and as easily as it begun, it ends.people forget, they move on.the city kills.i've had my mistakes,i've made my amends.not to them, but they wouldnt listen if i tried.let it be, where things slide down those legs.like water to fucking earth.let it fall.let it fall. when things are calm.but nothing matters.we've tried.we've moved.we've gone and failed.i want to walk in the sand.dig my hands in it.watch it slip thru my fingers.
i know i have fucked it up. i know i have fucked them up.
and life goes on.the way things move.the way things hurt.the way that love hurts so much.dont look at me.dont stare into these eyes.the one time i was sincere.the one time it was ok.let it bleed.let it bleed.i walk towards the dark.let it cradle the weak.let it take them into her cold.
you have failed. it is done.
dont bother with privacy, dont hide it away. say what you feel, and dont be afraid. let them think what they want. every mind is its own world. i was misguided. i was left behind.but i've overcome.my view on life is skewed my view on you is wrong.but yet we prented that we care.we go on into life.that does not matter so.working.playing. but never breathing.you spit vile at those that dont get it.and break hearts when its unecessary... but you move on.move away.let it be.hide away.try to be strong.dont pretend to care for those that you met.life brings strangers into our world.life brings dangers into our world.
now move back.let it reflect on the mirror. you look like yesterday's bad news.
dont whine.dont bitch and moan.use the pictures of old.the ones i took with care.look over the books that you made.for me.the ones i gave back.look at them.and remember.that when we parted it was for the best.but when your mind is idle, it will haunt you.and it will hurt.and you will feel.that even though you want to pretend to be good.you have failed at that too.
you have failed. it is done
anxiety.panic.drama.romance.stabbing.of losing.the lost of what once was.it comes with the package.no romance.no love lost.the one thing in common the world has is the hate we feel for each other. we want to love.but we cant.you want to love but you wont.
dont utter those words. let them be true. not to you... play with their hearts...
sink the hooks into skin.hang it up like a canvas on your wall of trophies.watch it bleed.changes the shade of white to crimson.are you happy? you have succeed at least in craving death.
suceed in the end of all things. break the mirro with your fist.break it down.break it apart.dont let things hurt you the way you hurt me.
and i broke myself in half.
questions. always questions... the swearing.the fighting.let it be.let it go to waste. bed those women that you "loved"bed them and destroy them. i have destroyed whatever good you had in you... dont look at me with your eyes.
deciet. lies. hurt.
leave it now.left it for dead... when thigns go wrong go back to it and beat it...
yeah i'm going to california in april...i'll bethere a while..then i might move out there....and yeah...so fuck all you bad vibes out there...and good riddence to stupid bitches...
Lovers turn into monsters at the loss of all affection Almost like it was the affection that kept them from being monsters And I could have used some warning I was on that porch all morning Smoking cigarettes and sinking deeper into doubt
Could it be I am mistaken, have I stolen somebody’s baby? Is it possible for two people to need the same thing?
It's just the lines, they get so blurry Between what is once, and now required And I don't know on which side his heart falls But I know where mine is buried And it's so far from any wanting Yeah, it needs this to keep beating It won't go on without it
If I'm still weighed down with subtleties Then I'll just come right out and say That I think that I deserve her More than anyone deserves anything Maybe I am selfish, but there is no way to share this There’s not enough to go around, I don’t care who else gets hurt
But I’m still sick with empathy because I was stood in his place I spent a year quietly dying while he let go and ignored her And I’m sure that there are reasons for everything that happens And absence leads to adoration, yeah it’s nobody’s fault
But now there is no way to change this So I just photographed and framed it And it’s hanging in a hallway That we have no right to walk back down
But I hope that he feels better but I’m sick of all the drama I can’t stand to see her crying, I just want this shit to end And I want a place to hang out where record players play out And there’s a thousand movies rented for a thousand nights with her
If time is my vessel, then learning to love might be my way back to sea The flying, the metal, the turning above - these are just ways to be seen
We all get paid Some get faith before they die Then through the stars we will navigate Through the holes in your eyes
How many days will it take to land? How many ways to reach abandon?
Swoon, baby, starry nights May our bodies remain You move with me I'll treat you right, baby May our bodies remain
There is love to be made So, just stay here for this while Perhaps heartstrings resuscitate</font>The fading sounds of your life
Swoon, baby, starry nights May our bodies remain As deep we move I'll feed you light, baby May our bodies remain In history I'll treat you right I'm honest that way
