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Title: Rescue Me
Author: JRock-Is-Life
Rating: Umm... Pg-13 to be safe, I will raise it if needed later
Pairing: Bill/Kara
Summary: Karas life changed when her bestie got tickets ans backstage passes to a Tokio Hotel Concert.
Warnings: Language. Maybe some mention of smut. (I mean come on, Tom Kaulitz is in the story XD)
Disclaimer: I own nothing but the idea itself.


I sat down at the table, saring at the waffles in front of me.

"Waffles!!!" I yelled. Yeah, I love waffles, you got a problem with that?

My mom and I started to eat, happily, but my father on the other hand, just kinda ate and glared at me like I was some kind of freak of nature.

By the time we were all done eating, glareing and talking it was about 2pm.

" Oh, I have to go get ready!" I said excitingly, going to my room.

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Geezz, I hate my hair, take a friggin hour and a half to straighten. Well now onto makeup. Alright, some dark eyeshadow, black eyeliner, blush and some pale lipgloss. Just as I finished up, Alli came running through the door.

" You ready?" She asked, looking at me.

" yup, just need to put my shoes on." I said.

" Well, get a move on it, girlie, we got a concert to see!" She said , grabbing my hand.

" Alright, alright! I'm comming!" I said, being dragged.

When we reached the doorway, I put on my black and purple vans and said good bye to my parents and Alli and I were out the door and into her moms car.

Might I add the reason we were leaviong so dang early was because the venue is 3 hours away. Yeah, her mother is gonna love this car ride...I can see it already......two Tokio Hotel fans and Tokio Hotel music.. XD

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" Ich brech aus!" Alli and I sang to the music. Her mom on the other hand just kind of tried to ignore us and drive faster to gewt rid of us. XD How nice of her..

We kept singing and dancing, meanwhile getting looks from Allis mom. After about two hours or so, we stopped to get somthing to eat. It was now 5pm and the concert started at 7:30pm. So, we will get there at about 6pm. We got don eating and...on the road again!

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" We're almost there!" Alli said.

" we are there, you sill goose!" I said, laughing.

When we got to the drop off place, we exited the car and forced our way throught the crowd, to try and find our front row seats. Once we found our seats, Alli handed me my backstage pass and I put it around my neck and she did the same. We talked for awhile with a few girls around us. When all of a sudden lights went dim and they announced Tokio Hotel.

" Oh my goodness..." I said

" What?" Alli asked.

" I just realized...I'm right infront of Bill.."

" Heh.."

She smirked.

"So mean.." I said.

Then Gustav and Georg walked out onto the stage and did their little thing. Then of course...The twins...Bill and Tom came out onto the stage. The crowd got lowder and louder when Bill and the rest of the band raised their arms and Bill said...

" Hallo Clevland!"

Shortly after they started 'On the Edge'. Alli and I sang along to every song song they played, even if we had a little trouble with the German. Finally it came time for Bill and Tom to do 'In Die Naut'. I absolutly love that song, its just so romantic, like 'Durch Den Monsun'. But Alli and I were a little confused, instead of two stools, there was three.

Bill started singing and smiled at me a few times, making me absolutly melt. When he got the the first 'in die naut' pointed my way and motioned for me to come up on stage. I looked around thinking he was pointing to another girl, then I pointed to myself and he nodded. Then I felt someone pick me up and put me on stage. I about screamed, let me tell you!

I sat on the stool beside Bill. Yeah, I was so nervous and excited. Great combo, I know. At least it answered Alli and I's question about the stool. He kept on singing and smiling the georgous smile of his. When the song was over, I started to get up but I got a 'nein, please sit' from Bill. I complied.

The next song, I thought I was gonna cry. Monsoon. Bill singing 'Monsoon' to me was just not comprehending. Dream come true, yes, registing, not so much..

" Running through the monsoon, beyond the world to the end of time..." Bill sang. He hel his hand out to me. I shakily took his hand and got off the stool. Is this really happening? YES!

" When I lose myself I think of you." And what he did next I about freaked, me and stsingign infront of people don't mix.. He held the mic in front of the both of us. My instinks(sp?) kicked in, and we sand together. I can't believe I'm singing with Bill Kauliz..

