I am a girl that lives, breaths, thinks.....

Shades of gray.
I like them better then black or white.
It is independent but at the same time it's a mix of both.
I think drugs are in that category.
And a persons sexual preference; or at least mine.
Drugs ='s mixing good feels with a negative toll on your body/ mind
Sex for me ='s looking at someone beautiful inside or out and wanting to express it. With sex, lol.
Inebriation is intoxication is liberation is better than SEX! lol

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I’ve gone crazy and I don't care.
Drugs Music Lips Alcohol Him
Him? More like them.
Girly with the dreads
Boy with the accent
And then there is a mother fucker who interests me to no end.
Everything I have ever wanted
But
He is conflicted with his want to "corrupt me"
Even after I yell in my drunken stupor "CORRUPT ME!"
Will he?
Show me what I want to see?
Take me to where I want to be?
I damned well hope so b/c right now he is life.

i have been so ...
i can't even think of a word for it at the moment.
let me try and explain.
i want to talk to an artist about nakedness.
i need to talk to a writer about what’s beyond the sky.
i long to talk to an anthropologist about speech.

i bored with my world right now. it really seems narrow.
i guess the word i'm looking for is frustrated?

i am.
i am.
so much for no more meds.
fuck the world.
why does it suck so bad?

Sing a song for morality,
just cause there're hopless.
Sing for someting that could mean "A","B", or"C" to me...sexy.
Sing for sin and the aspiration of glory,
because hunny , baby, darling,
your song is the only way your words make sense to me.

Dance for a the man who be send the evil eye
even tho he can't see.
Dance for something that will never become anything,
your just not good enough
Dance for the need to be better then all of them,
because sexy, you are.

fick u

So I think a Josie is for sale.

Thinking usually means “no” in the grown up world but 2 day it means “yes”.

So in translation,

Josie is for sale.

Josie with her harsh words and stumbling fingers

Josie with her big lips and even bigger heart..

Oh ,and Josie with her constant absences of self unless inebriation occurs.

 

What do u think?
 would u buy her?

So today is fun

You kno like bleeding from you kno were until anima becomes you and makes you so tired that you think your on a pirate ship with a lesbian captain telling you to be a whore and your like “NO I don’t wanna!” but then she tells this guy with a Mohawk to take you down to get a bucket to swab the poop deck.

Fun fun fun for every 1!

Last night I told this guy he couldn’t come to my house b/c there was a giant man eating nonfat yogurt cup in my living room. And if he came over it would suck him inside it and decompose him in the maggots, yogurt, body parts, and whatever else that thing “ate”. The boy laughed ,said he could handle it and avoid it but I said “no no no you don’t get it this yogurt…. It will make you want to eat it! Even with all that shit in it. Then you’ll die”! I think I wanna draw a comic thing about it , along with Mickey Mouse taking over the world (even tho its well on its way). Mickey would make a sweet dictator.

So like omg!.....

Bleh

Everyone is retarded

Even the people who say they are not retarded, are. It’s like, why do you lie to me and tell me you not retarded and then you turn out to be! What the fuck…..dude…..hun…..person.

even me...emo

i want to get out but my mother is bipolar is insane!

Kick me out

Make me stay

Kick me out

Make me stay!

Ahhhhhh!

Har har har, can you hear me yelling?

I’m moving to New Orleans or L.A. getting the fuck out.

Too bad it looks like ill be going alone now. Shit

 

Lah-lah lah-lah lahhhh

Always on the edge of your mind

Sitting  on the side of the bilind

Lah-lah lah-lah lahhh

Fucker don’t kno were we go

Better get goin  or youl be too slow

Lah-lah lah-lah lahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

bitch
my milke shake brings all the bitches to my car and there like
"omg bitch i wanna go to a fuckin bar"
"omg betch i wanna go to a fuckin bar"
hell no, i'm going  to jcon!
......random!thing i just made up

KELCIE THIS IS THE PIX THAT WERE ONLINE.


 

     
SARAH= ARMAND LMAO

EWWW


killing lestat.... haveing too much fun with that .


to love and to lose.... : p

armand again lmao


nikki lol!

good timessss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

DEATH NOTE!
animated?
shit on fire! i loved it b/c not only did it bring back memories of when the L wanna be's weren't there, it also had Ratio (Light -ugh i hate his name) looking like the fiend he is.
mwhahahah!
it was beautiful.
art
color
animation
i love the style, that’s why i fucking uses to download it all the time!
but god.
i think im gonna watch it again right now,
bye bye.

As I hear it
all that shit
all that bullshit
(Redundancies)
is she clean? Are we all fucking clean?
It’s like I wish I could see what soap she uses.
Or maybe one day after school I could knock her out; drag her unconscious flesh to my tub. Then once there get Bleach and Windex or what ever and poor it on her with water of course.

(don’t want to burn away the skin whit Bleach now do we…?)
The bottles would Glubb empty then maybe in a hasty state I would just through them down. The hallow clack as it hits the cool tile floor reminds me of the mission at hand. Of the body in the tub. The reality of the situation.
(Glubb Glubb Clack)
clean have to get her clean
that’s what my brain tells me and propels me into action. Go to the cub bored to get the steel wool. The actions almost automatic and robotic in nature. Hands scraping at the bag. It rips. A hand comes out with a fist full of metal twine.
(Crunch Crunch)
is she beautiful? Do I hate? Do I love? Need to be clean.
(Scrub)
her flesh starts to bleed after a while of the metal abuse. It drips in small rivets to meet my working fingers.
(Diligent)
wake her up...

p.s. shut up i don't care it i swich p.o.v. in it, bite me

i washed my cell fone....
thus, killing everyones fone #
emo
to da max