jennish 😟bored

Listens: Disney - Bambi - Little April Showers

Dreams

I think it was Bender who brought up Lucid Dreams to me. Bender or someone.. *Scratches head* Either way.. I had one last night. It was kind of like being trapped in my dream, kinda scary..

I realized I was dreaming and it was like, "what the hell?" and in my dream, I broke my glasses (AGAIN) and I was like, "NOOO~" and then I was like,

"Hey.. wait.. no, this isn't real.. I'm must be dreaming.. I AM dreaming. OMGWTF WAKE UP O_O"

..and I couldn't wake up. So I decided to wander around.. and sometimes I remembered I was dreaming and sometimes I didn't and would figure it out again.. Like, I was carrying something and I left this room where the boys were.. and as I was walking in this hallway.. I saw my dad in this room, and it was like a double take.. I looked up, kept walking, stopped, walked backwards back to him and was like "o____o hi" and he was like,

"JENNY! What're you doin here? blahblahblah" and I was talking to him.. and he introduced me to the kids he was with, that were like, his girlfriends kids.. The little girl's name was 'Princess' and I was like "LOLWTF" (his IRL girlfriend's daughters name is 'Angel'.. so.. yeah. Princess, Angel, same stuff.) and anyway, I was like,

"Um.. Okay, I've got to talk to my mom."

So I went back to the room where the boys were, and my mom showed up, and I was like,

"Dude, my dad's here." and she was like,

"Nooo~ Why? ><;" (they don't get along. well, he's like 'zomg @_@<3' and she's like 'go awaaaay') Anyway, so I told her,

"nono it's okay because I'm dreaming so he's not REALLY here" and she was like,

"...what? o_o" and I was like,

"okay I have to go get coffee"

So I went to this scary Starbucks place.. and it was all deserted and freaky looking.. but I was like, "zomg need coffee to wake up" and got my coffee and left and was wandering around.. and I saw Josh chasing Kai, and then Josh just like, walked off, so I went back over to Kai and was like,

"What're you doin' out here? Let's go back to the room." so we did.. and I didn't know I was dreaming at that point because I was too worried about Kai.

I worry about him a lot when I dream. Dreams are so cloudy + hectic, it'd be easy to lose a toddler. Okay anyway, Dinners ready so brb.

K, back.

Before I went to Dinner, I was talking in the chat about dreams and Mark mentioned having a dream where he was laying on his bed and he looked up, and a spider was lowering down on him and he jumped up IRL and took off..

The SAME exact thing happened to me, I saw a spider lowering itself down at me from it's web, and I leapt up, turned on my light and ran to my door. But right before I left the room, I realized I had dreamed it and went back to sleep (kept the light on. u.u;) ..

Sometimes I think when you go to sleep, you go into a kind of "Dream Land" that transcends the ideas + thoughts in your head.. I'll dream about things and then people will tell me about them the next day and it's like, "Uh, deja vu.." And don't even make me MENTION my invisible man-cheater dream, that was SO bizarre.

The other day, Alia and I were sleeping on the phone, like usual, and we both had almost the SAME dream, it was a TRIP. We were both in a game land with game people, and we both had a Sean there, and all SORTS of matching stuff. I don't remember it all now, but man, it was crazy..

I'd like to take some sort of dream-related class.. Whether it be anazlying dreams or studying what causes them + what happens to you when you dream.. :o