" Together we'll be running somewhere new, and nothing can hold me back from you, through the monsoon...."

When the song was over, he put the mic back in the stand and turned to me.

" You did great."

Thanks." I said, blushing a little.

" See you backstage?" He asked, pointing to my pass.

" Yeah." I smiled and he smiled back.

Bill had Tobi gget me off stage and back to my rightfull place beside Alli.

" Danke Shon, Tobi."

" No problem" And he was off.

The concert continued for about a half an hour after that and then Alli and I once again forced our way throught the crowd over to the backstage doors. There wasn't as many people as I thought there was gonna be, I mean there was like 5 people there...o.o We were soon met with a familar face..Tobi.

" Hi ya Tobi!" I said.

" Hallo." He said. " You girls can go on in"

" Eh, we're gonna let them go first, we might be here awhile.." I said..

" Oh yeah....the stage thing..." and the pointed to some chairs behind him and we sat down as he let the others in.

After Tobi got the others in and knew that they weren't gonna try to do anything, he came over and satinfront of us. We randomly talked about how we got into Tokio Hotel and of course that led to the big long story of I've been with Bill scince he was on star search thing...and we talked about the other kinds of music we like and foods and all that fun stuff. XD The Tobi asked..

" Why were you so nervous up on stage, Kara?"

"Uh...I just don't do well in front of people.." I stated

" Or boys." Alli just had to put in.

" Gee...great fill-in, darling.." I laughed.

" Ah.. There's nothing wrong with that. Shyness is a great quality." Tobi Stated.

" Like after i get to know the person I'm fione, like you Tobi, I'm not nervous anymore and I'm sure for a few minutes I'll be nervous with the band but I'll warm up..." I said.

" Yup, I'm sure you will." He said with an encouraging smile.

By this time an hour has passed and everybody has left but us and the band.

" I think you guys can go see the band now." Tobi said , pointing to a door that was slightly open and you could see a big couch with four guys on it.

" Alright." Alli said, pulling me upwith her.

" Whoa there girlie.." I said laughing.

" You need to stop being so nervous." She said laughing and still pulling me.

' I know."

Alli pulled me the whole way to the dang room and the whole way over to the couch. THEN she pulled me down beside Bill and her.and her beside Tom.

" HI!!" Alli said, Hyperly. XD

" Hi...?" Tom said, looking a little confused.

" Is her...our...hyperness..gonna scere you?" I asked Tom.

" Uh...I don't know, I think if I can put up with Billa I can put up with you two." He said.

" Eh..he's got a point." Bill said, lughing a little.

"Kara, you talked, it's a miricale!!" Alli said, throwing her hands up in the air.

" I sang, With Bill, On stage, infront of like thousands of peopl. I can do anything. "

I said as Alli and I started to laugh.

" True, true..." She admited. " He is your idol after all."

At that moment, if there would have been a desk there, it sooo would have been a headdesk moment.

Bill looked at me, along with the rest of the group. I quickly covered my face with my hands, knowing I was bright red.

" Really..?" Bill asked.

" Yeah, I have been with you since you were on star search. You're the one that has inspired me to sing and to give up on life when things go soo wrong." I said, rubbing my arm.

" Wow, out of all the fans I've met, thay have always said things like, 'oh my gos, you're so hot or oh my god let me touch you'. or something strange of the sort. money sex, you name it." Bill said.

" Nothing ever from the heart.." Tome said. " And that hurts him I can tell."

"Well, Kara's not one of those girls. yes, she thinks you're the most sexy and adorable man alive but your personality stands out the most to her." Alli said.

Me, I had my face in my hands, blushing.

"Well, Gustave and I are going to go" Geog said. And with that they were gone.

why are they never talkative?....oh well...

"Well then..." I said.

" Oh thats just them." Said Tom.

"Oh mental image!" Alli said, putting her hands on her head.

" Oh , no you didn't!" I said.

" Oh, but I did" Alli and I burst out laughing.

