Naomi is 5mos 1 week now. She is growing strong. I have not posted in forever and a day. I spend 90% of my time on facebook (when I am on line). I kinda stopped blogging =/. I created a myspace but I am not even on there often. Being a mommy is fun! Takes a lot of time =) I just wanted to post =) I pray you all are doing well =)
Im bored, lol. For all that did not read my kawaiisenpai post or are not on myspace I am on bed rest till my baby girl Naomi Shina is born. I need stuff to do. I am watching season 4 of the office via netflix and naruto, lol. I watched season 1 of arrest development too. The live action deathnote movie will be here soon as well.
I am downloading maplestory which I have not played since before I knew I was pregnant, lol.
I need suggestions and no one on myspace is giving me any, lol.
I am thinking of starting a my space. Should I? I felt like I would be cheating on LJ if I did. I don't know many who read this or come on here anymore. I would love to be able to keep up with more people.
Life is truly an odd an interesting thing to experience. Who really knows what God has in store in the end?
Who can say what is the mind of God? Who really knows His plan for their life? Who can say that they understand every situation and every circumstance that they have had to experience.
The only thing that He has made known to us is that we are not alone in what we go through, it's all for a reason and it will ALL work on for our good.
I have been though a lot lately. I am not going to post it all here. I will say I just bought a new computer. My 8y year old one is not gone. W007! I will also say, I have been adicted to Maple Story and has gotten Christina addicted as well. She has been trying to get me and josh to play Guild Wars but I can't play because I'll get motion sick. I still have yet to play rRock Band with rwoodr. Josh has....... boooo....
Josh is doing well by the way =D
Other then that I got the sims 2. I'm still getting use to that one.....
That is about all! I haven't been reading since my last computer died. Maybe I'll play catch up.....
ok, so my last post stated that Josh and I not have internet however I have not been posting..... What is up with that? Who knows. Here is a post for you all.
As it stands, I just ruined dinner. I was making spaghetti with shrimp instead of meat (I stopped eating meat again). and I went to drain it and it went down the drain. Nice huh? Now I don't know what Josh and I are going to do for dinner. I think I will make spegghetti with nothing in it..... I don't have anymore shrimp.
Enough about dinner and today. I have been almost 6mos into my job. I still want to work for myself. I have been debating seriously going back to school to be a counselor or therapist. I though about it before but quickly shot it down when I thought about the responsibility I would have. I don't like medication and I don't want to have to put someone on it. Not that I don't think it's necessary SOMETIMES, I just think that sometimes its not needed. The real work lies inside of a person. If you want to change then change. This is my opinion from my own personal experiences. I don't want to push meds. I don't knock people that encourage it tho. So yeah, I went through all that so say that I may go to school for that. It depends on my other goal....
Kids =D I want a baby. It's gotten past the stage of babies are cute. I feel like something is missing sometimes. I think I am ready for that change. I know people who will say "goto school first, get that out of the way", "wait till you can afford one better", "are you sure you want kids?", "Is Josh ready?" (will he ever be?), "blah blah blah"..... If there was a perfect time to have a child then most people would never have one. I have heard it all. I have considered and understand. The only thing I want to do at this point is move towards it physically, spiritually, and financially. And I am. I may or may not go to school first......
I know there was so much more I wanted to post about. It seems that in my ranting I forgot the other subject matters..... When I remember then I will post......
tired
hungry
blah
ill