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i hate waiting for your calls.
i hate how i ignore everything wrong whenever you come around.
i hate sometimes how i back down when i feel attacked.

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Hello there..well things havent been going that well for me lately. Made many mistakes..and of course you just can't fix the mistakes I make. Im just in one of those sad moods right now.. i call and call but he never picks up and even if he does..he says..I'm Tired Im going 2 sleep so I say okay then.. we can talk tomorrew and then tommorew comes and the same thing happens..well he doesnt read livejournals and he doesnt have msn so yea. i miss him. i miss him alot. ive waited for him for along time and for me to fuckin screw up this way a stupid way for me 2 get him mad at me. and its all my fault. it fucken sucks. but im preachin to the wrong choir..i should be tellin this all to "him" but.. ive tried that. Well me kimmy and karrah toke pics yesterday. so here.

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Restriction..

All i have 2 say is that im on restiction..well thats wut my mom said..it sucks..i make bad decisions..and i dont like who im becoming.
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My week..

Hey hey there..well i havnt posted for awhile..

the ski trip

Well last weekend..[ithink} we went up 2 big bear and it was pretty fun..the only fun i had was on this weird disk thingy...you start at the very top of a hill and just go down it was awesome lol cuz it was right next the the cabin..me and my sister rode on it..ill have some pics of that for ya. Well the next day we went to "Snow Summit" as they would call it lol. Well me and my brother snowboarded and my dad and my sister skied. We went 2 go get our snowboard and my brother gets a bloody nose! for 15 mins!! gross huh!! but anyways me and my sister went on the lift and i was scared cuz im afraid of heights..but i made it! this is where things get retarded..my brother ditches me!! and i have no idea how 2 ride a snowboard so i just deside to learn on my own and go down the slope..WRONG! i go down the slope tumbleing! cuz idk wut im doing..so i get frustrated and yea snowboarding hurts...and im done with this story..and i dont want 2 type anymore!

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