" Wow...whats so funny....?" Tom questioned, looking at us, then looking at his brother who had the same look of confusion writtin on his face.

" We just had the mental image of Georg and Gustav being gay for eachother!" I said trying to calm down.

Tom and Bill started laughing at the thought.

" See, I'm not the only one who thinks like that!" Tom said.

I turned around and looked at the clock. Shit...It's 10pm.......

"Wow, it's 10pm already." I said.

" Yeah, so?" Alli said. Forgetting about my father.

I rolled up my sleeve to my hoodie, only to reveal a bruise.

"Oh, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to say it like that..." She said , frowning.

" Don't be. I'd rather stay here with them than go back there anyway.." I said hugging her and pulling away.

Bill put his arm around my shoulder..."You want to talk?...We can go somewhere else if you like?"

" That would be nice, but only if Alli wants to."

"Of course I want to." She smiled.

Many people say you shouldn't trust rockstars, but these guys are far far away from that...way at least in our eyes....

A/N: I'm still sorry about the cut ,my internet is screwed up and the browser security thingy wont let me do it. >.>

Title: Rescue Me
Author: JRock-Is-Life
Rating: Umm... Pg-13 to be safe, I will raise it if needed later
Pairing: Bill/Kara
Summary: Karas life changed when her bestie got tickets ans backstage passes to a Tokio Hotel Concert.
Warnings: Language. Maybe some mention of smut. (I mean come on, Tom Kaulitz is in the story XD)
Disclaimer: I own nothing but the idea itself. 

I scrambled around my room to find my ringing cell phone. Finally, I came across a smooth surface.
" Hello?" I answered.
"Kara, You won't guess what just happened!!!" My bestie Alli, screamed into the phone, nearly making me deaf in my left ear.
Alright then, no hello. " Calm down child, what is it?"
" I just bought you and me front row tickets and backstage passesto the Tokio Hotel concert tomorow!!!"
" No way!" I said excitingly.
" Yes, way! I"ll be over in like 5 minutes." She said practicly singing.
" Alright, see you in a few." I said. And the line went dead.
I went downstairs and sat down by my mom on the couch and just smiled. wier, I know. you don't have to tell me.
" You're all smiley, whats gotten into you?" She asked.
" Alli just bought her and I tickets and backstage passes to tomorows Tokio Hotel concert!" I said, bouncing.
Allison then came running throught the front door of my house and tackled me to the floor in a hug. Once again....no hello. Dosen't anyone say hello anymore?
"Umm..hi?" My mom said looking highly amused at the sight in front of her.
" Hi!" Alli said.
" She can go, right?" Alli questioned.
" I don't see why not."
"Oh my goodness! Thank you!!" I yelled excitingly, hugging my mom.
" Oh I have such a strange child..."
" Yes, but you love me anyway!"
" Come on, we have to find you something to wear!" Alli said, pulliing me to my room.
About a half an hour later she ended up picking out dark blue jeans, a studded belt, a black NYC t-shirt, and of course some bling.
" And what are you planning on wearing?" I asked, not wanted to feel akward.
" Same as you, but in pink and not black."
Well the figures, its the usual for her.
" Well." She looked at the clock." I better get going before my mom has a cow, you knnow how she can be."
" Alright" I said hugging her.
"I'll Pick you up around 3pm tomorow." she said and walked out of the house.
I turned around and walked back to my room and then looked at my clock..hmm...it was pretty late...7:30 pm to be exact. Then I heard the front door open and close. Oh geat my not-so-supportive-father is home. I got up and walked into the kitchen and got a glass of water and my medication. (I have a skin disorder so I'm on a few meds.)
" So, I hear you're going to go seeone of those gay ass German bands." I heard my father say.
" Yeah.." I said quietly, trying not to sound angry or cranky.
" I still don't know why you let her listen to that shit." My father turned to my mom and stated.
" I'm letting her be who she wants to be and thats allI can do." My mom said.
I started walking back to my room.
" Where do you think you're going?!" my father hissed.
" To bed" Yes, it was ony 8 pm but I as tired andI need to rest for tomorow. So I put on my penguin pajamas, hopped inot ad and fell asleep.
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The next morning I woke up to my alram going off a 9am.
" Grrr..." I rolled off the bed.
"Damn floor" I mumbled and got up.
I walked to my closet and grabbed the clothes Alli had picked out for me yesterday. I then headed for the washroom to take shower. After my shower I looked at the clock and read 9:35 am. Yeah, I take long showers, sue me!
I wrapped a towel around me and around my hair as well and then walked over to the sink.
" Oppsy.." I said looking at the pink packet siiting on the sink. Stupid birth control, but if I don't take it I bleed for forever and a day. I took my pill and walked out of the washroom, sexy towels and all. When I got to my room I was dry so I put on my bra and panties. God, I look so fat...positive I know right...but its true.
I finished getting dressed. By this time it was 10:30 am. So, I brusshed my hair and pulled it into a bun.
" Kara! Come eat breakfast!" My mom yelled from the kitchen.
" Comming!"




