we hardly speak anymore, and I hate how you probably don’t care anymore, if I'm in your life or not.

I hate my daily rutine..putting on make-up wearing uncomfortable clothes, going out into the world to let people think what they see is me. I want to look in the mirror with no make-up or cute clothes and hear someone say they think I am beautiful

You know I’m stubborn, set in my ways

Said I’d never fall in love, used all the old clichés

But just now when you call and my heart rate hit the roof

I realized it’s time to eat my words and face the truth

I must admit I still don’t understand

Why I lose my head holding your hand

There’s no explanation, no simple excuse

For this intoxication I fell around you

And we danced

Out there on that empty hardwood floor

The chairs up and the lights turned way down low

The music played, we held each other close

And we danced

There’s an old Kodak camera in my dresser drawer

I ran across it just this afternoon

And I realized that I don’t ever use it anymore

In fact last time I did I think it was with you

You think at this very moment he couldn’t

Possibly be thinking of you, he probably is

10 ways to know if he’s the one

he treats you good

he shares ever thought with you

he spends ever moment he gets with you

he never pressures you to do things you don’t want to do

he pays attention to everything you do

he never lies to you

he never talks about any other girl but you

he lets his feelings show around other people

you think about him all day and night

you always say "I love you baby"

you showed me how to cry, when you told me everything was a lie

close your eyes and count by two’s

and when you get to five, that’s when I’ll stop loving you

how do you tell someone you love them,

without being nervous inside?

how do you tell someone you miss them,

without breaking down to cry?

how can you try and try,

while the spirits inside you die?

how can you tell the one you love that you are dying,

without breaking down and crying?

If only wishes could be dreams and all my dreams could come true, then I would be standing here holding on to you.

Real girls aren’t perfect, and perfect girls aren’t real!

I can’t sleep tonight, I'm too busy thinking about you, about us. I really care about you and I'm so terrified that if I to you my true feelings about you that I would scare you away. So I hold my feelings in and I write them down and I hope that one day you will feel the same way to

It’s hard waiting around for something that you know will never happen,

but it’s even harder realizing that it’s all you want

there was a time when I would do anything to get you, but now I’d do anything to forget you

I love you. Not only for what you are, but for who I am when I am with you

I broke up with you one day…fell in love with you the next day. What is happening; is it meant to be or is it that I just can’t stand to see you with anyone else?

Yeah…I talk shit about you and give you evil looks, that’s my way of hiding that I really care, my way of not letting you see you broke my heart.

I don’t want the boy that points to me and says, "that’s her" I want the boy that will have his arms around me when his friend asks, "so this the one you’ve been talking about?"

You probably spend hours on the phone talking about NOTHING at all, it doesn’t matter what the conversation is about just as long as he calls

Half empty? Half full?

I never got a glass at all,

Take you car,

And run me down,

And put me in my place,

If I kill you and you kill me, we’ll take a picture,

Just think how romantic it will be

Every girl has that feeling where she can’t breathe because she loves him so much. Where she wants to be in his arms for the rest of her life. Where she’d give anything just to have her lips compressed to his…where she’d take a bullet to the heart just for her last words, "I love you". Ever wonder if the guy feels that exact same way. But is just too afraid to show it because it’ll mean that he’s not manly, or because he’s just as afraid as you. Biting his tongue till it bleeds, just as you do. Ever wonder do fairytales come true? No, but dreams do.

Watch it,

‘cause he’ll take it

and won’t give it back

he will talk to you for hours

then never call back

he will tell you that you are special, different, and true

then he takes your heart

and breaks it into two

please tell your pants that it isn’t polite to point

your eyes twinkle, my knees get weak

and all the while it’s hard to speak

I often don’t know what to say…

I guess I’ve never been in love this way

If I had a penny for every time I fell in love with someone as great a you, I would have exactly one cent

It’s too late, I’ve fallen for you

And there’s nothing else that I

Would like for you to do, except

Catch Me

When you have a smile on your face

And a twinkle in your eye

Only your true friends know

When you’re about to break down

And cry…

I'm sitting in my room, thinking about what you said "we’re better off just friends." I’m beginning to think that I'm better off just dead

I don’t understand why god would let us meet…knowing that we could never be together

I dunno what’s tighter…

Our jeans or our friendship

I just laugh when I think of some of the

Crazy things we’ve done together. They

Wouldn’t have been half the fun if I

Would have done them alone

A friend asks you to write you number down, but a best friend asks for their number because they forgot it

A true friend is the person who is there to pick you up when you fall or to carry you when you can no longer walk

Yesterday I forgot to breathe for

Like the hundredth time this week

Because you’re so fucking

Beautiful…

Beautiful girl with pretty eyes

A hidden world of hurt and lies

She sits up in her bed and cries

It’s hard for her to realize

Love isn’t weak in the knees and butterflies

Lately I’ve been living in a dream, that used to seem so real

I was picking up the pieces to my broken heart

Then I saw you with her and they fell to the floor

Breaking even more

There’s a little truth behind every JUST KIDDING

A drunk man’s words are a sober man’s thoughts

I really want to call you, but I know that it’s not right

I really shouldn’t tell you that I dreamed of you last night

Everyone cries everyone weeps. We all stay up late one night because we can’t go to sleep. Tears coming out, thoughts deep in your head so you sit & lie there & cry there on your bed. You can’t help but think about all the things you had. You can’t help but wonder why they make you so sad. You can’t help to think what you did wrong. You can’t help to listen to your old song. You can’t help to think about him day and night. You can’t help but wonder why this match wasn’t right. You can’t help but smile every time you see his face you can’t help to try to find someone to replace him. So you’re happy to see him. It’s been a long time. You’re happy to see him and you don’t know why. Well don’t suddenly forget he’s the reason why you always cry.

Of all the ways you hurt me I think

The worst was when you stood up and

Asked her to dance to our song

I want to be happy because he’s happy, but how can I be happy knowing that I’m not the one that makes him smile?

Sometimes even though I love you

You piss me off and I hate you

Cause you’re perfect and they

Know it, yeah your perfect and you flaunt it

Don’t blame me for falling in love

With you because you’re the one

Who tripped me

You know they don’t care when they don’t even ask why you’re crying

I’m not the girl that runs up to you when I see you & I'm not the girl who jumps at every moment to talk to you. but I am the girl who keeps it all inside and regrets it later

You either want me or you don’t. Love me or you won’t. Make your choice because it’s now or never & I’ll tell you now, I can’t wait forever.