well i haven't updated in long well so i thought i'd do another of those pic spam... heres what i've done posts :P also i would like to say a goodbye to
COMPULSORY EDUCATION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
woot! we're finished as year 11... its's quite sad though....
well mon 'rents bought me some cool games including some singstar thing that resulted in me and my sister having very sore throats and my 'rents having very sore ears :P
my sister got that buzz ougamaflip that had the buzzers so we played that 'twas much buzzer bashing and laughing.
Dinner was yummy and as usual my mother cooked for about four million instead of four......
we completeted all our odd traditions and hehe my father put too much brandy on my mothers chrissie pudding and there was alotta blue fire :P
the bad thing about this time of year is alotta people go away to family places... so im lonely on msn now ......
ooohhh and my 'rents bought me a guitar!!!!
'tis beautiful!!!
it's baby blue and white, my mother wanted to get me a florecent pink one, but couldn't find one that wasnt stupidly expensive so she ordered this one specially from a shop in wales and had it delivered.
all i need now is to learn to play the thing......
well yea thats all luv ya all bixxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
I've been doing alot of drawing lately...... I dunno why but I'm feeling kinda down and i have no idea why...... I'd love to ptu it down to exams but im not sure it's that....
It was fine, then , when i was giond to go to bed i saw three men outside shining a torch and blatantly breaking into this white car outside my window.
So i went downstaris and was like mum theres three guys breaking into a car outside and she was like oh.... maybe it's the police.
I don't know what depressed me more...
the fact that there were doing this outside my window and it gave me the unsettling feeling that i wasnt safe even outside my own house...
the fact that my mother didnt even care that someones car was being broken into right outside.
the fact that i saw this all happening and was completely unable to stop it and althoguh i wanted to jsut ignore ti too i felt liek i should have stopped them or something...anything...
then i think one of them saw me and knew i saw them coz for the rest of their break in they were shining a torch through my window and that seriously scared me. it was stupid but my mind kept thinking what if they do something or try and get in the house.
eventually and rather unsettled i fell asleep.
i havent had a nightmare since i was five and i ahd one last night. thats how wierd i felt
~nightmare~
i was walkimg aways from my house (i dont know why) with this girl i know and suddenly when we got the the co-op/ railway bridge her like best friend screamed her name and was like watch out. so we both turned around and there was this girl i've never seen before runnin towards us and her friend was trying to stop her.
my friend turned and had this look of complete fear on her face and ran of screaming at me to go home.
her friend ran up to em and was like she kissed her boyfriend but id be careful shes crazy. i was thinking what? when the girl came up to me and because im an idiot in my dreams i was like trying to talk her around then she was like jsut give me you fucking phone before i hurt you. luckily her friend called her and i got the chance to run so i ran as fast as i could towards my home.
i was just running and i kept looking abck and she was gettin faster and faster so i didnt know if i was giong to make it. then i thought i can look back and ran even faster so i was pushing off the ground so hard i almost lost my balance and fell. i was worried about my parents not awnsering so i dialled home as i ran and as i reached the door they opened it straight away. i rna in and was like someones chasing me and started going into hysteria.
my dad got really annoyed and went and dragged the girls inside (she was sitting in my front garden waiting for me) then he screamed at ehr until she started crying and actualing like my best friend and he was like see its fine and she left.
i didnt trust it so on my way home from school the next day i asked jack lily etc to walk me home. as we walked to teh same spot she appeared running again and i was like shit run. only they people had changed and i was now with natalie dan and daisy. me and natalie sprinted down my street and got into my house but daisy and dan were way behind.
we looked in my house and my parents and sister wernt there and although i didnt find out i just knew she killed them....
then we heard a niose and looked out the window at the alley behing my back garden adn she was there and daisy was cowering an a corner frightened as hell and dan was nowhere... then my quinty william appeared (dont ask me....) and opened the gate to let daisy run in but she was too scared to run. adn the girl grabbed him and dragged him into the alley and he scremed shut the gates you fool.
so i rna and triend to lock all the bolts ( there are like 4) but the last one wouldnt line up and she was pushing it opne and i was like oh crap adn just trued to run back to my house before she killed me or whatever then my alarm went off
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