A/N okay, chappy one! I hope you liked it! comments are highly welcomed! Oh and chappy 2 comming soon! sorry if it was short, i'm not to good at this whole chapter thing and thatI stopped at a funny spot, sorry.>.> help is also welcomed. ^^ And sorry about the no cut, guys, my computer wont do it, i dont know why. DX.  Anyways,  Love you!

Dear Santa... Dear Santa, This year I've been busy! Last Tuesday I donated bone marrow to agewa in a life-saving procedure (300 points). In November I bought porn for yumyumcherry (10 points). Last Monday I invaded Iraq, broke it, and couldn't glue it back together before Mom got home (-1012 points). In May I pulled over and changed wats_blue's flat tire (15 points). In March I farted in an elevator (-6 points). Overall, I've been naughty (-693 points). For Christmas I deserve a lump of coal! Sincerely, jrock-is-life

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i about died when I saw this XD  *trys to hold in fangirl symptoms*

Oh my goodness.......

I stayed up until 1 am just to see who would win. And when they announced the Obama had won, I ran through my house like an idot screaming, " woohoo!! he won!!!" XD

Anyway, I'm a happy person now, and so glad I won't have to deal with the phone calls and commercails anymore. XD  

Obama <3 <3

OKaii, so this is my first ever fanfic. Comments are very welcome and im open to suggestions and tips! ^^ 

You Found Me

An Aoi/Urha FanFic

 

"Uruha!....URUHA!!!" Aoi shouted at his friend who was now day dreaming.

      Uruha flinched as he was jerked by the shoulders.

" Uruha, what the hells wrong with you?.. you never daze off in practice like that..." Aoi said.

     Uruha looked around at his bandmates, who were now giving him a concerned look.

"I"m sorry guys, i guess i just have a lot on my mind right now.." Uruha said with a faint smile. 'if only Aoi knew how i felt about him..' Uruha thought to himself. Rubbing the shoulder that was forcefully grabbed.

 

" Its okay, lets get on with practice." Kai chimed in with a smile.

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After everyone left the practice room. Uruha was finishing packing up when he heard a knocl on the door.

 

"Come in." He said bluntly.

 

As the door opened, Uruha saw a blonde, muscular figure in the doorway.

 

" Rei...what are you doing here?" Uruha questioned his friend as Reita got closer.

 

"Uruha, whats wrong? You have been acting strange lately..." Reita questioned as he sat down on the couch and patted a spot next to him for Uruha to sit down.

 

Uruha walked over to the couch and sat down beside his friend with an' im about to cry' look on his face.

 

"Uru...come on you know you tell me..." Reita said with a look of concern.

 

"I-i know I can tell you..but..." Uruha trailed off and he tried to tell his friend how he really felt.  Tears started to form at the corners of Uruhas eyes. Using all of his strength Uruha said

'Aoi...."

 

Yeah...what about him?..." Reita asked putting his arm around Uruhas shoulder.

 

The tears are now flowing freely down Uruhas face and he struggles to tell his feelings..

 

"Aoi....I-i think I love him..." Uruha let a sob escape his lips as he felt strong arms wrap around him. As he was embracing his friend, Reita said" everythings gonna be fine..i promise."

