Failure. Yes, that's me. Failure..yes, indeed.

Sluffing school tomorrow..And honestly, it's because I can't stand the thought of being this huge in front of everyone. I feel like that's all anyone can see about me, and the thought is too depressing. Fucked up again, I blame not only myself but melissa. Everytime I go to her house I fail miserably and eat anything in sight. So..as it were, My "diet" begins at midnight tonight. Nothing from the bread group with the exception of rice cakes. Never over 500. Right now, however, i'll enjoy my mcdonalds.