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The next day at practice, Reita was tuning his bass, Aoi was tuning his guitar, Ruki fix the mic and Kai sitting quietly behind his drums, Ruki asks, "wheres Uruh-"

 

Ruki was cutoff by the opening of the practice room door. There stood a slump figure that looked like it hadent slept in days. The honey-colored eyes were now blood-shot.

 

Uruha slowly waled torwards his guitar case.

 

"Uruha, what happend?" Ruki questioned in a soft tone and a concered frown.

 

Aoi walked over to his friend and put his arms around him in an embrace. "You worried me, Uruha.."

 

"Aoi, please, dont...." Uruha with tears forming. Aoi now let go of his friend.

 

" What do you mean Uru..?"

 

"I mean i love you, Aoi!"  Uruha shouted as tears flowed down his cheeks. Uruha ran past his bandmates and out the door. He kept running down the hall until he heard..."Uruha please wait!!!" Aoi shouted while running after running after Uruha.

 

Uruha stopped dead in his tracks. " I know the voice..Aoi." Uruha whispered.

 

When Aoi reached Uruhas frozen figure. He turned him around, only to see a tear stained face. Uruha looked at Aoi, noticing his face, too, was tear stained....'Hes been crying...' Uruha let the thought go through his mind.

 

"Aoi..." was all Uruha could say.

 

Uruha...I should have told you this a long time ago.." Aoi took Uruha into a tight embrace." I love you, Uruha.." Aoi whispered into Uruhas ear.

 

Uruha put his arms around Aoi tightly. As Aoi pulled away, he into Uruhas eyes, and before Uruha could say anything, Aoi pressed his lips gently aginst Uruhas.

 

When they pulled away, they stayed in eachothers embrace. When they finally let go of oneanother. they walked back to the practice room. Where they were met with three faces ofworry and concern, but their faces change into a big smile when Aoi pulls Uruha in for another kiss.

 

                                           THE END!!!  


A/N: okay, sorry if things are not spelled correctly, im still trying to figure this all out. Anywho, I hope you enjoyed it. ^_^

Okay, well I started school Monday and it's a new school. I felt so out of place and I even sat alone at lunch.
I have never really fit in at school and I really wish that I could just fit in with everybody. I feel like everyone is talking about me. I have severe eczema, which is like a rash, and it covers my arms. People lok at me like im some kind of freak because of it and I just wish that I could make friends. I am very shy.    
      

      Anyway, i was wondering if any of you could give me any advice to cheer me up and give me some confidence to be able to get through this school year. Because I really feel out of place...

Hello, i decided to be random and post a quiz for fun. so yeah, take it if u want. XD   

 

'Friends Survey'  this is what i really think so it might be surprising

What time is it now? 10:54 AM What's your full name:Kara  What are you most afraid of losing: friends/ family  What is the most recent movie that you have seen: Juno  Birth Place: Pennsylvania Favorite food: um.. What's your natural hair color:  dirty blonde   Ever been a Neat Freak: over my dead body   Ever been skinny dipping:haha yeah XD Love someone so much it made you cry: yeah    Been in a car accident: yes i have Croutons or bacon bits: croutons Favorite Day of the Week: Friday  Favorite Restaurant: Olive Garden and Asuka Favorite Flower: Roses Favorite sport to watch: umm...football   Favorite Drink: gateorade Favorite ice cream: cotton candy Ever been on a ship: 3 cruises. dose that count XD What color is your bedroom carpet:  burgundy (i cant spell)  How many times did you fail your driver's test:  never What do you do when you are bored? talk w/ mah friends or color XD A Favorite Memory: anything with friends and family Park or Zoo: teh zoo XD  What are your favorite colors: black, purple, grey   How many Pets do you have? turtle named Rocky What came first the chicken or the egg: i have no clue xD What do you want to do before you die: get married and raise a family  Have you ever been to Hawaii: no   Have you been to countires outside the US: yup yup This is silly but still rather fun!  So if u want just copy and paste it and type in ur own answers! ^_^  oh and srry the font is all messed up, my computer isnt wanting to cooperate very well right now. >.>

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